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Sage managed a silent departure
from the festivities. The remaining
crowd was fairly small, and
those who would most likely
stay a few more hours either
had intentions of making an
important acquaintance or of
helping to replete the castle's
alcohol supply. The elf routed
his journey so that he might
pass through the guest quarters
and make sure that all of the
members of royalty housed there
were perfectly comfortable.
With a chuckle, he noticed that
the only one remaining at the
downstairs festivities was Benedick,
no doubt being one of those
partygoers intent upon getting
a healthy dose of the Queen's
wine. Sage always kept a handful
of Randwine berries on hand
during any festivity involving
alcohol, for they helped to
lessen the effects of the next
morning's sicknesses theat resulted
from too much alcohol. The clever
elf hung the entire bag on Benedick's
doorknob, grinning madly as
he continued in his journies
down the hall. "You lose points,
my friend, when you allow yourself
to become lost in liquor. I,
however, am quite aware of the
battle I am fighting." His eyes
sparkled in the lamplight as
he clucked his tongue.
He discontinued his mirth when
he saw Eberon approaching him
from across the hall. Sage's
smile turned into a frown, while
his pace lost its river-quickness
and thickened as honey. "Greetings,
Your Majesty," he said with
a composed face. "You are enjoying
your stay in Sunset City, I
expect?"
The younger elf king looked
at Sage with a veiled contempt,
grinning at him as if out of
some greater wisdom. "Oh, yes,
most definitely Sage. Thank
you for your concern over my
well-being."
Sage noted his behavior. The
young elf has wicked thoughts
on his mind, I would bet my
right hand on it. From whence
does he earn this disrespectful
sarcasm? He has not changed,
although he puts a different
face on for Sarah and the other
royalty. You would be wise to
know, young fool, that I am
not the old, helpless elf you
have taken me for, now, or in
the past. He discontinued
his thoughts with a wry smile
similar to Eberon's. "Why, I
am constantly in curiosity over
your health, young elf. Since
your father's departure, I have
made it my responsibility to
keep an eye on your living.
I should not consider myself
a good man if I did not take
concern over my close friend's
son in his wake."
"Well, you need not worry about
me, Sage for my living is not
your responsibility, and I hope
you do not burden yourself over
undue concern," Eberon replied,
his head cocked to the side
in arrogance. "Speaking of well-being,
you look very fit, good Sage.
The Queen has taken splendid
care of you."
"Friends take care of each
other. That is truly the way
of things."
"Well, thank the heavens that
I have been put into the throne
and can be a better man for
having no one care for me."
His eyes slanted shrewdly and
he put his hands behind his
back. "Now, if you will excuse
me, I have some important matters
to attend to."
With no more words said, he
turned and walked toward his
chambers. Sage watched silently
a moment as the impertinent
young elf walked away, his fine
cape glittering beneath the
glow of the candles lining the
walls. It is truly no trouble,
dearest Eberon. I will watch
you as if my life depended upon
it. Perhaps it shall, someday.
Just as Sage had completed his
musings, he turned and ran into
a frustrated Hoggle, who was
apparently returning from a
visit to Sarah's chambers.
"Oh, sorry Sage, didn't see
you coming," he grunted, continuing
his hurried pace down the hall.
Sage grabbed the dwarf by the
shoulders and turned him so
that they were face to face.
"Not so fast, my friend, what
is the need for haste?"
"No big deal. Only that Sarah's
bein' stubborn as a goat, if
I ever did see one. 'Well, you
think it was Jareth standin'
out there?' I ask her. 'No,
leave me be, it don't matter,'
she says. 'You sure looked like
you seen a ghost out there,'
I says. 'Well, you were imaginin'
things,' she says to me. Fancy
that! I was imaginin' things!
'Old Hoggle's no fool, he knows
what he saw,' I say. 'Well,
then, you can see the door.
Leave by it.' She kicked me
out of her room! I ain't ever
seen her act like that! I could
spit fire right now!"
Sage furrowed his brow and
put his finger to his chin in
thought. "That is very queer
behavior for Sarah, indeed."
"I know that was Jareth, with
every ounce of my bein'. The
old rat's come to claim his
kingdom, now that she's done
come and fixed it up for him.
I bet that was his game all
along. Why that snake, I'd--"
"Now, now, let us not be quick
to conclusions, Hoggle. However,
if Sarah does think she saw
Jareth, do you think it would
be easy for her to admit it
to herself that she had? I think
that her fright over seeing
him again is most likely the
cause of her strange behavior.
