have
the upper hand, Dana thought to herself as she moved
one of the sculpted pieces across the chess board. Then
again, I always have the upper hand, don't I?
She
looked across the table at her opponent, eyeing him
coolly, and inspecting the boys who surrounded him with
nonchalance. One of them twitched his nose at the sweet
odor of the Activity Hall. The looks she received were
all too familiar, yet she had become so accustomed that
her pain did not cross her countenance once, even though
her mind was fast at work. Like a sideshow attraction,
she thought disgustedly. Forever some kind of strange
thing to stare at and mock. Well, forget it, boys, .
. . I'm not changing.
"Left
flank conquered."
Dana's
sudden vocalization sounded like a trumpet call in comparison
to the utter silence that had pervaded the competition
for the past thirty minutes.
Calm
amazement gripped her opponent. "I've never seen that
strategy before."
"That's
because I just created it," Dana replied casually as
she rose from her seat. "And, if I recall our agreement,
you owe me three merconians."
"How'd
she do that?" one of the boys bent over and whispered
into his companion's ear. "I've never seen anyone beat
you."
"I
don't know . . . "
The
drone of the Activity Hall consumed the sudden silence
between the game players. The sweet, smoky smell of
the darkened room filled Dana's nostrils; many thoughts
lapped like waves onto the beach of her subconscious
mind. I never come here. Why did I bother? A little
currency? Something else, perhaps...
"Here."
Three glassy disks fell from the boy's hand and rang
against the table. He looked up at her, seeming uneasy
at her lack of emotional response.
"You're
not going to play her again to get your money back?"
one boy exclaimed, somewhat incredulously.
The
owner of the money glanced back briefly at his friend
before facing Dana again. "I can't . . . I've got to
go to class. Besides, I probably couldn't beat her anyhow."
He smiled fleetingly. "Thanks for the game."
A
single eyebrow rose on Dana's blank countenance, but
that was the only acknowledgment she gave before her
opponent finally turned around and walked out through
the group of teenage boys. Once he had left, she asked,
"Anybody else for a game?"
"Sorry,
I'm broke."
"Me
too."
She
frowned, and, as she walked away she turned her face
toward them and replied, "Who said I wanted to play
for anything?"
*
*
*
Davis
pulled the air-filtering mask off of his face to talk
to the crewman beside him. He was quickly sorry that
he had. The gritty, sour taste of Amalgamean sand filled
his mouth, and the sweltering atmosphere filled his
lungs.
"What
are we going to do about these people?" he yelled above
the din of machinery and shouting voices.
"I
don't know, call the governor, I guess," his workmate
replied, flinching from the taste of the sand as he
pulled off his own mask.
They
couldn't bother sending us better equipment, Davis
commented disgustedly in his mind. Nor did they bother
sending us better security. I really don't want to deal
with the natives.
Another
of the crewmen approached the meeting and removed his
mask. "Are they at it again?" he exclaimed. "This is
the second time this has happened. The governor's not
going to want to talk to them again."
"What
did they want last time?" Davis yelled.
"Governor
said they were probably just riled because a bunch of
aliens got rights to their land." The man bent over
and spat before continuing. "So, who's gonna deal with
them 'til the governor gets here?"
"I'll
try to calm them down," Davis said, placing his hand
on the pistol at his side for precaution. He put down
his drilling equipment and walked to the fence at the
edge of the perimeter. As he approached, a man who seemed
to be the main instigator of the group pressed up against
the fence.
"You
dig up demons!" he screamed in rehearsed and highly
accented H.E.B.L. (which stood for Human Exploration
Bureau Language, a language developed on Earth so that
all humans would have a standard language to speak when
they first encountered extraterrestrial life). "The
Rale cera will possess you, dare you continue to dig!
He will possess us all!"
Davis
looked uneasily over his shoulder to see what his two
crewmates were doing. After a moment of tight squinting,
he could see that Manderes was using the communicator.
Probably calling the governor, he thought. I
hope they can back me up if this group gets too heated.
"Why
do you not listen to us? We inhabited this planet before
you! We know the secrets of our ancestors! Why do you
not listen?" The man's eyes shown from behind a pair
of slanted, bushy eyebrows, conveying entreaty and resentment
at the same time. For a long moment the two men analyzed
each other.
Why
didn't the governor say anything about this? Davis
questioned himself. Shouldn't we have been told that
digging here would interfere?
Davis
knew he was gruff at times, but he had always considered
himself a fair man . . . and a very curious one. He
was not trained to deal with situations such as this,
and the interference may cost him . . . but the eyes
of the pleading man won over his ears . . .
And
instigated his curiosity.
"Okay,
I'm listening. Why don't you want us to excavate this
site?"
The
crowd had calmed at Davis' lack of aggression. Gusts
of wind consumed the man's confused silence, but he
quickly found his tongue. "The Rale cera! It will possess
us all!"
"Who
is this Rale cera?" Davis asked with a swelling interest.
"Why shouldn't we dig?"
The
man looked uncertain, lost for words. His last exclamation
tumbled from his lips, with less fervor. "It will possess
us all. Why do you dig up demons?"
Manderes
came to Davis' side. "What's going on?" he asked, noting
with some surprise the suddenly mild-mannered group
Davis was facing.
"I
don't know, something about . . . digging up demons,"
Davis replied with a perplexed look.
The
spokesman for the group turned around dejectedly and
mumbled as he walked through the group, "The Rale cera,
the Rale cera, they do not listen . . . "
A
young, female Amalgamean put her arm about his shoulders
and whispered soft words to him in her native language.
He nodded and she released him before coming to the
front of the crowd. Tense silence took hold of the group
as she gathered herself and faced Davis. "Rale cera,
demon of the soul," she began to explain in staggering,
accented H.E.B.L. "Demon of the mind. Long ago, we dig,
we find Rale cera. Our far fathers find . . . um . .
. found. The children of our far fathers not possessed
. . . left, later went home . . . find far fathers dead
. . . " She bowed her head for a moment before continuing.
"Put Rale cera back in ground, where belong. But humans
taller in head than far fathers . . . so all will be
possessed." She suddenly grabbed the rails of the fence
and raised her voice. "Do not dig! The Rale cera will
possess us all!"
Davis
had completely forgotten the pistol in the holster at
his side. He was thoroughly taken up by the young woman's
narrative.
"What
do you mean by taller in the head?" Davis asked, taking
another step toward the fence. "Do you mean arrogant,
perhaps?" His eyes were wide, his stance tense and unaggressive.
The
young woman scrunched up her brow and replied, "Do not
understand . . . arri . . . arrigent."
"You
know, um, . . . " Her face was unassuming and intent,
and she seemed somewhat disgusted by her lack of ability
to communicate. Davis began to fumble for words as he
looked at her. Look at me, I'm acting like a diplomat,
he remarked in his mind. "You know," he continued aloud,
"big ego, or, um, I guess it's being impressed in a
bad way about oneself . . . "
Manderes
put his hand stiffly onto Davis' shoulder. "Maybe you
shouldn't talk to them, Davis. It's not your job, you
know."
