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Jareth
led her down the hallway at a quick
pace. His mouth did not move in speech;
only the sharp click-clack of his boots
gave any sound to indicate his mood.
Sarah was of an equal silence, but her
expression spoke adequately for her.
The Goblin King had glanced once at
her down turned mouth and wondered why
it was he did not feel overjoyed that
Sarah had realized the imaginary leash
he had created for her. Out of the
corner of his eye he watched her; her
eyes stared straight ahead, her face
indicating to him that she had stopped
thinking about the situation entirely
so that she might focus her anger.
She was lovelier in the dress now than
she had been five years ago; her anger
caused her loveliness to flow over into
a very definite beauty. He came closer
to her side and tightened his grip about
her arm as they walked. She gave a
startled look up at him, then examined
her arm. His eyes glowed blue as he
tossed her a mocking grin. The slender
curls about her face fluttered at the
sudden strength of her breath, her eyes
becoming wide, as if she were thinking
that he would perform a malicious act
of passion on her youthful body. He
bent his had back and laughed at her
foolishness, his laughter frightening
her more so than his stare, and causing
her body to tense visibly.
"Come now, Sarah,
you do not think me to be that wicked,
do you?" he teased. "As
if I would make wanton use of you,
in front of a cheering horde of goblins?"
"I..." She
seemed at a loss for words, her anger
returning in place of her surprise.
"I don't know what you'd do."
He turned his face
forward, his expression sobering for
his next statement. "Of course
I wouldn't. I would take you to my
chambers for that."
She looked up at him
suddenly, wonder and fear dancing
in her eyes. He did not acknowledge
her frightened stare or change his
expression, so she faced forward,
her angry countenance taking on a
more terrified aspect.
"Five years since
our last encounter," he finally
remarked. "Quite a long time."
She said nothing in reply. "You've
noticed that my castle has some new
additions?" he asked. She still
remained mute. Her silence was a
new method of rebelling, but it was
just as well. It would help him gauge
the results of his next question.
"How did you contact
your friends, Sarah?" he asked,
concealing the extreme curiosity and
suspicion in his voice.
Her eyes widened and
she tilted her head. "Contact
them?" she eventually replied
with caution. "What do you mean?
They rescued me."
She was responding
to his inquiries. He knew why.
"They couldn't
have," he deduced. "You
came into the throne room through
a different door than they did."
"We were separated,"
she replied coolly.
He smiled broadly at
how easy it was; he could see through
her like a pool of water. "You've
become a good liar. But not good enough.
Those two passageways don't connect."
"I don't have
to tell you," she bit out. "I'll
do your favor because I have no choice,
but that's the extent of it. My responsibility
stops there. And it's a responsibility
I never asked to have."
The problem with a
pool of water is that it sometimes
throws back one's own image, leaving
the inside obscure from the viewer
looking in. He was past anger. She
was cooperating to the degree that
he needed. That was all that was
important. "Very well,"
he declared quietly.
The absence of force
in his statement left Sarah surprised
and confused. With the loss of her
memories and the constant fluctuation
of her emotions, Jareth knew that
she would soon be powerless to dispute
with him. She feared him enough for
him to go to the next stage in his
plan.
* * *
They finally entered
the dining hall. Sarah observed the
room in bewilderment. She had never
seen such anarchy before! Goblins
were everywhere, either stuffing their
faces or having food fights. Jareth
led her to the far end of the table;
she stood quietly as he shoved two
goblins from his and her seat.
He pulled her chair
from under the table and helped her
to get seated before he did so himself.
Obviously trying to charm her into
doing whatever he liked, she thought;
his counterfeit hospitality was not
misleading her.
He motioned for one
of the goblins to come to him and
he whispered something into its ear.
The goblin left the room and came
back a few minutes later with two
trays. He placed one in front of Jareth
and the other in front of Sarah. Jareth
speechlessly began to eat the meal.
Sarah did not. She continued to glance
fixedly at the tray of food. Her body
told her she was hungry, yet she did
not feel like eating. The day's occurrences
still plagued her mind, causing the
appetite for thought to replace her
appetite for food.
Jareth put down his
fork gave her a concerned look; she
would not fall for his false worry.
"You are going to eat, aren't
you?" he asked. "I'm not
hungry," she replied in a neutral
tone.
Jareth watched her
from the corner of his eye. She was
not a child anymore and she did not
act as one. She had grown up. Mentally
and physically. She was obviously
aware of the real world and had learned
to deal with it. He had been watching
her over the years, but only as if
he were watching a motion picture.
