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and bedtime stories....
Sarah rubbed at her
eyes viciously. She couldn't believe whom she saw standing before
her. Aryanna looked quite pleased with herself.
"I'm going to
watch tv now. Bye!" She let go of his hand quickly and rushed
from the room, leaving the Goblin King with a desperate look on
his face.
He turned back to
Sarah who had risen from the chair with a look of disbelief plastered
on her face. Her eyes moved over him, with sadness in them. He looked
exactly the same as she remembered him. Except his eyes. Instead
of mirroring his arrogant stance and appearance, they were full
of sorrow. The sorrow of a King who had spent the last 20 years
bitter with the fact that he had been left alone.
"Hello Sarah.
It's been a long time." He whispered softly. His voice was
arrogant and crisp as well but she looked past that. All she could
see was the sorrow in his mismatched eyes. They betrayed him by
showing her what he actually felt and not what he falsely projected.
"How...why?"
She looked utterly confused and that surprised him. He expected
anger, insults and threats to come forth from her. She suddenly
looked horrified. "Oh no, please tell me that you aren't here
for Ary. Please no..."
He shook his head.
"I'm not here for your daughter. I'm here for you Sarah."
His voice was calm and the arrogance had disappeared.
"I...I don't
understand." She stared at him through puffy red eyes. Eyes
that had cried too many tears over the past several years.
"Your daughter
asked me to come...She wanted me to help you."
"Help me?"
He nodded ever so slightly. "Help me with what?"
"Help make you
happy again, is what she wished."
Despite herself Sarah
smiled. "That's my baby. Always trying to make me happy."
"She is worried
about you Sarah.." * and so am I... *
"Yes, she's a
little worry wart."
"I can understand
why." He paused and allowed his stance to soften. "You
have been troubled the last few years."
Sarah sighed and took
a seat in a soft looking recliner. She pinched her nose and began
to speak as if having the Goblin King standing in her living room
was a completely normal thing. "Troubled doesn't nearly cover
it." Another headache pounded in her head. She'd stopped taking
Tylenol and Advil long ago. They did nothing to help her. Soft leather
brushed across her face and the pain was suddenly gone. She opened
her eyes to find him standing above her, directly on the side of
the chair. He looked worried.
"You've gotten
so very thin. And where is your fire and spirit Sarah?" He
cocked his head to the side regarding her thoughtfully.
"They burned
out a long time ago." She admitted truthfully and bitterly.
"Apparently they
have. You've not even shouted at me or insulted me."
"Should I insult
you? Should I yell at you? I'm not a child Goblin King. Not any
longer. I had to grow up a eventually."
"Jareth."
He said softly.
"What?"
"My name is Jareth.
It always annoyed me when you called me by title."
"Jareth..."
she let the name roll from her tongue. "I remember it now.
It feels like so long ago."
"It was..."
he whispered softly.
"What have you
been doing for the last 20 years? Still snatching unwanted children?"
He nodded. "Very
few have run the Labyrinth since you. No one believes anymore. It
has been a lonely existence" She noticed the sadness in his
voice and she actually felt sorry for him.
"I know how that
feels." She admitted to him, not sure why.
"I know..."
he whispered. He gently touched her face with one hand, sweeping
back the dark hair that still reached well past her shoulders. He
noticed a few silver hairs mixed with the dark locks but they did
not detract from her beauty. To him she was still the most beautiful
woman he had ever seen.
"Aryanna.."
was all that she said. She closed her eyes and allowed her face
to fall into the palm of his hand, not sure why she had done that
either.
"Yes...she has
brought me up to date." His voice was a whisper.
"Brat.."
"She is a wonderful
child and so much like her mother that I thought time had been re
altered and it was you I saw standing before me. Her father did
not truly understand what he was leaving behind..."
She didn't miss the
double meaning in his words. Not only did he mean Aryanna but herself
as well. She pulled away from his touch and pulled her knees up
to her chin with a heavy sigh. Jareth withdrew giving her the space
she obviously wanted. He silently cursed himself for saying too
much.
"Why are you
here Jareth?" He loved the way she said his name....
'I told you. I'm here
to make you happy again."
She rolled her eyes
and he sensed that the old Sarah was not lost, but buried deep within.
"That's not a reason."
"Oh but it is.
It is the reason that I am here. Your daughter said I made you happy
once and she believes that I can do it again."
"She obviously
made that up. How would she know what makes me happy?"
"Because she
read your own words, from long ago."
Sarah's eyes widened.
"She found my diary." He nodded. "Oh god, she didn't."
He nodded again. "Please tell me that you didn't read it."
He couldn't help but
grin devilishly, stringing her along and then he shook his head.
"I didn't read it. She tried to get me to and as tempted as
I was, I explained to her that she should not have gone snooping.
She assures me that it was an accident. It is true?"
"Is what true?"
She breathed a sigh of relief that the Goblin King had not read
her diary. Her daughter would get a stern talking to later. That
much was sure.
He knelt beside the
chair, looking up at her. "That I made you happy...that you...that
you once loved me." His mismatched eyes focused on her and
she couldn't help but notice how handsome he really was. That blond
hair framing his pale sculptured face, those eyes, so mesmerizing.
His tall slender body a mere foot from her. The pale flesh of his
chest exposed for her greedy eyes to take in.
She turned violently
away from him, gripping her legs tightly to herself after she felt
the warmth of a blush burn her cheeks. "That was a long time
ago, Jareth. When I was young, alone and didn't understand what
love was." She caught the look of hurt in his eyes.
"And now...Now
that you're older?" He licked his lips when after they had
suddenly become dry. She had not missed the hope in his voice. No
way, he couldn't? He couldn't possibly feel something for her? Could
he? That just wasn't possible.
