|
Jareth approached Sarah's motionless
body without hesitation, stooping
down and placing his fingers on her
wrist to check her pulse. She was
still alive. Her forehead was trickling
blood from scratches and bumps, branches
tangled in her hair and red drops
on her dress. She was by no stretch
of the imagination a lovely sight
right now, but she was living and
that was enough.
The bird she had been flying had
landed on his side, luckily for him,
because if he had settled on his chest
the arrow would have plunged deeper
into his gut, surely killing him.
He was breathing shallowly, losing
blood each moment.
Jareth was familiar with the Spangores
and knew they would not be pleased
if their troop died needlessly. Sarah's
injuries could wait, while the bird's
could not.
He pulled out a crystal and prepared
to transmit a message.
*
* *
"Father, what is it?"
Vindar asked while approaching his
father.
"It seems that the Goblin King
had not spied my actions after all,"
Sage said, looking quite baffled.
"He came running out of the kitchen,
apologized for his need to depart,
and went rushing out of the dining
room entrance."
"I saw him leave," Vindar
said.
"If he had spied the conversation
I cannot see why he would be in such
a hurry to leave, or why he would
not hound me with questions and toss
us into the dungeon. The Goblin King
is a somewhat fair man, but not that
fair." The father and son discontinued
their tete-a-tete as they watched
a guard approaching them from the
throne room.
"Excuse me, Sage," the
goblin guard said in a gruff voice,
"but I'm going to have to escort
you to the throne room. Our king has
contacted us by way of magic and he
wishes a word with you."
Sage gave his son a sidelong glance.
Perhaps the king had spied after all.
But what purpose was there in all
of this? "Certainly,"
Sage finally answered the watchman,
giving no resistance when the goblin
took him by the arm and led him to
the throne room. The elf addressed
his son next. "Vindar, make
sure the others make no attempts at
leaving." The statement had seemed
straightforward enough, but Vindar
knew that it was the signal for him
to sneak out and search for assistance
from the elvin city.
They were shortly in the throne
room, the goblin leading Sage to the
mirror at the left hand side of the
throne. Jareth's image stood waiting;
the Goblin King got straight to the
point. "Sage, I have a wounded
Spangore here who needs immediate
attention," Jareth explained
gravely, "and the elves are the
most accomplished healers. You will
get the healers from your group together
and allow them to be led to the infirmary,
where they shall care for him. You
shall not attempt to leave my castle
and will wait for my return. Guard?"
he addressed the goblin at the elf's
side. "I want you to flank troops
underneath every window, in front
of every door. Also, take that talisman
from the elf and find a goblin in
my palace who is familiar with magical
items. He is to search each elf and
take away any objects that might be
used against the inhabitants of my
city." He looked away toward
what Sage suspected was the wounded
bird, then finally continued. "And
Sage? There will be no more communications
between you and Sarah. Is that understood?
We will discuss matters further when
I return." The image shimmered,
then became the reciprocal of the
room the elf and goblin stood in.
Too bad, my good king, Sage
thought. Vindar will be out of
the city by now and back by morning
with reinforcements.
*
* *
After transporting the heavy bird
to his castle, finding it very difficult
with his dissipating magic, Jareth
scooped Sarah up into his arms and
propped her head against his shoulder
for added support. He planned to take
her to the bookeeper's home, which
was only a mile away from where he
was presently at. That way Sarah could
continue on her journey when she regained
conciousness.
Jareth stared worriedly at Sarah's
wounds as he walked. Her once lovely
face was stained with drying blood,
her hair dissheveled and layered in
dust. What have I brought upon
her? he thought mournfully.
This havok is too much to bear;
she might have died.
A now-familiar voice replied from
within. Just love me, fear me,
do as I say...and I will be your slave.
A slight pain surged within him
as he replied, "I do not love
you. I only do as you say because
I want to protect Sarah."
Then you know I exist...
The voice mocked him. No,
Jareth, you do as I say because you
wish to protect yourself. Tremors
accompanied its silent echoes. If
you do not love me, then you can fear
me... Fear me, and I will be your
slave... Until you become mine.
"Who are you?" Jareth
moaned, gritting his teeth as he laid
Sarah upon the ground. He gripped
his head, tendrils of his blond hair
energizing with an unreal static electricity.
"What is it that you want of
me?"
You, Jareth? Or should I say
me? Do you not understand? I
am you, Jareth. A laugh reverberated
throughout Jareth in silence, a ghostly
laugh he could feel instead of hear.
Yes, I know that you do
understand, Goblin King. I waited
in the recesses of your soul for so
long... Now, Jareth, I will have
what I desire.
Jareth stared down at Sarah in
his confusion... He analyzed the delicate
shape of her hand, lost himself in
the brown of her hair, became mesmerized
by the tender curve of her neck; this
occupation consumed him entirely,
so that he was able to fight away
the confusion, just for a moment.
If only Sarah would awaken and save
him!
Look at her, the voice said
in a mockery of compassion. She
cannot save you, Jareth. Do you
see her frailty? She does not understand,
even now, what she is here for.
All that she knows is that she hates
you... Hates you, yet loves you
as I do. Loves you in that odd,
mechanical way that habit has created
for her. And I see, the more she
hates you, the more you hate yourself.
Such a pity. If you were not so
weak, I might have forgiven you.
We might have been brothers, you and
I. Now, Jareth, I no longer need
your cruelty. I will soon be rid
of all my troubles...