He only caught the most important
glimpses of her life; he hadn't often
thought of her as a living person.
The only time he regarded her as being
human was when he remembered the way
she had been in the past; that was
the only version of Sarah he knew
how to relate to. Now she was aware
of his deceitfulness and caught on
to his tactics, but she was also obviously
not fully aware of them, or she would
have been gone with her friends by
now. He had to learn to relate to
the Sarah of the present and put it
to his own uses. He would find her
new faults; he was already beginning
to get an idea of what one of them
was.
"Are you sure
you don't want anything?" he
asked again. "Dessert maybe--"
She cut him off. "No.
Thank you," she replied softly.
Her former depression
came over her as she looked at the
necklace. She might die on the journey,
whatever it was. If she did, her friends
would be stuck like that forever.
"What are you
thinking about, Sarah?" Jareth
asked warmly.
Sarah clenched her
jaw and replied, "Nothing important.
May I be excused?"
"You can't escape.
There are guards posted--"
She cut him off. "You
must be quite afraid that I'll escape,"
she said quietly, almost to herself.
Without another word,
she got up from her seat and walked
quickly out of the room. 'It makes
one wonder,' Sarah thought, 'who's
the most powerful?'
She made her way to
the throne room.
*
* *
He was tempted to scold her for
her remark, but she had said it quietly
and timidly, and it meant she was
slowly breaking away. She was finally
doing as he had hoped she would, so
he had no complaints. If that was
so, why did he feel a slight tinge
of guilt deep down?
"Hoggle!! Come
here!!" he cried. Two goblins
entered the room, holding the dwarf
by the collar.
"Y-yes, your majesty?"
Hoggle replied timidly.
"Bring some rolls
and refreshment to Sarah. See if you
can persuade her to eat," Jareth
commanded forcefully.
"Yes, your majesty,"
Hoggle answered as he took the rolls
and wine glass and started to leave
the chaotic room.
"And, Hoggle,"
Jareth called after him.
The dwarf turned around,
his body tensing. Jareth's expression
softened and he quietly said, "Talk
to her."
Hoggle's expression
changed to one of confusion and shock,
yet he obediently replied that he
would.
*
* *
Sarah had found her
way to the balcony, a small area that
outcropped from the throne room. She
had just begun to appreciate the view
when she heard the sound of footsteps.
They could not have been Jareth's,
for they were soft and closely spaced.
It was most likely a goblin in that
case; she hadn't much interest in
anything, least of all goblins. Neither
did she have the curiosity to find
out if her conclusion was correct.
She leaned on the banister
and bolted upright when the footsteps
stopped right behind her.
"Sarah?"
The voice was familiar and comforting.
"Hoggle!! How
did you escape?!!" she exclaimed
quietly as she turned to face her
friend.
"I didn't,"
he replied. "Jareth sent me."
Her eyes moved to the
wine and bread in his hands. "Oh,
he did, did he?" she said with
lack of enthusiasm. She turned around
and leaned on the banister again,
the incoming breeze blowing her hair
away from her pallid face. The underground
spread out before her, the pale moon
highlighting the tops of the Labyrinth
walls. It was there that Sarah had
met all of her companions; it was
also where Jareth had sent Hoggle
to thwart her once before. Now, Hoggle
was no longer the king's ensign, for
he had gained the courage required
to listen to his conscience and betray
the evil Jareth, but Sarah could not
help but think of how much he resembled
his former self. Hoggle eased to
her side and looked up at Sarah's
drawn face; Sarah saw out of the corner
of her eye that Hoggle's frown had
deepened.
He lowered his eyes
and spoke. "Sarah, I know's
that you're thinkin' what the resta
them was thinkin' whiles we were in
Jareth's dungeon. I'm still scared'a
Jareth; I admit to that. But I ain't
his slave no more. If I thought doin'
somethin', anything, would help get
you outta this mess, you know I'd
do it in a heartbeat, missy. I don't
wanna be turned into nothin', but
I value your safety more'n my own.
I've been missin' yer company, but
I'm sorry it had ta happen under these
conditions."
Sarah looked at him;
his appearance was pitiful, but she
loved him anyway. "Oh, Hoggle,
I'm sorry, too. I didn't think you
were involved with Jareth anymore,
but I apologize for thinking anything
close to that. I know you'd do anything
for me...because I feel the same way
about you." She bent down on
one knee and went to hug the dwarf.
"You've got to
eat something, Sarah," Hoggle
remarked quietly. "You prob'ly
haven't eaten since you got here."