Before
Davis could reply, the governor's transport sped into
the area and made an abrupt halt near the crewmen. It
hovered above the ground, possessing no windows to allow
one to see inside. After a few expectant moments, with
only the wind and machinery to break the silence, the
hatch opened and a middle-aged man with a heavy build
stepped out, the transport bobbing slightly with the
sudden lack of his weight. He squinted his eyes against
the brash, sandy wind and frowned as he analyzed the
situation.
"What
is the problem, Mr. Manderes?" the governor finally
asked brusquely as he approached the group of men.
Davis
stepped forward to give his own account just as Manderes
was opening his mouth. "This group of Amalgameans is
demanding that we don't drill, sir."
The
governor turned his gaze to Davis and scowled at him.
Doesn't
like seeing someone else take control, I see, Davis
noted mentally.
"You
have spoken to them?" the Governor asked, the furrows
in his brow lessening only fractionally.
"Yes,
sir, I have," Davis replied without fear.
"And,
what is their reason that we should not drill, Mr.
Davis?"
Davis
did not answer immediately, swallowing the river of
hostility that was rising within him. "Digging here
seems to interfere with their religion, sir."
The
governor's tone became sharper. "I don't care about
what seems to be the problem, Mr. Davis. What
are their words?"
"They
claim that we are digging up demons, sir," Davis answered
without the slightest measure of humor in his voice.
The
governor blinked without changing his expression. "And
we should not dig because of what is obviously an old
legend?"
"That
is what they want, sir."
"Preposterous.
I do believe that the Amalgameans are not living in
reality, Mr. Davis. It was their economy that was falling
into ruin when we offered to help in exchange for the
mines. They cannot have their cake and eat it, too."
He turned and looked at the silent onlookers beyond
the perimeter fence before addressing the crew as a
whole. "Next time, leave diplomatic relations to me.
We appreciate your fine," he rolled the word
over in his mouth, "work as drillers and your tolerance
of the picketers, but we only pay you to drill. Let
your superiors handle it next time." On the last remark
he glanced into Davis' direction, then looked to Manderes.
Now
I know why Manderes was put in charge, Davis thought
angrily. The governor can manipulate him. He's always
been weak, always worrying over the governor's regulations
like they were scripture. Always blindly following his
superiors. The teacher's pet.
The
governor acknowledged them, Davis especially, with a
slight, solemn nod and calculating glance. Then he turned
around again to face the assembly of Amalgameans.
"Return
to your homes!" he declared with a raising of his hands,
palms outward, to the crowd. "We have paid your leaders
for the right to drill here, and we will do so! And
don't let me remind you that our military is protecting
your people! All we ask is that you leave us in peace
to do our work!"
The
young woman who led the cluster of aliens let go of
the fence with an expression of irritated disappointment.
"Yes, but the Rale cera," she insisted, "... we are
not meaning to make angry..."
"Keep
your fairy tales to your own kind! We will not stop
work because of superstition! Go home, or I will be
forced to bring in troops!"
A
large percentage of the throng immediately turned to
leave, the sound of the drilling equipment drowning
out their mumbled complaints. Only a few lingered, and
those who did soon left.
One
remained. The young woman continued to stand on the
edge of the perimeter, her pupil-less eyes squinted
against the dusty wind, her hands again clasping the
metal bars of the fence, her irritation now vengeful.
The
governor glared at her in silence a few moments before
swinging suddenly about, whispering something into Manderes'
ear, and heading back to his transport, his sandy footsteps
flying away into the wind milliseconds after they had
been made. Before entering the vehicle, he turned to
face Davis and Manderes and bit off a simple remark.
"None of you entertain them. And, by all means, keep
them off of the premises . . . without discussion."
As
the middle-aged man climbed into the craft, Manderes
asked, "What if we can't handle them, Sir?"
"I'll
send some troops. Just keep them out."
Without
ado, the hatch on the governor's transport closed and
the vehicle glided back in the direction it had come.
Davis
turned around to find the Amalgamean woman gone.
"Well,
that settles that," Manderes remarked with a sigh. "Hey,
where are you going?"
Davis
turned from his travels toward the perimeter fence.
"I just wanted to see something."
"Aren't
you coming back to work?" Manderes asked.
"Yeah.
Just give me a minute."
"What
are you going to do?" Manderes asked suspiciously.
Davis
fought off his irritation. "I want to see if they left
anything behind."
"Well,
all right," Manderes replied hesitantly. "I'll wait
for you here."
The
governor must have told him to make sure I didn't do
anything suspicious, Davis reflected with increasing
aversion. He doesn't want me to get too involved,
but he doesn't want me to suspect his actions. Or maybe
he just wants to see what I find so he can bring it
back to the governor. "You can go ahead. I'll only
be a second," Davis replied, unsuccessfully holding
back all of his exasperation. He knew that his wish
to get rid of Manderes was blatantly obvious, but he
also knew that, in the game that Manderes was playing,
the intentions were meant to be easily inferred.
"No,
it's okay," Manderes answered, some displeasure seeping
into his own voice.
"Okay,"
Davis yielded. "Give me a minute."
"Take
your time." Manderes put his mask back on and stood
like a statue while Davis walked toward the perimeter
fence.
Davis
slid a card through a box at the side of the fence and
walked through the entryway once the computer had identified
him. He examined the ground on which the crowd had stood
and found a small piece of paper attached to a metal
board there. He had seen the old man drop it before
the girl came to speak. Davis bent down to read it,
but did not pick it up so that Manderes would not see
him getting it and try to obtain it himself. Davis remained
in a crouch as he hurriedly read what it said:
YOU
DIG UP DEMONS. THE RALE CERA WILL POSSESS YOU, DARE
YOU CONTINUE TO DIG. HE WILL POSSESS US ALL.
In
the middle of the page was an alien writing that he
could not decipher. Beyond that, it continued in H.E.B.L.:
WHY
DO YOU NOT LISTEN TO US? WE INHABITED THIS PLANET BEFORE
YOU. WE KNOW THE SECRETS OF OUR ANCESTORS.
WHY
DO YOU NOT LISTEN?
"So,
that's why he didn't understand my questions," Davis
mused quietly. "But the girl could understand a little
bit . . . Maybe she wrote this for him to say?"
"Did
you find something?" Manderes lifted his mask to shout
from his position on the other side of the fence.
Maybe
I can pick it up after all, Davis mused as he lifted
the board and slyly pocketed the paper clipped to it.
He then raised the board to where Manderes could see.
"It's nothing important!" he yelled in reply. "Just
a clipboard someone left behind!"
"Oh,
well, bring it anyway!" Manderes declared. "Are you
almost done?"
"Give
me just another minute!" Davis answered.