"The amethyst," Jareth
said, digging his nails into the soil.
Yes.... the voice hissed
in satisfaction. You do see.
"I will stop you."
Try, and I will kill her.
"There is more than Sarah at
risk. You attempt to fool me with
your games of fear. She will still
be at your mercy."
No, Jareth... She will soon go
home, and this will all be a hazy
memory... It is only the Underground
I desire.... and you as my slave....
"How long have you been within
me?" Jareth asked with a resignated
sigh.
Longer than you think .
"How long?"
Since that time when--
Jareth held out a crystal. "Yes,
now I know." He gazed worriedly
at Sarah's still form as he thought
of the warnings. If only she could
know what he had sacrificed for her...
The voice interrupted his
thoughts. What will you do?
"Whatever I must."
Don't defy me.
Taking his gloves off first, Jareth
carefully pulled the small branches
from Sarah's hair and smoothed it
out affectionately; he then removed
his cloak and wrapped it around her
for warmth. Taking inventory of her
wounds, he noticed a small cut on
her lip. Gently, he tapped at the
wound with the cloth, admiring the
sweetness of her sleeping face, despite
her condition. He brushed his free
hand against her face, his skin tingling
with the warm touch, his heart crying
out for her well-being. So far he
could not tell if the concussions
she had survived were fatal or not.
Hopefully the bookeeper would be able
to find out.
He wiped her brow again and her
eyelids began to slowly open. "I
don't want to die..." she mumbled.
"No, no, too fast....too fast....wake
up bird...."
"Shh..." he whispered,
tapping at her forehead with the cloth
with one hand while holding her hand
reassuringly with the other. "It's
all right. You're safe."
Her eyes fluttered open and she
looked weakly up at him. "Jareth?"
she said unsurely. "No...leave
me....get the others...leave..."
she drifted off fragilely.
"I'm here to help you,"
he coaxed, touching the cloth to her
bleeding lip once more.
"Oh, please no.....but why?"
She looked up at him imploringly,
her eyes reflecting the circular shape
of the moon.
"I could not leave you to die,"
he replied quietly, brushing away
some hair that been blown by the night
breeze across her face, as if hungering
to be nearer to her, to lay a tendril
on her blessed skin.
"Get the others," she
demanded quietly with more strength,
but still a hint of uncertainty as
she turned her head away.
She was saying that she wished him
to leave, but she had not pulled her
hand out of his.
He turned her face back toward him
to see her eyes muddled with tears.
Jareth did not know their purpose
for being there.
"How do you feel?" he
asked, brushing his lips against her
ear in a whisper.
"Oh, I was so frightened!"
she cried. He lifted her into a
sitting position and offered his comforting
embrace, but she lightly pushed him
away, refusing his offer and accepting
the handkerchief he pulled from the
pocket on his jacket instead. She
sobbed for some moments; Jareth felt
very awkward to be present during
this tearful fit. He rose and began
to pace the ground. She finally stopped
crying and he turned to face her;
she tried to stand, but wobbled dizzily
in the attempt.
He ran to steady her, subconciously
hoping that it might in some way make
up for his cruelty toward her; he
wanted to feel needed by no planning
on his behalf. He clutched her shoulders
tightly, looking intently at her face.
There was no anger there, only confusion.
"Please let go," she said,
and even as she commanded it, Jareth
knew that was not what she wanted.
He continued to grip her shoulders.
"You will fall if I let you
go," he said matter-of-factly.
"No I won't," she said,
pulling slightly, surely to make it
seem as if she were attempting an
escape from his hold on her. "Let
go."
He moved his face closer to hers
and lowered his tone. "Don't
be foolish. You're to weak to stand
without my assistance." Oh,
how much he wished he could tell her
that he loved her! If only he could
make her remember that evening in
the hall, when she had grasped his
hand in understanding! But the demon
that lurked within him would not allow
it... And never would he be so cruel
as to give Sarah reason to make a
bed in a burning building as himself.
An avowal of love was too much too
soon, or too little too late, depending
upon how one looked at it.
"I will be fine, thank you,"
she replied, turning her eyes nervously
away from his.
"Perhaps," he whispered,
his lips inches from hers, "It
is I who will be too weak to stand
without someone to lean against."
She looked at him, obviously losing
the battle against her better judgment.
For a moment, he caught an intense
sparkle in her eye, the reception
of a vague, imperceptible understanding.
He knew he should let her be, run
into the forest like an animal caught
on fire, but something drove him onward...
Somehow he knew a trap had been
set, for him and for Sarah, but he
could not resist the urge to approach
his demise. The demon loomed within
him, taunting ever-so-silently, chanting
its will. His love flared up within
him, so strong and overpowering; his
will was nothing in comparison to
these dual forces. He succumbed,
and allowed himself to be drawn into
the kiss that was unfolding itself.
Their lips touched softly, sweetly,
as if they were two young lovers,
meeting on a hill during a warm, summer
evening. Everything danced about
him, flourishing and peaceful; her
closeness hightened his senses, and
he felt her eyelashes brushing against
his cheek, her nose rubbing against
his, her breath tickling the area
beside his nostril. The kiss had
long come to its conclusion, but neither
stepped out of the sphere of the other;
too many words were being said silently,
too many feelings permeating that
close space.
Too much, too fast.
Jareth jerked away. No,
he thought. I will not let her
remember these feelings; she will
not be able to fight them.
The voice returned. You are
correct.
Jareth shuddered. Do not stop
me.