"I haven't eaten
since this morning," Sarah corrected.
"Then you must
be hungry," Hoggle concluded.
Her stomach began to churn as soon
as he finished his remark. She slowly
turned around.
"I suppose I am
hungry. I'll take the food."
Sarah noticed that
some of the strain had disappeared
from Hoggle's face, yet some remained.
This ordeal wasn't any easier on him
than it was on her.
She accepted the food
and took a bite of the bread; she
chewed the dinner roll slowly and
swallowed. Anything would have tasted
good to her at that moment.
It began to strike
her as odd that Jareth would allow
her friend to bring her some food.
A lot about Jareth's attitude seemed
odd, now that she thought of it. It
was something more than insanity.
She couldn't quite place her finger
on it, but there was something going
on inside of him. Were his rapidly
changing emotions part of his plan,
or were his emotions so totally out
of his own control?
"Whose idea was
it, Hoggle?"
"Whose idea was
what?" he asked.
"I mean, whose
idea was it to bring this food to
me?"
"It wadn't mine,
not that I wouldn't of if I had the
chance, but I'as afraid Jareth'd pounce
on me 'n' chew me up if I'd-a opened
my mouth-"
"I understand,
Hoggle," she interrupted, "but
whose idea was it?" Sarah could
see that Hoggle felt embarrassed for
not offering to bring her food.
He swallowed and replied,"Jareth's."
Her brow furrowed. Things continued
to mystify her more and more.
"Jareth's?"
she asked. "Why would he want
to bring me anything? ...What exactly
did he say to you, Hoggle?"
"He says to me,`Hoggle!
Come 'ere!' So I come and he says
to me, `Bring some food to Sarah.
See if you can get her to eat.' So
I get the food and starts out of the
room and he calls my name again. I
turn around and he says, all concerned-like,`Talk
to her.' I tell you, it gave me the
creeps."
"Why would he
be concerned?" Sarah asked herself.
"My sentiments
exactly," Hoggle replied.
Sarah went over the
question many times before she came
up with a viable explanation. "He's
probably putting on an act,"
she said after awhile. "He's
all concern and I'm supposed to be
all putty in his hands. He must be
insane if he thinks I'm stupid enough
to fall for it. He can do a better
con-job than that."
"You're prob'ly
right," Hoggle remarked.
"Look-- do me
a favor. Before you go back to him,
get a new glass of wine and rolls,"
Sarah said.
"What good would
it do? He's already got you booked
on errands of his for no less than
a week. It'd be a-"
"You don't understand,"
Sarah interjected. "Whatever
he has me here to do, I'm doing because
my friends are at stake, not because
I'm afraid of him. Don't you see?
I have to use every chance I have
to let him know that he can't make
me back down. Do you understand now?"
"No, but-"
"That's okay.
You don't really need to understand.
I can't explain it. Just do as I ask.
I know I'm doing the right thing.
I just can't go so far that he turns
you into a metal charm, also, because
of my actions." Hoggle gulped
at this last remark. "Don't worry,"
she reassured, "I'll be careful."
An awkward silence
followed. Somehow, Sarah felt she
wouldn't see Hoggle again for a long
time. Her spirits dropped to an even
lower level than they had been at,
and her heart ached at all that she
would have to face over the next days.
If only they could escape... She gave
a glance over the edge of the banister.
The distance it was to the ground
got larger a few seconds after she
had begun thinking of jumping off
of the ledge and running away. Jareth
had put a control mechanism in her
head so that any chance she had of
escape would be thwarted. She knew
the distance it was to the ground
wasn't that far -- that it was only
a hallucination -- but she didn't
have the courage to jump. Anyhow,
she couldn't leave Hoggle here.
She thought of the
trip to her room and how she had been
blind the entire time. This was no
different. The height began to make
her dizzy and she stepped back into
the throne room.
"You'd better
go, Hoggle, before Jareth gets suspicious.
Don't forget to do what I asked."
"I won't. Um...take
care of yourself, Sarah."
Sarah began to smile
in spite of herself. "You too."
She happily watched as Hoggle waddled
his way back into the dining room.
She sipped her wine
as she thoughtfully walked about the
throne room. Everything was so overwhelmingly
different...the splendor of his castle
was much more now than it had been
when she last came. Either Jareth's
tastes had changed, or he was decorating
for a special event. Perhaps she
was a part of that special event;
God, she hated the idea of being a
major part in any plan of his. Why
had she ever willingly asked him to
come to her those four years ago?