The
wind howled through and around the silence that fell
about him. It penetrated his thoughts and drowned out
the sound of the mining equipment. With the sound he
wondered what life on this sand-ridden planet had been
like before the Human Exploration Bureau sent a small
colony of humans to mine and watch over it. Worse .
. . or better?
Suddenly
he noticed that something was attached to the fence.
He looked up toward the mining site, and saw someone
call Manderes. Manderes turned to face the crewman and
a short conversation followed. While Manderes was occupied,
Davis took advantage of the director's diverted attention,
rose, and went to see what the object was.
He
found a name tag clipped to a bar of the fence, the
plastic card flapping in the strong, sandy wind. Upon
closer examination he found that the young Amalgamean
woman's face was depicted in a picture in the far left-hand
corner. Below it, her name, age, work place, and living
space were identified.
"Karia
Laschdle . . . " He placed the card into his pocket
just in time for Manderes to miss his discovery. Maybe
I need to find out more about this Rale cera, he
thought as he replaced his mask. And why the governor
is so itchy about it.
*
*
*
"Come
in."
The
door slid aside and the governor stormed into the small
office. His features were distorted with anger. "The
Amalgameans are getting too aroused, Digra Schistu.
I thought you had taken care of it." The governor resented
having to use the title "Digra" with Schistu. It implied
too much reverence and respect, neither of which he
possessed for the man.
A
slender, sharp-faced Amalgamean man gazed coolly across
the room at the governor. "I assure you, governor, I
thought I had finally done so," he replied in fluid
H.E.B.L.
"Well,
you damn well haven't. They had another one of their
pickets outside of the mining grounds today, and they
seemed more aggressive than usual. You're not lying
to me to put me off so that you can get your damned
people aroused enough to get the attention of the council,
are you? Because, if you are you Amalgamean son-of-a--"
"Please,
give me room to speak," Schistu said calmly from his
seat behind the desk, the only piece of furniture in
the room. "I've said nothing, and already I am condemned."
He furrowed his brow in thought and let out an irritated
sigh before continuing. "We Amalgameans are a calm people,
so I attempted to reason with them, explain to them
that they are in no position to make demands. Yet, they
are also extremely attached to religion, and, if threatened,
all of the calm dissolves. I tried causing a different
threat to draw their attention away from the matter
at hand, and it held their attention for a short while
. . . "
"What
about Digra Milischter? What did you do about the trouble
he was brewing? Were you able to silence him, even though
you are both Digra?" A sardonic grin was suddenly plastered
on his face as he continued his questioning. "Or are
things truly equal among religious political leaders,
as your people claim?"
Schistu
merely glared at him as he responded to the question.
"I have found no other choice than to kill him. A quiet
murder will take place this afternoon."
Mild
surprise appeared on the governor's face. "You didn't
tell me that you were going to have to go to that extreme.
I don't appreciate you taking such drastic measures
without speaking to me first." The governor seemed to
consider Schistu's idea, and finally continued, "It's
too obvious. The Amalgameans will immediately put the
blame on us."
"Do
not worry, governor. You must remember, I am an influential
man." The irises of Schistu's eyes changed color spontaneously
and a smile tugged at his lips. "One of my most devoted
servants, whom, I shall add, views me as what would
be equal in your culture to a prophet, will be piloting
the transport that Milischter is riding onto the Filidgris
continent in four days. I have instructed him to cause
a crash landing, killing himself, the Digra, and all
others on the transport, as well. He will leave behind
plenty of audiovisual evidence that should prove it
was a crash landing, if any suspicion were to arise."
"And
he will give up his life because you tell him to?" the
governor asked, a visible amount of disbelief encompassing
his countenance and voice.
"Why,
yes," Schistu replied with a smile. "He believes that
it is for the good of our people. Without a leader,
the rebels will be defenseless."
The
governor soaked in the information a moment before beginning
to speak. "Very good, then. I suppose we shall see results
after that is taken care of... Is there anything else
that I should be aware of?"
"Perhaps..."
the Amalgamean drifted off thoughtfully.
"Well,
what is it?"
"It
may be nothing, but a certain Amalgamean writer seems
to have taken the interest of the people."
"Who
is it?"
"I
do not know," he replied with a wan smile. "All of his
writings are anonymous. But he does generally give a
concern towards the issue of the mining site... I am
attempting to find out who it is, but, otherwise, I
have found no problems. The writings have not been extremely
aggressive or influential."
"What
does his concern seem to be?"
Digra
Schistu remained silent in thought for a moment before
replying. "I would say the writings are philosophical
in nature, and deal mainly with the rights and wrongs
of the situation. He does not take sides...considers
all positions without prejudism. I would guess that
is why the Amalgamean people have not quite taken to
him. Not seriously, anyhow. He is not pleading their
case completely."
"Then," the governor asked, "what's the problem?"
"I could be wrong, but I detect more intelligence...I
would even venture to say even a bit of hidden prejudism...behind
the words he puts down on paper. Do not ask me how I
detect this...I just know how my people are, how they
write, and there is a bit of slant, whether deliberate
or not. It might plague us later on, who knows? Yet,
like I said earlier, it may be nothing." Digra Schistu
became silent and an expectant look crossed his face.
"What else?" the governor said a bit bitterly, as if
he knew what it was that Schistu wanted, despite his
question that implied otherwise.
"You know what is on my mind," Schistu said, his eyes
flickering when he saw the governor take on an obviously
disgusted expression at the reading of his thoughts.
He turned his face downward to look at a paper lying
on his desk, the motion hiding the grin on his face.
He looked back up-- his countenance suddenly sober--and
continued, "You guaranteed me that today you would define
my percentage of gain in this endeavor. I will not send
one of my finest followers to his death until I am assured
that it is worth my while." Digra Schistu's face darkened
noticeably, in a manner that was completely contrasting
with the image he had presented during his entire conversation
with the governor. The governor seemed to notice the
change in the Digra's demeanor and frowned apprehensively.
Schistu continued, "Your tone of questioning seems to
imply to me, governor, that, deep down, you truly have
no intentions of giving me my share."
"Don't get that threatening look with me, Schistu,"
the governor replied aggressively. "I needn't remind
you that I don't have to give you a damn thing."
The
Digra rose suddenly from his seat and declared with
thin patience, "And I need not remind you that, Governor,
neither do I. You know as well as I do that my position
in this matter is necessary for successful completion."
His eyes burned a bright red. "I am not the easy fool
you have taken me for."
The
governor rose from his seat as well and bit out, "You
may think you've come over as a boy scout, Schistu,
but I'm a bit more intelligent than what you've believed,
as well." He pointed his finger at Schistu, as if in
accusation. "Don't you think I've seen your type in
politics before? If you can be sly with your own people
and take advantage of their trust, don't you think I
know you could do the same thing with me? I'm going
to give you your share--don't you doubt that for a second.