Trust me, she will be herself
in the morning and apologize
to you for her harsh words."
"Yeah, I suppose yer right.
By the sky, I know I've been
that difficult and more to her
when she has tried to help me
in the past. Maybe we can --"
"Am I allowed in this little
convocation?" Leah asked as
she descended the stairs, her
arms crossed and a frown on
her face.
"She got ya too?" Hoggle said.
"Oh no, she didn't get me and
I didn't get her. She just evaded
the whole issue, expertly and
with the touch of an experienced
politician. Apparently she had
gotten the fire out of her blood
by the time you left, Hoggle."
Sage rose his hands, palms
outward, and said, "Now, I would
advise that everyone calm down
a bit, you have all made up
your minds --"
"That Jareth is roaming around
the castle, waiting any minute
to strike? I sure as Hell believe
it. You're not going to try
to satiate me, as Sarah did,
now are you, Sage?"
"No, but I am going to urge
you to calm down and look at
the whole issue logically. Let
us assume, first, that this
person is just a normal man,
trying to woo a beautiful woman.
He has not acted in any way
out of character for a gentleman,
and he has merely hidden his
identity in the fashion typical
of a masquerade ball, and has
picked up rather dramatically
on the whole mysterious atmosphere
that the entire fortnight is
to possess. Now, it truly should
not matter to you who this man
is. Would you expect me to take
on a companion less than worthy
of Sarah's company?"
"Yeah, that's right, I forgot,"
Hoggle said, the wrinkles in
his face lessening as a result
of a new thought. "Sage knows
him. He's gotta be okay. Sage
would never get hung up with
the likes of Jareth."
"You are correct in one very
important thing, Hoggle; I would
never have a close friendship
with anyone who behaved as Jareth
did when I knew him four years
ago."
"That means we don't have anything
to worry about from this guy
then, right?" Leah asked, her
eyes still angled in suspicion.
"He would not harm a fly. Take
my word. I will clear up the
issue with Sarah."
"I'm glad to know it," Hoggle
said, his shoulders relaxing
noticeably. "If that's the case,
I'll leave Sarah to you and
go finish preparing for my trip
on the morrow. I gotta get my
folks and bring'em here."
"I almost forgot, in the confusion.
When do you leave, Hoggle?"
Sage asked.
"At the crack of dawn. I should
be back in time for the opening
of the Labyrinth. The Spangores
have offered to take me."
"That is excellent. I hope
that you have a safe journey."
"Good evenin', Sage. Good evenin',
Missy."
Leah smiled wearily. "Good
night, Hoggle."
"Yes, Good Night, good man."
As Hoggle departed, Sage chuckled
and said, "Well, now, we have
had quite an exciting day."
Leah turned to give him a piercing
gaze. "Sage, I have always trusted
you, but, I still have suspicions.
I still feel in my bones that
the man we saw tonight was Jareth.
If it is, if he so much as shows
his face, I will do whatever
is in my power to rid the kingdom
of his presence. I do not trust
him, and I would hate for Sarah
to lose what precious things
she has worked so hard for in
the past few years. Especially
her peace of mind. I saw how
she had her hopes hung on his
return four years ago, and I
knew long before she finally
figured it out that he wouldn't
come back. I will not let him
toy with her emotions as he
once did. I used to think she'd
be strong enough to encounter
him again and get rid of him,
but, after tonight, I am not
so sure. A part of her is still
in love with him - God knows
why - and she has too much at
stake to get lost in the confusion
he is so talented in creating.
I know you will do what's best
for her, in your own mind, Sage,
but you need to know my position."
"You do not trust me, then,
or my judgement?" Sage observed
softly.
"You never once denied that
it was Jareth. I know you well
enough to know that you would
have said it outright if it
hadn't been him."
"I cannot say anything, but
you are very wise, wise beyond
your years. Dear Leah, the only
advice I can offer is for you
to look beyond the surface.
If you think I love Sarah and
would not put her in harm's
way, if you value me as a good
and wise man, then you will
see a contradiction between
what you perceive me to be doing
and what it is likely that I
am doing. If you believe me
to be a consistent and honest
man, then be aware that my consistency
will not falter in any situation."
He held her hand gently between
his own slender hands and smiled.
"You are truly a good friend
to our Queen. She is indeed
a lucky woman to have friends
such as you and Hoggle. If you
value me or my friendship any,
I beg you to keep silent about
your thoughts until you perceive
a danger."