A door slammed down
the hall, startling Sarah and causing
her to drop the glass of wine. Unharmed,
the glistening glass of wine continued
to trickle its contents in an enlarging
pool on the floor. Sarah worried
over the mess she had made, but soon
replaced her worry with wonder when
the wine did not stop flowing. Just
as she bent over to pick it up, a
female goblin began shuffling across
the room with a basket of dirty laundry.
Sarah glanced up at the goblin, her
eyes wide with fear. The goblin would
surely run immediately to her king
to disclose the knowledge that Sarah
had once again foiled his plan. Sarah
did her best to mock innocence.
"Oooh, great sky,
that 'tis a mess, ain't it?"
cried the goblin, cheerfully. She
put down the basket beside Sarah and
declared,"Well, dearest, looks
like'n you'll need some help to clean't
up." She grabbed some of the
filthy clothes and helped to mop up
the pool with one hand, while hurriedly
picking up the glass with the other.
Sarah had noticed her quick motion
when returning the glass to its upright
state, and was suddenly troubled by
the goblin woman's overweening kindness.
"Thank you,"
Sarah finally managed to get out.
"I've been on edge."
The goblin woman looked
up at Sarah with a sincerely worried
expression. "I know y'have, dearest,
I know y'have."
Confusion took over
Sarah's countenance; she had never
known any goblin to be so gracious.
"Here, let me help you,"
she said as she picked up one of the
garments and began to clean. "I-I
can't believe I wasted a whole glass
of such good wine."
The goblin continued
to look down at her work as she mumbled,
"Lass, don't'cha be drinkin'
anymore o'that stuff."
Sarah caught on to
the woman's effort to hide her speech
and continued cleaning just as she
was. "It's enchanted, isn't
it?" she whispered.
"Ay, 'tis,"
the woman replied.
"How so?"
prodded Sarah.
"I d'not know,
dearest; you'd know better than I."
Once the job was finally through,
the woman declared in a loud voice,
"Well, I'd be guessin' that'll
do the trick."
Sarah picked up the
wine glass and rose to her feet.
"Thank you,ma'am, I really appreciate
your help."
"T'was nothin',
I assure you. Take care." The
woman winked her eye and began to
walk off.
Sarah watched her travels,
grateful for the help she had offered.
After she was finally gone, Sarah,
knowing Jareth was probably watching,
stole a casual glance at the wine
glass. It was no longer full; she
was somewhat surprised at this occurrence,
but soon realized that, if Jareth
was watching, he would cover his tracks
as best as possible.
Her mind wandered to
the enchantment of the wine; she was
sure that it contained a spell that
would draw her memories, or make her
speak her thoughts at his will. Her
mind was what it seemed he wished
to control...
Two could play at that
game.
*
* *
Jareth had been watching Sarah vigilantly;
he knew she was coming back to the
dining hall. He put away his crystals
and awaited her arrival while he sat
in the chair at the head of the table,
his fingers touching in a thoughtful
manner.
The room was finally
empty of the goblins and the mess
they had created while eating their
meal, giving silent way to the echoing
footsteps of the timid, approaching
Sarah. She looked uncertain in her
journey and beautiful in her uncertainty.
Her glittering gown reminded him of
past days; he wished he might have
a second chance to dance with her.
Unfortunately, the wine that would
have allowed him some brief measure
of control over her had been spilled,
destroying any pleasant possibilities.
He almost regretted that she would
only be able to allow him closeness
with her through his own manipulation.
"Did you change
your mind about dinner?" Jareth
asked, his face expressionless. The
fingers of each of his hands closed
about each other and he rested his
chin on them.
"I, uh, I spilled
the wine," Sarah replied, proffering
the empty wine glass. "A goblin
helped me to clean it up."
She seemed more timid,
yet less terrified around him; he
didn't know what to make about her
change in demeanor. He took the glass
from her. "It is no matter.
I can provide you with more, if you
should like."
Sarah gazed at him
with wide eyes for a moment before
looking down at the floor. "I
am hungry. I should like something
to eat..."
"Very well,"
Jareth began as he motioned toward
a goblin sitting in the kitchen's
doorway, "I can provide you with
any dish--"
"But I would like
to eat it in my chambers, if it's
all the same."
Jareth stopped cold.
There was the rebellion again, yet
in another of its ugly forms. She
would try to ingratiate herself through
an appearance of fear, all the while
planning away in that pretty head
of hers.
"It is not all
the same," he replied icily,
his mouth curving into a frown. "You
seem to ignore my warnings, Sarah."