If I don't, I know you 'll make my life a living Hell!
You're a dangerous man, Schistu, because of your intelligence...I
know that. And that's precisely why I need your assistance."
The governor approached the Digra's desk and spoke in
a lower tone. The Digra seemed merely to be tolerating
his speech. "But don't you forget...your help isn't
absolutely necessary. I could just as easily submit
your people to immediate slavery through violence. I've
got the troops, I've got the weapons...I've got the
upper hand. If forced to, I'll put on my iron glove.
I am an equally dangerous man, Schistu."
Schistu
laughed. "The H.E.B. will kick you out if they find
out what you are up to! The Amalgameans will report
you through the Digras...whom, at the moment I have
subdued! So you see, it would be unwise to pursue your
efforts without my assistance."
"Perhaps...
but there are others ways of silencing people. You have
said so yourself."
"Yes,
there are," the Digra replied in an embittered tone.
"And, that, I suppose, leaves us in the midst of what
humans call a Catch-22."
"It
does."
"And,
even though I do want my money, I equally wish that
my people remain unharmed. As you wish to get access
to the mining site without difficulty." He made what
seemed an extreme effort to calm himself. "Now, since
our positions have been made clear and the masks thrust
aside, let us continue our business. I would prefer
forty-five to fifty percent of the outcome. I will need
to use some of it to calm those people in my race who
are able to be bought."
"I
suppose that is reasonable. You have certainly put forth
fifty percent of the effort. I will think it over and
let you know my decision in an hour." The governor controlled
his seething before finally putting an end to the confrontation.
"Well," the governor said as he headed towards the door,
"if those are the last of your troubles, I am concerned
about the sudden interest a Mr. Davis has suddenly found
in the problems of the Amalgamean people. As you said
about the writer, it may be nothing, but I'd like you
to keep an eye on him..."
The
governor eventually left the Digra's office and returned
to his own. Before he turned into the hallway leading
to his study, he approached the receptionist's desk,
placed some papers in front of her, and bent down to
whisper into her ear, "I want you to send somebody to
keep an eye on Digra Schistu. He's getting too high
and mighty. And keep an eye on him yourself."
He
rose and acknowledged her solemn nod and slanted eyes.
With a powerful gait, he then headed back into the direction
of his office, smiling broadly.
*
*
*
Dana
wandered the halls of the Amalgamean outpost idly, the
three merconians she had won pressed into her sweaty
palm. They were a reminder of the way her life had taken;
instead of three friends by her side, there were three,
small pieces of glass in her hand, worth enough to buy
her a nice meal at the Crossroads (or the Bull's Eye,
as it was affectionately called.)
There
was only one place in the entire station she could go
to feel as if she belonged. She stopped in front of
its doors at the end of her walk and requested entrance.
"Who
is there?" a strong, singsong voice asked from behind
the door.
"Hey,
Shenira. It's me, Dana."
"Come
in young one. Do come in."
Dana
waited for the door to slide aside and stepped in. Shenira's
bluish face shone over the top of her computer terminal
as she looked up from her typing. Even though she was
no longer gazing at the screen, her hands did not stop
for a moment in their constant clicking of plastic keys.
"Hello,
Dana," she greeted her young friend with a slight accent
that Dana had never been able to place.
"Every
time I come to see you, Shenira, you are typing. I've
never asked before, but what in heaven's name are
you writing?"
"Letters,
Dana, letters. Just because I sit in my quarters most
of the time and accept visitors without appointment,
does not mean that I do not have a job." She smiled
and her irises gradually turned from navy blue to orange,
an indication of happiness. "What brings you?"
Dana
sat in the couch at the side of the room, and the soft
cushions enveloped her. "Just to talk."
Shenira
glanced at the screen briefly and replied, "That is
as good a reason as any I know."
Dana
began to finger the tassels on a pillow as she asked,
"What do you do, Shenira? I've known you a month, and
I still don't really know you."
"Knowing
facts doesn't always mean you know somebody. You seem
to have taken a liking to me, and all you have to go
on is my personality." She stopped typing and looked
at Dana. She made vivid hand motions as she spoke. "Let
us say I killed someone long ago. I changed my ways
and became a humanitarian, but all you knew about me
at first was that I had committed murder. You would
probably ostracize me for fear of your life. Ah, but
let us say you did not know I had committed murder.
You might see my kindness and take me into friendship."
She went back to typing. "I am a diplomat to the Earth
people," she stated with a sudden shift to the original
conversation.
Dana
laughed at Shenira's strange way of answering questions.
She was familiar with her offhand manner of speaking,
but the exact approach changed from day to day. "You
didn't really kill anyone, now did you?" she said with
a chuckle.
Shenira
looked at her and laughed herself. "Of course not, gentra."
"Gentra?"
"Well,
it means silly in the Earth language." She pulled
her long, slender hands away from the keyboard again,
and her expression became serious. "What did you really
come for, Dana?"
"Oh..."
Dana sighed and began again to nervously play with the
pillow's tassels. "I just played chess with some boys
and won three merconians."
"Such
a tragedy," Shenira replied with a humored grin.
"I
don't know, I'm just tired of everyone being so stand-offish
around me. I don't like to admit it, but I do get lonesome
sometimes."
"Ah,
I see." Shenira sat up, her atypical tall and slender
body seeming moreso as she did. "I was that way when
I was young. I still am, but have improved somewhat
since my adolescent years. I will not lecture you, but,
do examine yourself. You might find that pride is at
the root of your problem."
"I
respect your advice, Shenira, but I really don't think
that's it."
"I
can give you no further advice, then. If that is not
the problem, I do not know what is. Only you can find
it." Shenira paused a moment before continuing her typing.
Though Dana did not see it, Shenira was watching her
reaction from the corner of her eye. Before the silence
could become overwhelming, the door to Shenira's quarters
suddenly slid open, jarring Dana, but gaining only a
curious glance from Shenira's work at the computer.
A young Amalgamean woman rushed in, her ponytail flying
behind her and her eyes a bright red. From what Dana
could tell, she had been at the mining grounds. She
stood in front of Shenira's desk silently and stared
with frustration down at the female humanoid, waiting
for the tall woman to speak first. As she waited, she
brought up one hand to wipe sand from her face.
Shenira
glanced at the woman cheerlessly, and then turned to
speak to Dana. "Dana, I am sorry, but you must go now.
I will speak to you later."
Dana
nodded quietly and wonderingly as she rose from the
couch and left the room, taking a short look behind
at the scene before the door closed after her.
*
*
*
[I
see it did not succeed.]
[No.
The governor came, first chastising the workers for
speaking to us, next chastising us for interrupting
the work that they so dearly value.]
Shenira
folded her hands in her lap, leaned back in her chair,
and sighed. [No, don't be so angry, Karia. That will
solve nothing.]
Karia's
eyes lit up further. [And do not be so calm! These humans
do not understand calm! They only understand anger and
desperation!]