I will not , the voice replied.
I have already gotten what I
desired.
Sarah gazed up in confusion at Jareth's
abrupt movement, but did not feel
the emotions as they drifted away,
due to his mystical bidding. Her
gaze was drawn by a moving shadow
in the forest... It was Leah.
"Sarah!" Leah exclaimed.
"I can't believe you're kissing
that man!" Leah's shadowy figure
came into view as she stepped out
from behind a tree, hands on hips.
Sir Didymus was at her side.
Sarah had never been so humiliated
in her life. She suddenly knew what
it must feel like for girls in those
television shows to get caught kissing
unruly boys out on the front porch.
It was bad enough that she had kissed
the man who was supposed to be her
arch enemy; it was worse than the
time in the ballroom four years ago
when she had thought he was going
to kiss her and had opened her eyes
to find everyone in the ballroom laughing
at her childish actions. Yet, he had
been so much like the man she had
danced with when she dreamt of the
ballroom; the kindness, the selflessness
that showed itself within Jareth for
those few moments made her lose herself
in the moment. She had not been
able to let go of his hand because
it felt as if it belonged there; she
could not allow him to take his firm
grasp from her shoulders because it
would seem blasphemy for the grasp
to reside elsewhere; she could not
go unkissed, for it was, in some strange
way, a resolution for the pain she
had suffered at the other Jareth's
hands, a resolution for the endless
times her heart had been broken.
Yet, her mind told her otherwise;
the cold logic of it truly was that
Jareth had found a way to disparage
her again. There was no way for a
man to exist in two forms; the simple
fact was that a man existed as himself,
and every part came with him, good
or evil. You could not throw out
the bad and keep the good, as with
a partly rotten apple; you could not
love half of him and hate what was
left; you could not kiss him and expect
no consequence of it. She had sold
herself in her weakness...she would
never again be able to respect herself.
"Sarah," Jareth said,
holding his hand out to her pleadingly.
She knew it was an act--an act cause
her confusion and make her feel obligated
to give him the stone once she retrieved
it. It was unsafe to believe otherwise;
he held his heart in her hands, whether
he knew it, or not. And the prospect
terrified her.
"Go away, Jareth," she
commanded, looking away from him,
her eyes fixed on the ground as she
held her hand to her forehead. "You
have done what was expected of you.
Now you know I am well enough to continue
the journey without any special attention."
Jareth nodded, frowning at the intruders
before addressing the bruised Sarah.
"Believe what you like,"
he said sadly. "Just know that
truth sometimes takes the path of
a labyrinth."
They watched silently as the Goblin
King became the golden owl and flew
into the night sky, looking almost
like a messenger from the moon, as
if he would fly higher and higher
until he was only a white dot that
mingled with the other stars.
"Good riddens!" Leah exclaimed.
"How long were you standing
there?" Sarah lashed out at her
angrily.
"Long enough," Leah replied,
seething with her own anger.
"How long?!" Sarah demanded,
not being able to discern much about
the shadow's mood, for she was all
black and nothingness.
"I saw most of it."
"Why didn't you stop me earlier?"
Sarah yelled with frustration. "You
know what I did was against all of
my principles! You knew I didn't want
to do it!"
"Or maybe," Leah chided,
"you did want to do it, you just
didn't want to get caught."
Sir Didymus slunk away unnoticed
into the forest.
"Don't mock me," Sarah
spat. "He took advantage of my
condition. He took advantage of my
confusion."
"Look, Sarah, I know what you
must have been going through,"
Leah sighed, "I just didn't stop
you because I thought you'd want a
chance to face him on your own, to
see if you had the will power to resist
him. Maybe I should have stepped in
sooner, seeing that you were in a
weak state as it was. I'm sorry."
"No," Sarah said quietly.
"You were right." She looked
to make sure that Sir Didymus wasn't
there. "I guess it really was
what I wanted...I hate him for it."
"I know that you were thinking
about him outside of the mountain,
the night before we met," Leah
confessed. "It's a hard battle
to fight. If these were different
conditions, then maybe a romance between
you and him would not be so bad, but
when you're on a journey to defeat
him...well, I mean, he's not exactly
extremely virtuous, anyhow. It's
just too much to risk; you can't be
bothered with wondering about things.
You can't be wondering what will happen
between the two of you if you overthrow
him. If you do start doing that, you'll
give in to his will in the end and
nothing will be accomplished. Things
would be the same way they were before,
maybe worse. You're not Aboveground.
The stakes are higher here."
Leah was right. From this moment
on she would show no mercy, would
feel no inkling of love or desire
for the Goblin King. He was the enemy
and was not to be taken in as a lover;
she must believe that or succumb to
what she despised most; she must deny
her feelings. "I wouldn't even
consider such a thing," Sarah
snarled.
*
* *
Jareth landed gracefully onto the
balcony, a silver moon clouding over
behind him, as if to imitate his mood.
His cape swirled angrily behind him
as he entered the throne room, his
boots clanked violently with each
step. His expression was severe and
generated an ominous sense about the
room. The Goblin King, upon seeing
the erect Sage standing before his
throne calmly, did not sit in his
throne, but circled the elf with a
calculating stare, his hands held
behind his back. Sage did not turn
with Jareth's gaze, but looked ahead,
unperturbed by the king's intimidation.
The Goblin King seemed to finally
have drawn a conclusion and sat in
his large chair, towering menacingly
over the elfin leader.