He rose from his seat and stared into
her eyes. "Do you truly wish
to eat in your chambers?"
Sarah looked at him
with confusion a moment. Her eyes
wandered the room, as if she were
lost. Finally, she straightened and
replied, "Yes, I do. I see nothing
wrong in that wish."
The room was silent
for only a few moments; Hoggle's soft
footsteps echoed in the hall as he
approached the two rivals. Sarah's
eyes widened in a sudden realization.
A fleeting grin passed across Jareth's
face. Hoggle looked up at the two,
and, upon noticing Jareth's expression
and the terror it seemed to invoke
in Sarah, he stopped and grimaced.
"That is correct,"
Jareth said. "It is nothing
you see."
Jareth began to wave
his hand toward Hoggle, but did not
finish his spell, for Sarah grabbed
his wrist, thus preventing him from
taking her friend away. He looked
at her with mild surprise despite
the extreme shock that suddenly shook
through his frame. Her own fair face
was frozen into a mixture of extreme
anger and fear. For a split second
he thought that he might be the servant
and she the true queen of the kingdom.
His flesh pricked with the feeling
of her nails digging unconsciously
into his soft, pale skin. A doubt
zipped along his spine and into his
mind, causing his reaction to her
bold action to be delayed. But not
for long.
"You are correct,
Jareth," she finally said with
a sudden composure in her stance.
"I see nothing."
With a sudden surge
of violent anger, Jareth ripped his
hand from her surprisingly strong
grasp; his force was so strong that
it sent her reeling to the floor,
landing on her backside. Amazement
encompassed her countenance as he
deliberately spat, "You will
learn." The blue fire raged
in his pupils. It surged and pulsated
with his breathing. It shook his
entire frame to an eerie tune.
* *
*
Hoggle was shaking
frantically by now. He looked at
Sarah; she seemed held captive by
Jareth's stare, just as Jareth seemed
engulfed in subduing her. The dwarf's
brow wrinkled for a moment before
he finally made a mad dash out of
the room. Jareth's attention suddenly
went to the retreating Hoggle; he
threw his hand toward the dwarf swiftly
and silently. Sarah pleaded that
the Goblin King cease, but to no avail.
Hoggle's running figure had been replaced
by the very air; only a metal charm
remained to remind Sarah of his existence.
Sarah rose to her feet.
Jareth stood as menacing as ever,
seeming unshaken by the entire ordeal.
He stepped slowly toward her, taking
advantage of every tool of fear that
he possessed.
She remained unaffected
by his intimidation. The only evidence
of weakness she displayed was the
unending river of silent tears that
rolled down her cheeks. The Goblin
King inched ever closer toward her,
the muscles in his jaw tightening
in resolution. Mere centimeters away
from her face, he stared into her
brown eyes, but, try as he might,
he could not stare her down.
He raised his hands;
her face became more bitter. "What
are you going to do?" she asked
with a spiteful grimace. "Do
you plan to hit me? Do you think
that you might hurt me more than you
have? Because you couldn't possibly
injure me anymore. You've taken all
away from me that you ever had any
power to take away. I might have
lost all of my friends, but I'm no
longer at your mercy."
He had not intended
the hand motion as a violent gesture,
and was somewhat taken aback at her
interpreting it as such. Instead of
acknowledging his surprise, though,
he replied to her statement. "On
the contrary. You are now at my mercy
more than ever, Sarah. Do you think
I have wasted all of this time and
energy for naught? Come, now,"
he smiled flirtatiously at her, the
blue escaping his pupils and the calm
demeanor returning. "You surely
do not take me for a fool? You will
wish to return your friends to their
former states. And you have only
one method of doing so."
She sighed, as if in
capitulation to Death himself. "I
have to do your favor, am I correct?"
He ran a finger against
her chin; she pulled back slightly,
as if it took all of her will power
to keep from fighting him. "You
are brilliant as well as lovely."
He suddenly took hold of her chin
and forced her to look into his eyes.
"But, do not think for one moment,
Sarah, that you are more brilliant
than I. I will ultimately win the
battle."
Instead of recoiling,
Sarah declared, "And do not assume
that you are superior to me. I will
ultimately win the war."
Doubt, confusion, anger,
and desperation flooded into Jareth
like a tsunami, but his logic saw
no reason for it coming. Yet, instead
of pondering it, he succumbed to it,
and, with a wave of his hand, Sarah's
eyes rolled up into their sockets
and she fainted, falling into his
arms.
He looked down at her
quiet figure as he cradled her in
his arms. "Lovely," he
mused, "but delusional."
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