[No,]
Shenira asserted crisply. [So far, anger and desperation
have proven useless.]
[You
were not there,] Karia insisted angrily. [You did not
see how Lanthra Bhischter was put off. Calm? Yes, he
was very calm. Yet, those calm words you printed for
him to speak did nothing! Until he yelled....yes, when
he yelled one of the drillers began to listen. Then
I spoke...]
Shenira's
eyes became but a slit. [You spoke? I instructed for
only the Lanthra to speak.]
[Ah,
but what Earth words does he know? None. The driller
demanded to know more, and I told. We are nieve, Shenira.
We know so little. The Earth people will trample on
us! Do understand...we must make demands! What other
way is there?]
[I
understand your feelings, Karia, but it is our duty
to follow the storytellers, those who have passed on
the learnings of our ancestors. Calm is the way... Difficult
though it may be, it is the only way we have.]
[No,
Shenira, it is our duty to change our
ways for our times. Perhaps the sheltered life
your father provided you has made you too soft, Shenira.]
Shenira's
eye shifted to a light shade of red. [Do not mock my
father, Karia, or his planet. Just because I am of mixed
blood between Amalgame and Jontri, does not make me
any less determined to succeed in our cause. I am just
aware of the legacy of our ancestors as you. It surprises
me that you, who have lived on Amalgame your entire
life, are so eager to part with our ancestors' ways.]
[Our
ancestors did not have to encounter the humans, Shenira.
But we do. And they are not like us. Coaxing,
reasoning do little to affect them. Yes, there are some,
like the driller I spoke to today... ]
[There
are more, if only you would give them a chance,] Shenira
pressed with a sigh.
[You
have not involved yourself. We have given them many
chances.]
[And
we will give them many more.]
[I
pray that you learn better,] Karia spat before exiting
in the same flurry that she had arrived.
*
*
*
Davis
walked into a small bar that had recently been built
in the Bull's Eye. It was appropriately entitled "JacSera,"
or, in Amalgame, "The Meeting Place." He didn't go there
often...he didn't know why he had decided to come this
night. He had made boredom his excuse for coming, but
he wasn't quite sure that even that was his reasoning.
His
thoughts fell from his mind like dampening rain as the
loud music of the bar filled his ears. Tonight seemed
to be an oddly busy evening, especially with the Amalgameans.
This is strange, Davis thought, a frown forming
on his face. I didn't think the Amalgameans were
big drinkers.
As
he pushed his way through the crowd, he noticed an empty
stool at the bar and sat down, a young Earth girl with
chin-length black hair to his left and a heavily overdressed
Earth woman with curly red hair to his right. He nodded
to a short, quiet Amalgamean man, who promptly came
in response. The man was the bartender of the establishment,
and, when he saw that Davis was from Earth, he braced
himself to speak the standard H.E.B. language. Davis
had noticed the man's lack of comfort in speaking H.E.B.L.
ever since his first trip to the bar. He wondered why.
"You
wish what to drink?"
"Do
you have an Earth drink called cappuccino?"
"Yes."
The bartender turned abruptly after his reply to get
the drink.
The
whole atmosphere of the place bothered Davis. He had
a gut feeling that something was going on. The Amalgameans
had always struck him as being very devoted to religion
and the proper practices associated with it, and alcohol
was not one of those practices. As a matter of fact,
they had argued against the establishment of the bar
from the outset.
I
never questioned it before, Davis pondered as he
stared at his reflection in the bar mirror, but why
is the governor making such a hassle over that section
of the mining grounds? It seems to me that it might
be easier to give up that piece of land and let the
issue rest.
"You
look awful young to be here on a school night," the
woman to his right remarked with a flirtatious smile,
causing him to frown irritably at her interruption of
his thoughts. "No homework, Doll?" She winked at him
seductively, as if offering him some homework to fill
the void. Her flattery did not affect him; he knew that
he was very obviously a thirty year-old man.
"You
know, prostitution is against regulation on this outpost,"
he remarked with a sober expression as he gazed at the
bartender.
"Excuse
me?" the woman managed as she choked on her drink.
"There's
no need to make excuses," he explained calmly as the
bartender handed him his cappuccino. The black-haired
girl became suddenly interested in the goings-on next
to her. "I advise you," Davis continued relentlessly,
"to find your business elsewhere, or I will alert the
authorities."
The
woman gave no counterattack, but, looking thoroughly
disturbed, she took her purse from the bar and made
her hurried way out of the building. Davis glanced briefly
back at her, stared for some moments into his cappuccino,
and suddenly began to chuckle as he raised the cup of
frothy coffee to his lips.
"That
was interesting. You know, the way you handled that
hooker."
The
voice that made the statement belonged to the black-haired
girl to Davis' left. Her speech surprised him, for she
had seemed introverted at his first observation of her.
"I despise prostitutes," he replied. "I cannot tolerate
false people."
"But
you like to come to bars," the girl commented, a smirk
playing on her lips.
"No,
as a matter of fact, I don't. I'm not even sure why
I'm here. As you can see, it's not for the alcohol."
He motioned toward his half-full mug of cappuccino.
"Now, you seem too young to come on a school
night, though. What's your excuse?" he asked conversationally.
"I'm
not in school," she replied as her eyes drifted to the
Amalgamean group that had begun a takeover of the entire
left half of the establishment.
"Too
bright for school, huh?"
"Something
like that. Too tired of school, more like it. Though,
I suppose it's some of the other." Her reply seemed
to be placation; Davis was somehow sure that she had
probably not gone through a great struggle to graduate
at such an early age. Intelligence was reflected in
her eyes, however rebellious she seemed, and Davis was
immediately taken in by her blunt personality. She turned
her eyes back to him and pointed toward the Amalgamean
group. "Are you in the government? Watching them or
something? I mean, you know, the thing with the hooker
and everything made me put two and two together..."
"Oh,
God no," Davis said with a roll of his eyes. "I hate
everything about the government on this station. I did
think it was odd that they were here, though. I wonder
what they're up to."
"It's
very odd," the girl conferred. "Amalgameans are
very religious."
"Oh,
by the way, I'm Pierce Davis." Davis proffered his hand
and the girl grasped it firmly. "I'm a driller in the
sand fields. What's your claim to fame?"
The
girl smiled slightly and grunted. "I'm not much for
fame, but you can call me Dana."
"It's
nice to meet you, Dana."
"Likewise,
Mr. Davis."
"Please,
call me Pierce."
"I'm
sorry, I don't like to get that personal, Mr. Davis.
It's too costly."
"Suit
yourself."
The
green irises of Davis' eyes expanded with the concentration
of his thoughts and stare on the group of Amalgameans.
The crowd had finally organized into a circle and were
beginning a discussion. Images of the day's occurrences
flashed through Davis' mind. Was there a connection?
He was sure that there was.