To be quite blunt, Jareth was not
in a good mood.
"What is your purpose in coming
to my kingdom?" Jareth asked
brusquely.
"For the market," Sage
replied levelly.
"Sage," Jareth rose from
his seat and looked down upon the
elf like an all-seeing citadel, "do
not insult my intelligence. I know
you spent a great deal of time with
Sarah. What did she tell you? More
importantly, what did you tell her?"
"Where is she?" Sage asked,
wrinkling his brow with worry.
"Answer me," Jareth demanded
curtly, thinking to himself that she
would be with him if it weren't for
his foolish actions as an adolescent,
and the curse that resulted.
"I'll answer you as soon as
you tell me her condition," Sage
said with a vehemence he rarely displayed.
"Very well," Jareth agreed
grudgingly. "She has made it
successfully beyond Shadow Mountain.
The Spangore that crashed was carrying
her, but she is well. Only bruised.
Now it is your turn."
Sage, relieved for a moment because
Sarah was well, put back on his hard
expression and stated, "She told
me that you had sent her on a journey
to the grasslands and she had lost
her supplies. I replaced those supplies,
gave her fresh clothing and she repaid
our kindness with the jacket. It is
very much like I told you earlier."
Jareth called a guard who had been
in the dining room earlier and said,
"Go to the infirmary where the
other elves are and bring me his son,
Vindar. You remember the one I speak
of?"
The goblin nodded his head intelligently
and marched off down one of the corridors
stiffly.
"What do you want with my son?"
Sage demanded irately.
"We'll see if you're telling
the truth."
The guard returned with news that
the elfin boy was not there. After
dispersing goblins throughout the
palace, Jareth found that he was nowhere
in the castle. The Goblin King had
thought he had outsmarted the elf,
but it seemed the tide was turning.
*
* *
"Damn, it's raining,"
Leah declared, holding her hand out
to feel the droplets of water. The
party had been walking for some time
now and it was wearing on the twin's
nerves. Sarah had sprinkled some shadowdust
on her earlier, making her finally
visible, and fully able to get wet.
Sarah had been repressed and quiet
for some time, insisting that she
wasn't tired and wanted to continue
travelling. Leah was personally tired
of watching Sarah feel sorry for herself,
tired of walking, tired of the oppressive
silence. The rain didn't help much,
either.
"We have to find some type
of shelter," she said. "These
trees don't provide enough cover to
keep a termite dry." Sarah
didn't reply, but stared despondently
at her feet as she walked. "At
least it will break the silence,"
Leah mumbled, taking off her cape
and pulling it over her head.
"I detect lights yonder, fair
maidens," Sir Didymus said, pointing
ahead into the forest.
Leah looked up, squinting against
the water that was trying to splash
into her eyes, and could make out
the shape of a humble cottage with
candles in the window. It would
be heaven to get out of this freezing
drench! She was already soaked
to the bone.
"Maybe they'll let us shack
up with them," Leah said hopefully.
"Hope this isn't the place Hanzel
and Gretel nearly got baked at. Though,
I wouldn't mind being baked right
now." She pulled the cape closer.
Sarah didn't even seem to notice
the rain.
"Okay," Leah had taken
more than she could stand. "You
just kissed the man who kidnapped
your brother, kidnapped your friends,
and basically made your life a living
hell for the past week. So what? You
know you were wrong and you've repented.
What's done is done. Stop feeling
sorry for yourself."
Sarah looked up, her eyes burning
with anger. "It's not that simple."
"Sure it is," Leah said,
shrugging her shoulders. "You're
just flattering yourself making it
seem a bigger deal than it is. Just
as long as you don't give in again,
then it's in the past. The only time
it's important is when it affects
your future. You won't let him pull
another fast one on you, because of
what happened. Think of it as a blessing.
You messed up one little time so you
wouldn't screw up big time in the
end."
"What do you think he meant
by, 'Just know that truth sometimes
takes on the form of a labyrinth'?"
she asked, losing her anger to wonder.
"Well, I'm sure it's got some
wisdom to it, but, as far as I'm concerned,
he was just saying that to make you
more confused. I guess he was trying
to imply that you didn't know what
you were talking about when you said
he had just come to get you back on
the quest again. I don't know. It's
just another one of his schemes."
"If he hadn't come for that
reason, why would he have come?"
"I know where this is headed,"
Leah frowned. "You're kind of
hoping that he really does love you.
That's a dead end way of thinking.
You know as well as I do that if he
truly cared about you he wouldn't
do all of this. He would have gone
to a great deal more trouble to make
you believe that he came there for
your well-being if he didn't have
something to hide. I know you're attracted
to him, but you have to get over it.
He can't love anyone. He only knows
how to use people. You're getting
your hopes up."
Leah stopped her lecture, seeing
that they had arrived at the cottage.
She turned to see how her twin had
taken it, and was rewarded to see
a more confident Sarah, a determined
fire burning in her eyes. Hopefully
this had helped to clarify Sarah's
uncertainty.
Leah knocked lightly on the cottage
door and waited for an answer.
"Whaddya want?" a gruff
voice demanded from the other side.
"We were looking for a place
to stay the night," Leah explained
sweetly.
"Roughing it builds character,"
the voice declared harshly.
"But it's raining!" Leah
exclaimed.
"What does that have to do
with anything?"
Sir Didymus pushed his way past
the two females and leaned close to
the door. "I demand you open
the door this instant! And I warn
you, I am a noble knight and don't
know the word, 'no.'"