"Very well, if you wish me
to."
"Thank you most kindly." He
released her hands from his
grasp and his smile became a
weary one. "Now, my dear, if
you will escuse me, I must go
speak with Sarah myself."
"Yes, I think you should."
"Good night, Leah. Have good
rest."
"I will try. I hope you have
a pleasant rest, too, Sage."
She turned around and walked
toward her quarters, her sneakers
peeking from beneath her gown.
What a remarkable young
woman... I have never seen anyone
have such extreme bouts of anger
and wit, balancing caution with
consideration. Her love for
her friend is also amazing.
I knew a young man like that
once, but his friendship is
far away from me in time. I
wonder what ever happened to
him? Ah, well, tis no matter,
now is the time to see how Sarah
is doing.
* * *
Outside, in the courtyard,
a small group of asundry creatures,
mostly elves, had gathered to
enjoy the wine and weather.
Sir Didymus had found himself
at the center of a small crowd,
telling stories of his bravery,
as had become the custom of
late. His usually keen balance
seemed a bit awry, and his speech
was sometimes less than perfectly
crisp, but he had not stopped
his narrative for an instant.
He was relating an adventure
he had had with Sarah in which
he, Sarah, and Ludo were attempting
to enter the Goblin City nine
years ago to recapture Toby;
he thought it fitting for the
occassion. His elf friend Anala
was sitting beside him, her
golden curls sparkling as brightly
as her eyes.
"I do thay, the goblin chapth
were thleeping at the doorth
of the, the, ah, the Goblin
Thity. What louthy fellowth,
tho terrible a job of guarding
if I dare thay tho."
"What did you do then, Didymus?"
Anala asked, surely having heard
the story a million times, but
no doubt loving to urge him
to continue with his favorite
past-time -- bragging. It often
proved humorous.
"The only thing I could," he
replied matter-of-factly. He
bent over and put his nose before
a random elf's face, and said,
"I thnuck up quietly, like tho,
and I..." he paused a moment
for drama, stumbling in an effort
to keep standing in such a bent-over
position. "I THOUTED FOR HIM
TO WAKE UP AND LET UTH IN THAT
INSTANT, I MOST THERTAINLY DID!!!"
The elf sat silently a moment
while Didymus stood in his place,
seeming either to wait for a
reaction or figure out what
it was he had been saying only
a moment ago. "Er, what wath
I driving at?" he finally said,
as he moved his jaw with embarrassment
from side to side.
"Is that alcohol on your breath,
Didymus?" the young elf said
with simple curiosity.
Didymus stood up, gallantly
thrust his staff before him,
swayed a bit, and slurringly
replied, "I hath... nether touched
a drop of that stuff in my life,
and I am inthulted that thou
shoulsdth thuggest thuch a thing."
One elf broke out into riotous
laughter, and Anala shouted,
"Stop it, Gingha, you shouldn't
mock him!"
"Oh, oh I can't help it! He
is such a doof!" Gingha replied,
holding his sides in his mirth.
"I do declare, Didymus," Anala
said softly, attempting to keep
from laughing herself, "you
appear to be a bit snarzled."
"Tharnzled? Not I!" In his
excitement he thrust his staff,
which went flying from his ill-responsive
hand and nearly hit the riotous
Ginghis. Ginghis glanced a moment
at his possible peril, then
broke out into even more riotous
laughter.
"Ginghis, you snaswharfed his
drink, didn't you? I declare,
you naughty elf, you know better
than to snaswharf such a noble
knight!"
"You, you thathwharfed my dwink?"
Sir Didymus said in a confusion
that was slowly evolving into
angered understanding. "To arms,
then, Thir! I demand a battle
to mine honor!"
Anala went to him and held
him by the shoulders, coaxing,
"Now, now, my dear Didymus,
you are fairly snarzled and
Ginghis is a superb swordsman.
I don't suggtest you make any
such suggestion right now. Think
about it a minute."
"Think! You thuggest I think
about it?"
"Yes, wait. Be cautious."
"Be cauthious? Why never! I
am a noble Knight! I fear no
one! No one tarnithes mine armor
and geth away with it! En garde!"
Ginghis pulled out his small
elvin sword, laughing all the
while. "If you wish it, noble
Knight, but I will make a fool
of you yet."
"No one makes of fool of me!!"
the fox shouted, then lunged
drunkenly at the young elf,
who merely stepped aside to
avoid the point of his blade.