"Now that I'm
older that's all I am older. And tired and sick of all the crap
that's been thrown my way. I'm 35 and I feel like I should be 85."
"You don't even
look 35." There was that soft leather on her face again, smoothing
her dark hair back and brushing it lightly behind her ear. "You
look more beautiful now then you did at 15."
Tears clouded her
eyes as he continued to caress her hair and face so gently. One
escaped down her cheek and he moved to wipe it away. She began to
sob softly and that startled him. She was too proud to cry, too
strong. He knelt in front of her, taking her hands into his and
pulled her toward him. And suddenly she was in his arms, her face
buried with in the soft ruffles of his shirt, her arms around his
waist, clutching him to her.
Jareth was shocked
momentarily by her sudden actions. He had not expected her to break
down so quickly and in front of him no less. She was always so strong.
It only proved to show that she had been through so much in the
last 20 years.
She felt his arms
draw her closer to him. He offered her the warmth, the protection
that she had been denied for so many years. Adam would never have
held her like this. The sobs that escaped her were loud and ugly.
They were the sobs of someone so close to mental and physical collapse.
Someone on the verge of giving up on the hope of anything good ever
happening again. She trembled in his arms as he stroked her hair
and placed kisses in the soft locks.
"I'm sorry. I'm
so sorry." He whispered into her hair. "I should not have
been so selfish, I shouldn't have let you fall so far.."
She clutched him to
her even tighter at his words. Her knees buckled as the last of
her strength failed her and he caught her gracefully in his arms,
cradling her against him like a baby as he moved to the couch, sitting
with her in his lap. She sobbed softly against him. He continued
to hold her, doing his best to comfort her with gentle touches and
soft words. Soon the sobbing subsided and he glanced down to see
that she was fast asleep. Jareth sighed grateful that sleep had
claimed her. She needed her rest. He didn't know how much time had
passed but he was sure that it had grown late.
He heard footsteps
and turned to see Aryanna standing in the doorway. He put a finger
to his lips. "She's sleeping." He whispered.
"Mommy will be
mad if she knew that I was still up. Can you tuck me in?" The
little girl stood before him in light blue flannel pajamas with
yellow moons and white clouds printed on them. She held a very old,
worn and apparently loved teddy bear in her arms.
"What?"
He asked. Surely she didn't expect him to..?
"Tuck me into
bed. Mommy usually does it but she's sleeping before me." The
child did expect him to bring her up to bed. Hardly an appropriate
job for the Goblin King, but he nodded to her none the less.
He carefully laid
Sarah down on the soft cushions of the couch. He followed the little
girl up the blue carpeted stairs and into her bedroom. He smiled
seeing stuffed unicorns and books about fairy tales. Like mother,
like daughter.
Aryanna jumped on
her bed and pulled the covers down. Jareth moved slowly to the side
of the bed and pulled the covers up over the little girl, covering
both her and the bear with the flannel sheets and soft quilt. "G'night."
He told her reaching for the pull chain on the lamp beside her bed.
"Wait, you have
to tell me a story. Mommy always tells me a bedtime story."
He sighed and nodded. By the bog this child was demanding. Yet he
found her irresistible, just like her mother. A bedtime story. What
could he tell this child? Certainly not tales of his pathetic goblins?
He sat on the edge
of the bed and folded his hands on his lap. "There was once
a King who ruled over his land with an iron fist. He didn't tolerate
anyone disobeying him. Those who disobeyed were cast out into a
swamp that smelled so badly, not even toads, and snails and salamanders
would live there. If you touched the waters of the swamp you would
smell bad for the rest of your life."
"Eww!" Aryanna
cried out.
Jareth grinned. "You
see this King was very bitter and commanded domainance, but because
he did so he forced everyone away from him. No one truly knew what
he was like and over time he became very lonely. He had lived that
way for hundreds of years."
"Hundreds of
years?" Aryanna echoed.
"Are you going
to let me finish the story or are you going to keep interrupting
me?" She wanted a story and now she wouldn't let him tell it!
"I'm sorry, but
hundreds of years? Can people live that long?" She looked at
him with her wide green eyes.
Jareth let out a sigh
and the little girl allowed him to continue. "Anyway, the king
lived that way for a very long time. He was spoiled and used to
getting whatever he wanted. He had everything in his life, but he
didn't have love. He didn't know what love was. He had heard about
it, but never felt if for anyone else."
"Everyone knows
how to love." Jareth flashed her a look. "I'm sorry."
"Well this King
didn't know how to love. In fact when love touched him he used all
his magic to make it go away. But he couldn't. You see a young girl
had entered his kingdom. One who had a will as great as his own.
She was very beautiful and smart and the King fell in love with
her even though he didn't want to. But it was sad because the King
didn't know how to show the girl that he loved her. He tried to
win her over but he went about things the wrong way and the girl
thought his feelings were part of a game. So the girl never knew
what the King truly felt for her."
"That's so sad.
Oops..." She hugged her teddy bear and Jareth continued.
"She went far,
far away and the King never saw her again. But that didn't mean
that he gave up loving her even when many years went by. And he
lived only surviving because of his memories of her."
"What's the moral
of the story? What's the moral?" she asked jumping up and down
on her bed with her knees. "Mommy always tell me the moral."
Jareth tapped one
gloved finger against his lips in thought. "I suppose the moral
is, never give up because you never know what the future may hold."
He reached for the covers pulling them over her again. "Now
go to sleep."
"Ok. G'night
Goblin King." She rolled over pulling her blankets up to her
chin.
"G'night Aryanna.
Don't let the goblins bite." He pulled the chain on the lamp
and the room was bathed in darkness.
"Goblins bite?"
"G'night Aryanna."
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