"If you don't know it, why'd'ya
say it?"
Didymus had no argument.
"Listen," Leah commanded.
"I don't care who you are, but
if you don't let us in I'm opening
this door and coming in whether you
like it or not. I've got a lady right
here who holds your life in her very
hand! If she gets pneumonia and dies,
you're doomed to an eternity under
the Goblin King's suffocating rulership."
She turned to Sarah. "I'm beginning
to wonder if this is such a good idea."
"Goblin King you say?"
the voice pondered skeptically from
the other side of the door. "You
sure you're tellin' the truth? I don't
want no Goblin King takin' things
over, but I ain't takin' no lyin'
rapscallions into my home, neither."
"Well, whether you let us in
or not, you'll find out sooner or
later that I'm telling the truth."
The door creaked open slowly to
reveal a dwarf who possessed a knobby
nose and wore a long furry thread
of an eyebrow across his forehead.
Leah's first thought was that the
dwarf resembled Hoggle and she noticed
that Sarah jumped with surprise at
what must have been the same conclusion.
With a patchwork quilt draped about
his shoulders for warmth and a staff
to steady himself, he was the perfect
picture of a king and his castle.
The old dwarf summed them up for a
few seconds before stepping aside
and leading them into his home.
The door creaked shut behind them,
drowning out the sound of the downpour.
As both Leah and Sarah removed their
capes, the dwarf remarked, "Ain't
seen twins in a long time. Which one'a
you's goin'ta supposedly save me from
the Goblin King?"
Leah pointed to Sarah.
"Don't look much like a king
conquerer. What ya'll gonna do? Confuse
him?" He snickered gleefully
at his wit while he bent into the
kitchen doorway. "Martha, got
two younguns and a dog come to spend
the night. Fix up some more'o that
soup."
"A dog indeed," Sir Didymus
mumbled to himself. He started to
state the dwarf's mistake out loud,
but silenced himself when Sarah indicated
for him to do so.
"Now, Mr. Hiddlebury,"
a shrill voice from the kitchen exclaimed
angrily, "you ain't goin'ta invite
none'a your friends here like this
and expect me to toss a few more taters
in the soup when it's already finished!
Tell'em to go home fer their supper!"
Mr. Hiddlebury seemed to be taking
his wife's disagreeability with a
profound amusement. "Calls me
by my last name when she's peeved,"
he explained to the two on-lookers.
"Ain't none'a my friends, woman!"
he declared with a mock anger. "Some
travelin' girls who's goin'ta save
us from great evil, that's who it
is." He glanced at the twins,
indicating that this last remark was
made for their benefit.
Sarah's mouth turned down at the
corner when he wasn't looking, but
Leah smiled with delight at his rough
nature.
Martha hobbled into the room wiping
her hands on her apron. She was at
least half a foot taller than her
husband and her hair trailed down
her back in a braid that was nearly
as long as she was. The female dwarf
gasped and blushed when she saw that
her husband's claim was true, while
an apology tumbled clumsily from her
lips. "Indeed, I'm sorry, I am,"
she said awkwardly, as if she had
mistaken two princesses for two panhandlers.
"Ain't often we get guests from
other parts of the country. I 'pologize
to you too, Mr. Hiddlebury. I'll get
straight to the kitchen and whip up
a little extra vittles."
After she had left, the dwarf
declared conspiratorily, "Now
she's peeved 'cause I turned out to
be right. 'Course I'm always right,
that's why it gets'er goat."
His eyes glowed as he relished his
cleverness. With a grunt he hobbled
over to a pine desk across from the
room that was littered with papers,
books, pens, and a number of other
items. The chair creaked in argument
as he sat down, propping his staff
against the edge of the desk before
finally addressing them with purpose...and
a familiar suspicion. "So, now
tell me, what's yer real business
here? You got names?"
"You don't believe what we
told you earlier?" Sarah asked,
shaking her head slightly with ripples
of confusion on her brow.
"Course not. Only thing that
peeves women enough to want to overthrow
a man is when he gives 'em an unwanted
nod and a wink, if you know what I'm
sayin'."
Sarah scowled.
"Nod and a wink, you say?"
Didymus asked as he scratched his
head. "I don't believe I'm quite
familiar with that term."
"Oh!" Mr. Hiddlebury exclaimed
a bit frustratedly, as if he despised
having to explain things. "You
know! Hanky Panky, undesired handling,
sexual harrassment, the Anita Hill
legacy..."
Leah shifted her weight to the other
foot. "And what made you figure
we weren't after him for that?"
she asked sarcastically.
"Well, yall're twins. The Goblin
King ain't that kinky."
Sarah rolled her eyes upward and
lolled her head around so that she
was facing the ceiling. "Oh,
please!" She crossed her arms
emphatically. "How disgusting!"
Leah's mouth stretched into a smirk
after Sarah had made her statement.
"Then, why do you think we were
here?" she said with calm interest.
The old dwarf took his time in responding.
He reached for an iron poker that
was next to his chair and prodded
the burning wood in the fireplace
before answering. "Can't fool
me. I know what yer here for."
"Well, please enlighten us,"
Leah beseeched. "I thought we
knew why we were here, but you obviously
know better."
"Yer here for what they all
come here for. To hear the great Bookkeeper
reveal what he knows..." He picked
up a pen and wrote down something
on a piece of aging paper as he added
in a mumble, "'Bout somethin'er
other."