Davis
slid from the stool and brought his cappuccino with
him. Dana turned to watch him and called out above the
commotion, "Hey, where are you going?"
"I
want to see what they are talking about," he said as
he took determined steps toward the group. Dana hopped
from her seat and blocked his path. "You obviously aren't
quite aware of Amalgamean conventions, Mr. Davis," she
said with a sarcastic laugh. "It's not polite to butt
into their affairs."
"No,
it's not polite," he replied with a bit of irritation,
"but what are they going to do to me if I do?"
Dana's
expression became grave. "They might hurt you. Your
health is a foolish thing to waste, Mr. Davis."
Davis
stopped abruptly and gazed into Dana's dark eyes. They
seemed to reflect something ominous, but he didn't know
whether or not to acknowledge the doom they mirrored.
"What do you mean?" he finally asked. "They have always
been peaceful."
The
black-haired girl's frown deepened, adding several years
to her young face. "Do you know what happens to a race,
or anyone for that matter, when they give all
their kindness, and are constantly taken for granted,
Mr. Davis?"
The
Amalgamean woman's words echoed in his mind....Why
do you not listen?
"They
have become disillusioned," Dana continued. "They are
frustrated, and someday they will express their frustration.
I don't think you want to be the victim of it."
Davis
looked somberly at the girl, then at the Amalgameans.
Without a word he walked past Dana; this time she gave
no resistance. He had not ignored her words, but something
told him that he needed to hear their discussion.
He
walked to the edge of the crowd; he could hear some
of the words spoken by the young man at the center of
the group, but he could not understand them--they were
all spoken in Amalgame. The most fervent of the people
are the young, Davis thought. Even the Earth
youngsters seem insistent upon the seriousness of their
plight. I wonder if this is all a fight that started
as old against old... This group must want the humans
to see them, but why be in sight if no one can understand
them? Maybe they want everyone to wonder...to be afraid
of what they might do. Are they going to start a riot,
maybe? Or do they want us to think something like that?
One
of the men on the edge of the group turned to face Davis.
At the movement of his neighbor, another gazed at the
curious Earth man. Soon, Davis found himself walking
into the group at the mindless will of his own feet.
The Amalgameans were suddenly silent, and did not react
to his intrusion with violence as Dana had predicted;
only curiosity was seen in their countenances. Suddenly,
the speaker of the group called out so that all could
hear:
[AK,
MAH'SELRAHK!]
Davis
almost expected that the statement had been a call to
arms and that they were about to pounce on him, but
their gazes only became wider with wonder. "Do you understand
H.E.B.L.?" Davis asked the man at the center. "What
did you say to them?" The tall Amalgamean looked down
at the human with an expression of superiority, yet
reverence. Davis found himself feeling as if he had
suddenly been initiated into some occult organization.
"What did you say?" Davis repeated, hoping the young
man would understand.
"You
are the Listener. You are the Protector," the young
man stated matter-of-factly as his moving eyes encompassed
his crowd of listeners.
"Who
says?" Davis snorted, feeling suddenly sarcastic; a
fear had begun to gnaw at the insides of his stomach.
[Met
relah denrahk.]
"What
does that mean?" Davis demanded.
"You
must not know yet...there are things you will learn
yet." The man took Davis by the arm and eased him out
of the crowd and into a corner. "You must leave here,
Pierce Davis. The humans will persecute you if they
see you with us."
"You
are acting as if I have agreed to engage upon some type
of mission," Davis remarked dryly, his voice rising
in his overwhelming apprehension.
[Rat
welah,] he said as he gazed with deep red eyes into
Davis' own terror-stricken eyes. "You have."
"I've
made no agreements," Davis replied calmly, yet
nervously. He did not like the feeling that these people
had put a confidence in him that he had not asked for;
the incident at the mines was only a result of his curiosity,
not his concern. Yet, despite his unwillingness to hear
what the man said, he felt fear gripping him.
"Leave
here," the man said again, his eyes changing to a periwinkle
color. [Begnu et Rale cera jantera.] He held Davis'
shoulders firmly. "You shall see. Now, go."
Davis
never took orders blindly, but, once again his feet
carried him away without any force of his mind. He began
to leave the establishment, laying his cold cappuccino
on the bar with a shaking hand. As he walked into the
chilled night, across the Bull's Eye and toward his
quarters, he could hear Dana's footsteps as she approached
him at a steady pace. She stayed at his side in silence
for some moments before speaking.
"Do
you know what he said before he told you to go?" she
asked as she stuck her hands into her pockets.
Davis
noticed with a brief glance that she was wearing blue
jeans; he hadn't seen those since he left Earth. "No
I don't. But I'm curious to know."
"He
said, 'The Rale cera knows.'"
"Who
the hell is this Rale cera?" Davis blurted. "It has
put a sudden cramp on my life."
"I
only know the story behind it. I don't actually know
what it is...and I'm probably one human who's gotten
pretty close to finding out." Dana glanced briefly over
her shoulder before looking back at the ground.
"And
when he said 'Met relah...den..denruk' or whatever...What
does that mean?"
Dana
looked up at him with her ominous eyes, the three Amalgamean
moons reflected in them. "That,Mr. Davis,
means, 'You are the chosen.'"
*
*
*
Shenira
entered the large lobby that resided at the center of
the Amalgamean living establishments. Most of the Amalgameans
could not afford any type of broadcasting system, so
the holographic projection device at the center of this
room served as the main source of news for most of them.
Even those who did own the NewScreens would usually
join in watching the news with their people so that
they might participate in the discussions that usually
followed. Shenira took a sip of the drink she was holding
as she approached the somber Karia. Karia still seemed
bitter when she saw Shenira , but did not leave when
the woman took a seat at her side.
All
heads in the room turned as the active holographic projector
showed the face of an Earth reporter. [This is a sector-wide
transmission,] the man declared in fluid Amalgame. [Digra
Milischter died this afternoon while on a diplomatic
mission to the Filidgris continent.]
Both
women's eyes widened noticeably, and despair lit up
both faces, but no sudden reaction was taken by either.
Murmurs rippled like waves throughout the room.
[Though
reports are yet to be confirmed, it is believed that
a mechanism in the transport failed while in flight,
causing an explosion. Investigators have found some
of the audio-visual equipment that was on board, and
suspect that it was an accident. Some Amalgameans have
declared that it was preconcepted murder, but, over
the hours, confirmation toward the possibility of an
accident becomes stronger. Updates will be given.] The
man continued with other events, but everyone was too
saddened by the first report to notice the others. [A
human reporter,] grumbled one man. [It is easy for him
to say 'accident.' How much was he paid to say it, I
wonder?]
Karia
jerked her head about to face Shenira. All of the calm
she had mustered for the past few days broke under the
weight of the news report. [Do you see?] she declared
loud enough for all to hear. [Do you see? What reason
is there in that? What reason, what calm do you see?