The fox landed with a thump
on the tile floor.
"Stop while you're ahead, fox,
I don't want to hurt you," Ginghis
said with half sarcasm, half
sincerity.
"Stop it, Ginghis, he doesn't
know what he's doing. You've
already done enough harm, now
let him be," Anala begged.
Sir Didymus lifted his head
with difficulty and said, "I
know exathly what I'm doing."
Ginghis shrugged his shoulders
and smiled wanly out of the
corner of his mouth. "I'm telling
you, the doof hasn't had enough.
He's bent on skewering me."
"Oh, you impossible elfling
boy!" Anala cried in frustration.
She ran to help Didymus stand
up. "Come on, Didymus, that's
enough fighting for one night."
"Not unthil my honor ist requited!"
Didymus shouted, whipping his
sword before Ginghis' still
figure. With a few deft motions
of Ginghis hand, Didymus' trousers
were on the floor. Didymus looked
down, pulled his trousers up
as quickly as he possibly could
in his state, then turned around
solemnly, head hung.
"Now see what you've done,
you are a fine comedian! His
feelings are injured! Who's
the doof now?" Anala stood before
him, her arms crossed and her
brow furrowed.
"What can I say? I'm sorry
for him. I didn't know his feelings
would be hurt so by it." Ginghis
sheathed his sword. "But, I
tell you, it would have not
nearly frustrated the chap so
badly if he would learn more
self-control."
"Like you, you prankster?"
"Ah, who needs my mother when
I have you, Anala?" He chuckled
good-naturedly and said, "I
am truly sorry. I will apologize
to him tomorrow, when he is
less likely to kill me."
"Yes, maybe you will be less
snarzled by tomorrow, yourself,"
she answered, lessening her
severe expression only fractionally.
She turned to see Didymus sitting
on a bench, his head hung. She
found him a hot, sobering drink
from a nearby refreshment table,
and brought it to him. "Here
you go, Didymus, this drink
will clear the haze a bit. But,
be careful, it is hot."
The fox took the drink quietly,
and lapped up a good portion
of it. "Thank you, Anala, I
feel much better."
There were a few moments of
silence before Anala said, "Do
not be too angry at Ginghis...
He is used to playing his pranks
among elves, who are much used
to such foolishness. He didn't
think of the consequences. He
is truly sorry for upsetting
you."
"If I hadst not been so quick
to battle, I would not have
been stripped of my honor or
my... clothing." Didymus sighed
heavily and finally said, "Anala,
dost thou think I am brave?"
"Why, yes Didymus, why do you
ask that?"
"I do not know... I feel very
foolish presently, not much
like a knight at all."
Anala sighed, then said, "How
long have we known each other,
Didymus?"
"Since I met you in the forest
four years ago, when the others
and I were reunited with Sarah
on our last quest."
"That is four years, then,"
Anala observed. "In that time,
I have noticed some very loveable,
yet sometimes hurtful, patterns
in your behavior."
"Please tell me then, fair
maiden. I am much at a loss
if I have not confronted the
unknightly things in my own
behavior."
Anala swept a golden lock from
her hair, and held Didymus'
paws between her hands. Nearby
the group began to disperse,
and creatures said their goodbyes.
"I will relate to you a story
that should help you to understand.
As a matter of fact, it's the
very story you started to tell
tonight." From her tunic, Anala
brandished a talisman that glowed
and pulsated with light. The
very air seemed to fog as the
image of the events she was
preparing to describe came before
them. In the image, Didymus
was beating on the helmet of
the sleeping Goblin Guard. "Do
you remember how you were so
unafraid of who was up against
you?" Anala said, her voice
distant. Sir Didymus' image
shouted, 'Open up, I say!' Sarah
stood beside him, looking extremely
distraught. 'Please,' she pleaded
in hushed tones, trying to calm
the excited Didymus and get
him to be quiet.
"You remember how Sarah tried
to quiet you, but you were adamant
that you could face them all?"
Anala asked.
'Let them all wake up!' Didymus'
image cried as he continued
his beating. 'I shall fight
them all to the death!'
'Please! Please, Sir Didymus.
For my sake, could you please
try to make no noise?' Sarah
begged.
Anala spoke in the background,
"Now, Didymus, why barge in
when it is safer to sneak? You
do not wake the owner of the
house you are trying to break
into. Now, see what you said
in reply to her pleading:"
'But of course,' Didymus assured
her. 'For thee, anything. But
I am not a coward?'