"That's interesting, Sarah,"
Leah remarked with false concern to
her counterpart. "I thought we
got stuck in the rain while on a quest
to destroy the Goblin King when we
stopped here. It's a good thing this
guy told us what we were really up
to, or we might have screwed up and
saved the Underground from inescapable
doom. I think we should thank Mr.
Hiddlebury."
"You got spunk," the old
dwarf remarked without expression.
Leah bowed dramatically. "Thank
you."
"I hate spunk."
Wordlessly, the Bookeeper began
to write on the paper. The twins looked
back and forth between each other,
both seeming confused and indecisive
about what should happen next. Mr.
Hiddlebury didn't acknowledge them
or even glance in their direction;
for many dragging minutes it was just
him, the paper, and the pen.
Martha stepped into the room and
fixed her eyes on the twins the moment
she arrived. Her brow furrowed upon
seeing their awkward expressions as
they stared at her husband, so she
turned her gaze to the man as well.
When she saw what he was doing, understanding
flashed across her face and she finally
vocalized.
"At it, is he?" she declared
warmly. "Oh, don't think nothin'
of it, dears. He gets this way all
the time. Don't pay it any mind."
She put a hand to each girls' arm
and led them into the kitchen. Sir
Didymus followed from behind.
"He's not mad, is he?"
Sarah asked, shooting a last glance
into the living room.
"Awe, naw! It ain't you!"
she reassured expressively while helping
each of them into a seat at the small,
kitchen table. "You see,"
she began as she sat at the table
herself, "he just enjoys his
work so much he gets to where he don't
know anybody's there. Get's an idea
in his head and 'POOF!' goes the rest
of the world!" She instantly
rose from the chair, not having sat
in it for but ten seconds, and stirred
a pot of soup that was hanging over
another fireplace. "Mr. Hiddlebury
is just a crazy old goat." She
chuckled pleasantly, nearly jumping
away from the pot and grabbing a stack
of plates with youthful vigor. "What's
your names?"
Leah pointed to each of her companions
and then herself. "Sarah, Sir
Didymus, and Leah."
"Pleased to meet ya."
"He didn't choke on a prune
today, did he?" Leah said teasingly,
propping her chin against her fist
comfortably.
Sarah listened without remark, her
back completely parallel to the wooden
chair, her hands fiddling awkwardly
in her lap.
"Choke on a prune?" Mrs.
Hiddlebury said confusedly. "OH!"
she exclaimed with comprehension.
"Oh, no, he's just a bit eccentric."
She put the silverware and bowls out
on the table quickly and lunged into
the cupboard for some bread. "Pay
him no mind, a'tall."
Mr. Hiddlebury hobbled into the
doorway with his staff in hand, looking
at his wife with a scrunched up face,
his knobby nose sticking out like
a big lemon on his countenance. "You
keep tellin' them to pay me no mind,
Martha, and they won't be able to
listen to a bloomin' word I tell'em
about whatever it is they's come to
ask. All that repeatin' brainwashes
folks. And you cain't go 'round brainwashin'
folks like they's a fence!"
"This ain't no time to be gettin'
philosophical on me, my dear Bookkeeper."
She walked over to him and gently
helped him to his seat at the table.
He didn't protest, only accepted the
assistance without comment. "It's
time for supper."
"Which," he said forcefully
as he sat in his chair, "you
never thought important enough to
tell me about. You told these two
strangers here that supper was ready,
but you didn't think that me, your
own lovin' husband, was importan'
enough to tell it was time to come'n
eat. It's a cryin' shame. I want a
divorce."
"Sorry, my dear ball'n'chain,
but folks 'round here ain't ever heard
of divorce. Just you'n me." She
filled everyone's bowl with a rich,
strong-smelling soup as she spoke.
"And the preacher -- why, to
him it'd be blasphemy!"
The bookeeper dug into his soup
ravenously, stopping between mouthfuls
to breathe, but seeing no need to
stop eating while he spoke. "Awe
shaw! Blasphemy's the last thing I'm
worried 'bout!" He put his elbow
on the table and wagged his spoon
at her accusingly. "People 'round
here is barbarians, plain and simple!
Ain't read a good book for once in
their worthless lives! Now that's
what I call blasphemy!"
Martha buttered his bread after
putting cups out on the table. "Ain't
you ever gonna change your ways, you
crazy old man," she declared
jokingly. "You're too stubborn
and that's what gits you into all
the trouble you find yourself in."
"Hmph."
"Don't you 'hmph' me, Mr. Hiddlebury.
You 'member what happened last week,
's'well as I do."
Leah looked up from her own voracious
consumption of the soup with extreme
interest. "What happened?"
The female dwarf noticed Leah's
curiosity and her face lit up immensely.
She briskly pulled a chair out from
under the table and faced Leah, her
hands clasped where they lay on the
wooden table, her eyes slanting with
the preparation for explanation. Leah
bent over with complete concentration
on the upcoming discussion. They resembled
two wives, drawing closer to each
other in order to whisper about how
it sounded when their husbands snored
at night.
Sarah stayed at the edge of their
conversation, listening intently.
"Well, you see," Martha
began her tale, "some folks come
down here to get my husband to come
down to their village and check out
their irrigation system. You know,
to find flaws that might be in it."
Mr. Hiddlebury looked up from his
soup. "Lots'a flaws. Crazy mess
i'twas. Barbarians." He went
back to his soup instantly upon completion
of his statement.