I see none! Murder! You are too soft, Shenira. You probably
believe it was an accident, as well. You are wise about
the past, but not wise about the present. Do you see?]
Shenira
put her hand to her face and rubbed her cheek thoughtfully
and dejectedly. She finally spoke. [Yes, Karia, I see.
I do not believe it was an accident.] The people in
the room became silent to hear her words. The reverence
felt for her was obvious... All eyes rested upon her,
all voices waited for speech until she had spoken. She
shook her head sadly. [He was a great man and a great
leader. He loved his people. Such a way to die... such
a way to die.... He did not deserve it.] Abruptly, she
rose from her seat, nearly two heads taller than Karia.
[Yes, Karia, you are right about change.] She began
to exit the room. Many seemed compelled to follow, but
they knew that she was going to her office. The only
words they heard her call out as she left the room were,
[But I am not so foolish as to put change aside when
the drastic happens.]
Karia
followed, unlike the others. As soon as the women were
in the haven of Shenira's office, Karia bit out, [It
might have been avoided if you had changed earlier.]
Shenira
suddenly swung about to face Karia, her eyes blood red
and her face wrathful. Karia looked surprised at her
reaction. [No, Karia, I am not there to see the humans
first hand. Yes, someone out there, some human, is foolish,
evil, I know that. I know that many are like that. But
I know also that there are decent humans out there,
Karia, and I look for hope in that fact. Always remember
the prophesied Listener. Never, never choose
anger and desperation as you first action, never!
Only when you do not see results from peace do you resort
to that! If you do, you have lost already! For you are
weak and know no civilized means to present yourself
if you do. No, Karia, they have shown their weakness
by killing the Digra. We are still strong. And, as the
humans say, it is now time to fight fire with
fire.]
*
*
*
Dana
put her hands in the pockets of her jacket as she walked
through the Bull's Eye. It had been seven days, and
she was still trying to figure out why that woman had
stormed into Shenira's quarters the other day. It seemed
odd to her that it had happened so close to the discovery
of the Digra's death. Was it a coincidence? And why
was this Pierce Davis perceived to be so important to
the Amalgameans?
She
glanced briefly at the small shops and restaurants that
lined the circular plaza, and felt the system's star
shine warmly on her. As she walked, she got closer to
a group of Amalgameans who were crowded about one of
the NewScreens. Lately they had been filled with updates
on the death of the Digra, so it did not surprise her
to see the group of people. Yet, after three days the
Amalgameans had calmed somewhat, seeing that the evidence
towards an accident got stronger every day. What did
surprise her was that the people were shouting angry
remarks, about the humans in particular.
As
she approached the crowd, thoughts that had been plaguing
her began to plague her again. Was Shenira's allusion
to murder merely a joke? Did she know something about
the Digra's death? Or did the girl who came in the room
know something? She was fascinated by Shenira, but there
had always been something decidedly suspicious about
her, as if she had a secret... Her dodging of questions,
her refusal to speak of herself...
Dana
pulled the hood of her jacket over her head and pushed
through the crowd. She did not want to become the victim
of the group's newfound animosity. With some difficulty
she got to the computer terminal and read its contents.
THIS
EVENT CANNOT BE IGNORED. WE HAVE BEEN IGNORED TOO
LONG AS IT IS. DO NOT BELIEVE WHAT YOU READ. THE
DIGRA'S DEATH WAS PLANNED. FOR LONG NOW I HAVE WRITTEN
OF CHANGE THROUGH CALMLY WAITING, CALMLY SPEAKING.
IT IS NO LONGER. WE MUST TAKE A STAND. THERE IS
NO MORE CALM. I AM INFURIATED! MY PEOPLE ARE INFURIATED!
DO I WATCH MY LEADERS DROP LIKE FLIES, WHILE MY
PEOPLE ARE STRIPPED OF THEIR DIGNITY? IF THE HUMANS
IGNORE OUR WISHES IN THIS MATTER, WHAT ARE THE CHANCES
THAT THEY WILL IGNORE US IN MATTERS TO COME? THIS
BEGAN AS A FIGHT ABOUT OUR RELIGION, AND OUR UNDOUBTABLE
KNOWLEDGE ON THE MATTER OF THE RALE CERA. NOW IT
IS A FIGHT FOR OUR HONOR! YES, THE ARILLIANS TOOK
ADVANTAGE OF OUR WEAKNESS AND TRIED TO STRIP US
OF OUR HONOR AND POWER. YES, BECAUSE OF WAR, OUR
ECONOMY WAS FALLING INTO COLLAPSE. SO, IT GIVES
THE HUMANS THE RIGHT TO SAVE US FROM OUR OPPRESSOR,
AND TO OPPRESS US IN THE DISGUISE OF A SAVIOR? NO!
WE ARE LIVING CREATURES, JUST AS THEY, AND WE HAVE
THE RIGHT TO MAKE DEMANDS! WHAT LITTLE WE ASK! ONE
SMALL PIECE OF LAND, ONE SECTION OF AN ENORMOUS
WEALTH OF RESOURCES WE HAVE OFFERED! FOR WHAT? TO
SACRIFICE OUR DIGNITY? MY PEOPLE, MAKE FRIENDS WITH
THE STRONGER, WISER HUMANS, THE ONES WHO ARE WILLING
TO SHATTER THE MOLD, AND WE WILL CONQUER THE WHITE-ROBED
OPPRESSOR!
ANONYMOUS
As
Dana read, something familiar about the writing kindled
her brain, but she could not identify it.
She
looked around her, and saw many of the people nod their
heads, heard some of them make comments in their native
tongue, and felt others shove their way angrily out
of the crowd. She pushed her way back out herself and
began again to circle the Bull's Eye.
Bright
red ornaments in a curio shop caught her eye as she
entered, her mind still fumbling over the strange sense
of familiarity she got when she read the aggressive
document.
Dana
pulled her hood down and glanced at a table of figurines.
As she looked, a person walked along the other side
of the table, gazing at the figurines as well. She rose
her head to see what was on the other side of the store,
and jumped when she finally saw who was standing before
her.
"Hi,"
she blurted with surprise.
A
boy faced her, a faint smile hanging from the corner
of his mouth. "Looking for a place to spend those three
merconians you beat out of me?"
"Well,
uh, actually," she looked down at the figurines then
up at him, "I spent them already."
He
looked out the window at the crowd of Amalgameans. "They're
sure upset over that commentary, aren't they?"
"Yes,
and I can see why," she replied while staring absentmindedly
out of the window herself. "I'm upset over it. I have
an Amalgamean friend, and I understand how it affects
them."
"I
don't know much about it," he said. "I guess I really
don't pay much attention."
"You
really should..." she said with candor, indicating in
her tone that she did not know how to address him.
He
supplied her with his name. "Arin."
"Arin,"
she repeated, not offering her name in return deliberately,
but continuing her earlier statement. "It's important
to all of us."