'Oh, no,' she replied adamantly.
'And my sense of smell is keen?'
'Oh, yes!'
'Then I shall fight anyone,
anywhere, anytime!' Didymus
shouted in a crescendo, to which
Sarah responded by holding her
hand over his mouth.
Anala put her hand on Didymus'
shoulder and the image before
them disappeared. Her voice
lost its echo. "Do you remember
what happened when you finally
went through the gates?"
"I remember as I remember my
own name," Didymus replied.
"We were greeted by a large
Goblin robot that attempted
to remove our heads from our
bodies."
"Yes, that is right. Have you
ever wondered if perhaps your
noise hadn't warned the goblins
of your approach? Perhaps you
could have avoided the robot
and the battle within the goblin
city, as well."
"But, I performed well in battle,
as a knight must. A knight must
have battles, mustn't he?"
Anala chuckled kindly. "Yes,
but even a knight must choose
his battles. The valor you display
is what we elves like to call
bandarat. It is a kind
of courage that is foolhardy,
without caution. You wouldn't
have lost your pants if you
had not prompted Ginghis to
fight. You are truly a brave
fox, Didymus, but you seek too
often to prove your bravery.
The best of knights use their
bravery in battle only when
absolutely necessary, and sometimes
must use their bravery to avoid
a fight. Do you understand what
I am saying?"
"My ear is perked to thine
explanation in great sadness,
Lady. I understand all that
you have said, and feel I must
tend to it immediately. I see
how little of a knight I hath
been, and I must requite my
foolish behavior. Thank you
for your observations. I must
go and tend to Ambrosius, now.
It is his feeding time."
"Oh, wait, Didymus! You are
taking this all wrong!" Anala
exclaimed to his retreating
figure. He did not stop at her
calls, and continued to walk
toward the stables, clutching
the waistline of his pants and
hanging his head in despair.
"Oh, Didymus," Anala sighed
quietly to herself as she sat
down. "Sometimes you can be
a doof. I just hope you don't
hurt yourself by going the other
extreme."
* * *
Sage eased open Sarah's door
and walked in on softly-soled
feet. Sarah looked up from where
she was writing on a scroll,
but quickly turned back to her
work. "Now you've come to fret
over me, I see."
"Well, you have made quite
a scene this evening, I don't
see why not. What is the matter,
Sarah?" Sage closed the door
behind himself and came to her
side.
"Perhaps I don't wish to speak
of it," Sarah replied. "I have
a great many other things on
my mind presently, without having
to think of what happened earlier
this evening. I will sort it
out when I have time, on
my own. It is truly no
one else's concern."
"You are so very wrong, Sarah.
It is the concern of all of
your friends. It is our job
to rush to your aid when you
have a problem. You can only
be so brave, Sarah. You need
friends to lean on in times
of great distress."
Sarah dropped her quill pen
and turned about suddenly. "The
only distress I have at the
moment is the planning of several
asundry events for the morrow,
and that is enough, thank you
very much. So, please, leave
me be. I have enough to worry
about." She seemed to pause
to await Sage's reaction.
It took him a few moments to
gather his speech, and he finally
said, "You have never behaved
so badly to any of your companions,
Sarah. I do not appreciate your
unwarranted mistreatment of
me or Hoggle or Leah, for that
matter. You have drowned out
the shouting of your brain for
a long time with your work,
but it must stop at the point
where it begins to hurt others.
You cannot forget your love
for Jareth by shouting over
it with letters and numbers
and speeches and festivals."
"What did you say?" Sarah cried
in bewilderment.
"You know exactly what I have
said, Sarah. And you know it
is right. Regardless of whether
or not the man you met is Jareth,
you cannot hide from your feelings
for him forever."
"I will have you know, Sage,
that Jareth chose his destiny
with me long ago, when he was
too coward to show his face
again." Sarah rose from her
seat and stood before Sage with
a bitter countenance. "Jareth
has long been dead in my heart,
my friend, and I have no desire
to meet him again. The feeling
I had tonight was uncontrollable
anger. I believed indeed that
it was Jareth standing before
me, and it was my confusion
and hatred that caused me to
leave the festivities. However,
if you truly wish to know what
has been on my mind, I have
decided that you would never
be so treacherous as to put
Jareth in your friendship, let
alone inflict pain on me by
so obviously putting him in
my path again. Besides, that
man acted nothing like Jareth,
even if he did briefly sound
like him. So, dear Sage, this
matter is closed, and we shall
not speak of Jareth again."