Martha scowled at her husband for
interrupting and continued her story.
"As I was saying, they ast him
to come'n look'it things. He goes
down there and is all cranky from
the long trip."
"I wadn't cranky!" the
Bookeeper exclaimed indignantly.
"You was too! Now, are you
gonna hush long'nuff for me to finish
the story?"
"Hmph." He went to eating
his soup again as if nothing had happened.
"Well, he's tired'n cranky,"
Mr. Hiddlebury looked up spitefully
from his soup, "and then they
go'n break somethin' of his. The great
Bookeeper here starts goin' on 'bout
how they're a bunch'a fools for believin'
in more'n one god and how there's
one God up'n the heavens and he's'a
gonna strike them down with lightnin'
fer droppin' his stuff! I ain't never
seen a madder bunch'a people in my
life!"
"Only barbarians would believe
in all that hokey-pokey," Mr.
Hiddlebury remarked absentmindedly.
The story completed, Martha got
out of her seat and went to filling
everyone's cup with milk. "My
husband ain't afraid of blasphemy
and sacrilege, nohow!" she declared
with a hint of pride.
"I didn't think anyone down
here had ever heard about God,"
Sarah remarked quietly. "How
come you know about Him?"
"Shaw! If it ain't obvious!"
Mr. Hiddlebury deprecated. "I
read books!"
Sarah put down her spoon and glared
at him. "I figured that...I wanted
to know how you got ahold of those
books. You surely didn't get them
from anywhere in the Underground."
"Well, darnit, say what you
mean and mean what you say! 'Course
I didn't get'em from the Underground!
You think I'm gonna tell you how I
got them?"
He stared at her for a moment, his
harsh expression shaping into one
of sudden enlightenment. He ran into
the living room as fast as his stubby
legs would take him. Everyone except
Martha listened with expectation as
the chair in the other room creaked
under the old man's weight and the
faint scratching of pen against paper
became audible.
"Poof!" Martha declared
with a smile. She faced Sarah who
was still recovering from the old
dwarf's severe attitude. "Don't
pay him any mind, Dear."
It was deep in the middle of the
night and the embers of the living
room fireplace were glowing brightly.
A swollen hand instigated the wood
with an ebony poker before returning
to its business of writing. A small
flame burned from an oil lamp at the
aging dwarf's side, casting a warm
glow on the three figures who lay
on the dirt floor of the room, wrapped
in quilts and snoring fitfully.
The feather of the dwarf's quill
pen fluttered with each breath he
took, its tip scraping lightly against
the parchment. Mr. Hiddlebury yawned
from time to time, but never went
to bed -- only continued in his frenzy
of writing. His ancient eyes burned
brightly with the sight of a deadline
that was discernable only to him and
his hand wrote in a race against time
and nature. The words fell from his
mind to the paper in even lines; they
swam in his brain like ants in water
each time he had to dip his pen in
ink. He looked like the angel at the
check-in counter of heaven, the eternal
librarian of the universe. But he
wasn't. Not yet.
Mrs. Hiddlebury came into the room
holding a candle, her white nightgown
and cap orange in the light.
"Ain't you gonna stop yet,
Dear? It's late. Those ideas in your
head can wait till mornin' to be put
on paper."
Sarah shifted at the sound of the
dwarf's voice. She discreetly opened
her eyes to the wall opposite the
couple so she could listen without
their knowledge.
"You know it can't wait, Martha,"
he replied in a whisper as he wrote.
"I ain't got that much time."
She put her hand on his shoulder
reassuringly. "Don't you go talkin'
like that, Hoggle Senior. You got
all the time in the world."
Sarah's eyes widened in surprise
as she suppressed her ponderings.
"Don't call me Hoggle Senior,
'cause there ain't no Junior,"
he declared vehemently. "If there
was, I wouldn't have to be up burnin'
the midnight oil like this. I'd have
someone to pass it on to and I could
get me a horse and you and me'd be
seein' the world instead of seein'
this old shack all the time."
"Hush, Hoggle. Leave the boy
alone," she admonished.
"Oh, you bet I will. I'll leave
him alone all right. If he steps on
my property, though, it'll take all
the Goblin Kings in the world to keep
me off him!"
Martha looked sadly at her husband,
as if an old longing was being brought
back to her attention. She scrutinized
her sleeping guests and made a slight
attempt to change the subject. "Do
you believe those girls are really
out to destroy the Goblin King?"
He went back to writing and curtly
replied, "Hmph. Naw."
"Then why could they be here,
Hoggle? They ain't ast you nothin'."
He stabbed his pen into the bottle
of ink. "Prob'ly just panhandlers."
"Hoggle, how could you!"
she declared with a rasp as she put
her hands on her nearly non-existent
hips. "One'a them might be listening!"
Sarah promptly shut her eyes and
slowed her breathing.
Hoggle Senior looked up from his
work and stared silently and knowingly
at the group as a whole, then Sarah
alone. "They's asleep,"
he replied hesitantly as he continued
to look at them.
"Don't matter," Martha
said angrily as she walked back towards
the bedroom. "You ain't got no
right sayin' such things. If I know
you, Mr. Hiddlebury, what you say
ain't what you mean."
His attention directed itself back
to the paper and a grin broadened
on his wrinkled face. "Good night,
Martha."
"Good night, Hoggle."
Sarah shifted restlessly under the
quilt for a few minutes. Mr. Hiddlebury
finally put his pen down and said
in a low tone, "I know you's
awake, so you might's well get up'n
join me for a midnight snack. You
can tell me what you's really here
for while yer at it."