"How
so?"
"What
if they should decide that it was time for them to learn
how to build an H-bomb? And, enough to build it, but
perhaps use it, even?"
"You
have a point." He looked around nervously before continuing
the conversation. "Do you think a human did it? You
know, kill the Digra?"
"I'm
not sure. I know the fields are worth a great deal of
money, but I don't understand why the government's making
a big fuss over that little bit of land. It seems as
if it would be easier to just give it up and keep everyone
happy." She headed away, as if her interest in the discussion
was dwindling, and went to gaze at another shelf of
figurines.
Arin
followed her across the room. "If you ask me," he added
in an obvious effort to keep the conversation going,
"the Amalgameans are overreacting a bit. Not about their
religion, but about the death of the Digra. I don't
think the government would do something so drastic for
land. Anyhow, we have a pretty decent government. Earth
government isn't as primitive as it once was. The H.E.B.
would never allow something like this to happen. Our
representatives are too well selected."
"Perhaps..."
Dana said with a great deal of uncertainty in her tone,
and expression conveying that she resented continuing
the conversation. "But, who said the government did
it? I'm sure some of the humans on this outpost are
just as disliking of the Amalgameans as the majority
of the Amalgameans are to them. They might have plotted
it out of spite. Though it does seem a bit unlikely,
seeing how well planned it would have been in order
to do such a good job of covering up."
"I wouldn't think the Amalgameans would have the ability
to write something so aggressive in nature as the document
out there. They seem so docile."
Dana
picked up an elegant figurine of a tall woman with long
hands, and thought of what the boy said. When she put
the thought and the picture together, something clicked
into place.
"She
wrote it," she mumbled quietly to herself.
"Who
wrote it?" Arin asked.
She
looked up at him, wanting to curse herself for having
said her thoughts out loud. "Nothing... If you'll excuse
me, I have to go."
He
grabbed her wrist as she was turning to leave. "Not
so fast. I don't pay much attention to a lot of things,
but that was not nothing. Who wrote it?" When
she did not answer he seemed to quickly think it over.
"Your Amalgamean friend?"
She
stared at him with vexation for having grabbed her arm.
"Let go of me," she pronounced vehemently and deliberately.
She jerked her wrist free of his grasp and turned away
without further words. She then walked quickly outside,
slamming the door behind her.
After
awhile she slowed her pace, being thoroughly dismayed
and aggravated when he caught up with her.
"Look,
I'm sorry for grabbing your arm."
"Don't
be."
"I
really am."
"Then
leave me alone."
He
went in front of her and walked backwards so that he
could face her. "You've just gotten my attention."
"A moment ago you didn't seem so sincerely interested
in the matter." She scowled at him and walked faster.
"Did you get interested when I said something that gave
you the possibility of getting a reward?"
"I
got interested when you beat me at chess. No one has
beaten me before. I'm number one at this outpost, and,
if you beat me, I take notice."
She
slowed down, but didn't speak.
"How
old are you? Do you go to school?"
"I'm
nineteen, and, no, I don't," she replied.
"Why
not?"
"I
don't like it."
"Don't
your parents make you go?"
She
stopped in her tracks, thoroughly wishing that he would
leave her alone. "They can't because they're not here."
"I'm
sorry," he replied.
"They're
not dead," she clarified, a bit irritably. "They
sent me here because of the school, even though I didn't
want to go. They said it was to expand my mind.
I still expand my mind, but I don't go to school."
"School's
not great, but it's not bad either."
"It's
all for show. I hate it. I'm intelligent without it."
She allowed a cockeyed smile to cross her face when
she thought of how nieve he was. "I bet they taught
you at school that we have a pretty decent government?"
"Well,
yes, but I also gathered it on my own. I used to live
on Earth, too. I saw what good it did. Not to mention
the fact that my father took part in politics for awhile."
"Well,
my father is a politician, and I can tell you,
we don't have a pretty decent government, once
you get on the inside."
"You
seem to know a great deal, despite the fact that you're
not living with your father. Did you ever get
on the inside personally?"
"I
lived on the inside. My father was the dirtiest
politician I knew. The best liar in the world. So, I
can tell you for a fact that we don't have a pretty
decent government."
"Well,
he was probably one in a million. I lived in politics
when I was a kid, and I never saw a greater bunch of
people than the officials at H.E.B."
Dana
smiled wanly. Why is he going to such a great deal
of effort to continue this conversation? she questioned
herself. It's completely obvious that I don't want
to talk to him. "Sure," she continued out loud.
"They all look that way on the outside. But, let me
tell you...I was a curious child (and dangerous, I heard
my father once say to one of his cronies) and I hid
in places and heard what they talked about behind doors.
That's when I found out what my father was really like.
It really terrified me when I found out that my father
had not only hidden his true identity from the world,
but he had succeeded in hiding it from me and my mother,
as well." She suddenly realized that she was feeling
a bit more comfortable about talking to him. Besides
Shenira, she had never held such a long and serious
conversation with anyone at the outpost.
"Well,
I know what my father was like..." he drifted off. "You
know," he said suddenly with a smile, "you're extremely
proud. I'm a nice guy, not superficial or anything,
and I go to school. I would bet you three merconians
that I am happier than you." His smile vanished and
he sighed. "Of course, it's not like I haven't had problems.
My dad was killed in a war in the Theta sector of the
Manie galaxy and my mother had to raise me. We struggled
for some time, but now we're doing pretty well. She
owns the curio shop we were just in."
"Oh,"
she replied, feeling a bit sheepish for having directed
an insult at his father. "I'm sorry about your father."
She turned her gaze to the continuously shifting crowd
of angry Amalgameans. She heard a few boos emerge from
the group as some humans (who obviously did not understand
that the angry comments the Amalgameans were making
were directed towards their species) went to see what
had been written, as well. She looked back at him and
replied, "I'm not always an expert...perhaps your father
wasn't like the rest of them."
"Or
maybe bad birds flock together and you just happened
to only hear their bad tunes."
"Maybe,"
she replied, again sounding as if she was still attached
to her beliefs and again wishing that he would leave
her alone. Though Arin seemed to possess an attractive
boldness, he also appeared to be just like the rest
of the galaxy, assuming that he knew better than she
did about what was good for her; she had been summed
up and calculated within the first examination. People
rarely went past the surface. Yet, she had spoken to
him longer than she had anyone of her own age in years...
He
looked at his watch and grimaced. "I've gotta go. It
was nice talking to you..."
She
pretended not to recognize his attempt to get her name.
He
saw this, but only smiled and prompted further. "And
your name is...?"
"Dana,"
she answered with a solemn expression, but suddenly
smiling inwardly at his tenacity and outgoing personality.
"Dana,"
he repeated, as if putting it to memory. "I'll see you
later."
"Sure,"
she answered as he ran back towards the shop.
"Now,"
she said to herself, "it is time to see if I am right
about Shenira."