Sarah prepared to return to
her seat at the desk, but Sage
spoke before she could finish
her journey. "On the contrary,
my queen, you will sit down
and hear all of that which I
have to say."
Slowly Sarah swivelled about,
astonished by the commandment
in his tone. "If you wish, but
I do not take kindly to you
ordering me around in such a
fashion."
"Well, dear Sarah, I do not
appreciate how short you have
been with me tonight, either.
You may be a queen, but you
forget that my wisdom is indeed
greater than yours. So, please
sit and hear all I have to say.
You owe me that much as your
friend."
Sarah sat down upon her bed,
her face recovering from slight
shock. "Very well, I have done
as you have asked. Speak freely."
"You have grown strong and
wise, Sarah, but seem to be
a bit lacking in matters concerning
yourself." Sage paced the room,
his hands behind his back. "I
know for a fact that you have
not forgotten Jareth as easily
as you like to pretend. I would
understand if you had merely
forgotten him, and moved on
with your life, but you have
not done so. You have longed
greatly for him, and still do
to this day, and you have tried
to drown out your heart with
anger. You could not bear your
anger, however, so you tried
to drown it out by working harder,
Sarah. I believe you are an
excellent queen, but you have
taken your duty to the level
of compulsion. I can no longer
stand by while your frustration
over your true unhappines is
causing you to injure your caring
friends. Now, please, let go
of your anger, and admit your
love for Jareth. It will cost
you no dishonor."
Sarah looked at him with trance-like
eyes, and answered with unshaking
voice, "You are wrong. I bear
no love for him. You are wrong."
Sage looked her in the eye,
stopped his pacing, narrowed
his eyes and said, "Is that
so?" Carefully, he turned to
face her desk, then back to
face her. "We shall see."
"What are you going to do?"
Sarah asked with slight confusion,
but with a vague understanding
that seemed to push her composed
expression to one of anxiety.
Sage did not answer, but went
to her desk, opened a drawer,
and pulled out the crystal sphere
that was housed there. He held
it high above his head, almost
as a dramatic gesture. Sarah
rose suddenly from her seated
position, but did not seem to
have the strength to move any
further. Her expression was
one of unabaited fear. "Do not
do it, Sage, put it down."
"Why not?" Sage asked, lowering
the crystal in hopes of her
honest reply.
"There is no reason, I just
find it to be a pretty ornament
to have about," she replied,
her expression suggesting nothing
of the triviality her words
were declaring.
With one swift motion, Sage
threw the crystal against the
floor. It shattered in a tinkling
cascade, its slivers melting
quickly away to a watery form
before they disappeared. Sarah's
face seemed held in the motions
of a scream, but no sound came
from her mouth. Finally, she
gasped, saying, "My, my crystal,
you, you shattered it..." She
then looked up at Sage, whose
expression had softened into
pity, and she fell to her knees,
covering her eyes as she sobbed.
"Oh, God, what a fool I have
been!"
Sage walked to her side, and
pressed her head against his
shoulder. "There, there, it
is all right, dear Sarah. Cry
all you need. We have shattered
a good deal more than this crystal
tonight, I should think."
"Sage," she sobbed into his
shoulder, "I am so hurt, still,
to this day... Never have I
found such a match, never have
I loved someone so hopelessly...
I do not believe I could ever
forgive him, even if he were
to be standing before my eyes
tomorrow, this second! My heart
has frozen, I cannot love him
again the way I once wished."
Sage stroked her hair gently
and answered, "You never know,
Sarah. We sometimes have a way
of growing beyond our own expectations.
Do not wonder if you can love
him again. Who knows? He may
never show and you may grow
beyond this pain. Yet, if he
were to show up even this very
morrow, you might see your heart
thaw like winter snow in the
summer sun. Do not make a decision
now. Give yourself space. Many
things can happen in the space
of a few hours. Perhaps, even,
you will fall in love again
within the next twenty-four
hours."
Sarah looked up at his grinning
face, wiped her eyes, and responded
to his joking with a weary smile.
"I very seriously doubt that,
my friend, but you can continue
to hope. I still say you are
trying to woo me yourself."
"Oh, she is on to me!" Sage
declared, throwing his head
back dramatically. "So much
for making you fall in love
with me without your own knowledge!
I guess I am not as sly as I
thought!"
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