Sarah pushed back the covers and
looked at him questioningly. "How
long have you known I was awake?"
"Since you popped them little
eyes of yours open to listen to the
conversation with my wife." He
picked up his staff and began to hobble
into the kitchen, not asking her to
follow.
Sarah rose and stared at him wonderingly
for a few moments, then ran to help
him to the kitchen. He looked surprised
at first, but did not protest when
she led him by the arm to a seat.
Mr. Hiddlebury put the oil lamp onto
the table while Sarah went to work
at pouring them a glass of milk, having
remembered where everything was by
watching Martha. She finished and
sat across the table from the old
man, putting a glass of milk before
him.
He didn't touch the milk, but watched
her over the rim of his spectacles.
She moved in her chair uncomfortably
and took a long drink from the steel
cup.
"Ain't much of a talker, are
you?" he finally asked.
She put the milk down and replied,
"It really depends."
"On what?"
"On...how well I know a person,"
she said hesitantly. "Circumstances."
"Am I that intimidatin'?"
he chuckled.
She didn't answer.
"All right, you don't have
to answer that," he said, taking
a a gulp of the goat's milk. "You
gonna tell me what you're here for,
or do I have to beat it outta ya?"
he bantered.
"We're here for the exact reason
we said we were. We're travelling
to the grasslands on a quest to overthrow
Jareth."
"Jareth?" he said, cocking
the eyebrow. "I ain't met anyone
who knew his real name before. What's
in the grasslands that's so important?"
he asked with an air of nonchalance.
"I-" she stammered uncertainly,
tapping her fingers against the cup
before her, "I'm not sure I should
tell you."
"Oh, I ain't askin' you 'cause
I don't know. I'm just checkin' to
see that YOU know."
"Well," she said, frowning,
"I have no way to know that's
true."
"You ain't tryin' to trick
me into tellin' you what is in the
grasslands, are you?" he asked
with a smirk. "I got lots'a folks
who try to weasel information outta
me."
"No. I know what's there. You
don't have to say anything about it."
"Alright," he replied
with his head tilted to the side and
his eyes summing her up, "I won't
say anything 'bout it. Let's change
the subject."
She nodded her head. "Alright.
What do you want to talk about?"
"How 'bout, why you were so
interested in what my wife and I was
talkin' 'bout. Ain't your bus'ness
to be nosin' your way into a private
conversation with my wife."
"You mentioned the Goblin King,"
she replied coolly, lifting her glass
to take a sip of milk.
"You caught your tongue long
'fore I mentioned the Goblin King,"
he remarked with the same tone as
Sarah's. "Can't fool me. I know
you ain't goin' to the grasslands
to destroy the Goblin King, so just
give up the game."
"Alright," Sarah capitulated
with frustration, "I heard you
mention your son and I was interested."
Mr. Hiddlebury steepled his fingers
and leaned his chin against his fist.
His eyes sparkled and a smile tugged
at the corners of his wrinkled mouth.
"And why's you interested in
my son? You look too perty to be desperate
enough to want to court MY son."
"Hoggle's my friend."
"Okay, okay," the dwarf
said, chuckling noisily. "I believe
you're after the Goblin King. I'm
just pullin' yer leg. You don't have
to get into all this 'bout my son."
"Why do you suddenly believe
me?"
"I done believed you ever since
I heard from my wife that your name
was Sarah," he confessed. "I've
heard all the elvin songs. Anyhow,
ain't the elves gonna let it get loose
to any human that there's somethin'
hidden in the grasslands unless that
person is important and completely
trustworthy. I'm prob'ly one'a the
only people they trust enough to tell
about it. I'm also prob'ly the only
bookeeper round these parts, so they
got no choice but to tell me."
"You keep up with all of the
history and write it down?" Sarah
asked out of curiosity.
"That and more. I read up on
other things. I write philosophy.
It's my life." He sighed woefully
after his last remark. "You prob'ly
caught on that I don't have a son
to continue my work."
"I think I understand why,"
Sarah said thoughtfully as she fingered
a splinter on the table. "He
went to work for the Goblin King,
right?"
The elderly Hoggle's eyes darted
back to her in a disbelief that was
moving toward displeasure. "How
do you know that?"
"I told you; he's my friend,"
she responded nervously.
"If you're really friends with
that scum," Mr. Hiddlebury said
angrily to her as he rose from his
chair, "I want you out of my
house."
"Mr. Hiddlebury," she
pleaded, "he's a good man. You
shouldn't disown him."
"Ain't no phinx gonna come
into my home and tell me what I should
or shouldn't do," he vociferated
gruffly as he left the room, taking
the oil lamp with him and leaving
Sarah in the dark.
Sarah rose from her seat. "He
turned against Jareth and helped me
get my brother back, Mr. Hiddlebury."
The Bookeeper stopped in the doorway
and dropped his shoulders. A few moments
of silence echoed throughout the room
before he whispered, "My son
ain't workin' for the Goblin King
anymore?"
Sarah pursed her lips. "No,
sir."
Mr. Hiddlebury looked at the ground
a few moments before turning down
the flame in the lamp. "Thank
you for pourin' me some milk,"
he said quietly. "I'll see you
in the mornin'."
He went to bed without further remark
and Sarah headed to her own quilt.
She pulled the covers up to her shoulders
and closed her eyes with a sigh.
|