| What is
meant to be...will be...
Ary looked from her
mother to Jareth and back to her mother again. The two adults were
sitting at the kitchen table and they had been so very serious from
the moment they had picked her up from school. Her mother sighed,
resting her chin on her hand, and her elbow on the kitchen table.
Jareth gave her a sweet smile and a nod.
"Ary, mommy has
to tell you something very important."
The little girl nodded
and remained standing quietly, her old well loved teddy bear in
hand. It was odd for her to stand so still, so silent, but she stood
that way none the less.
Sarah gently reached
over to comb back her daughters long dark hair from her eyes. "Ary,
remember how you summoned Jareth and you told him something? It
was something that you read in the blue book." Ary nodded.
"Do you remember what you told him?"
"I told him that
he made you happy."
Sarah smiled, and
gazed at Jareth who returned a warm smile. Sarah gently took one
her daughter's small hands into her own. "And what else did
you tell him? Do you remember?"
"He asked me
why you were sad and I told him all about my father leaving and
the car and the house and..."
Sarah shook her head.
"No there was something else you told him. There was something
you believed mommy felt for the Goblin King a long time ago. Do
you remember what that was?"
Ary thought very hard
for a minute and then she nodded. "I told him that you loved
him."
Sarah let out a deep
breath. Ary didn't seem bothered by that idea in the least. But
those words were written about 18 years ago. What would she feel
now? "Ary sweetie." Sarah pulled her daughter to her and
pulled her into her arms, cradling her like when she was a baby.
"Yes mommy?"
She peered up her mother with her large hazel eyes.
"Mommy is in
love with the Goblin King again, and it's possible that I never
stopped loving him."
Ary's eyes widened.
"You love Jareth, mommy?"
Sarah nodded. "Yes,
I love him very much."
Ary turned her head
to look at Jareth, her hazel eyes focusing on the Goblin King's
pale face. "Do you love mommy?"
Jareth nodded immediately,
his blond hair falling over his shoulders. "Yes Aryanna. I
love your mother. I always have."
The two adults were
silent for a moment to let the little girl digest what she had just
heard. Ary let her head fall against her mother's shoulder and she
fingered her mother's dark hair with her little fingers.
"Does this mean
you're going to get married and I can be the flower girl?"
"We don't know
sweetie. You see there is something else mommy has to tell you.
Do you remember the Labyrinth?"
"That's where
Jareth lives."
"That's right.
Well Jareth has invited us to stay with him, maybe forever if we
like it there."
"Forever?"
"Forever."
Jareth injected softly. "There will be many interesting things
for you to discover in my Labyrinth Ary. Creatures that your mother
has told you about when she tells you bedtime stories."
"Fairies?"
Jareth nodded. "Dragons?"
"Yes. My healer
is a dragon, well half dragon."
Ary sat up in her
mother's arms her eyes wide. "You know a dragon?"
Jareth chuckled softly.
"Yes. I know many dragons."
"Mommy can we
go, can we go??? I want to meet a dragon!"
Sarah laughed softly.
"You want to visit Jareth for a while, to see if you want to
live there?" Ary nodded furiously. "We aren't going to
go for a few days though ok? Mommy wants to make sure that Toby
is going to be ok first."
"Can Toby come
with us mommy? I bet he'd like the Labyrinth. He hasn't seen it
since he was a baby."
"Toby isn't well
enough to visit us, but when he is Jareth said he could visit. Mommy
has to tell work that she is going on vacation and I have to call
your school and tell them that we're going on vacation. And you
can not tell anyone where we are going. Is that understood? If you
tell, we won't go. This is a secret."
"Like Jareth
is a secret?"
"That's right.
Jareth is a secret that you can't tell anyone about and you can't
tell anyone about his home or that we are going there. Promise me."
"I promise I
won't tell mommy."
Sarah kissed her forehead.
"That's my good girl. Now why don't you go downstairs and play
with your toys so that mommy and Jareth can talk."
"Ok." Ary
wiggled out of her mother's arms and raced to the cellar door swinging
it open.
"Don't you run
down those stairs!" Sarah called.
Ary walked down them
quickly instead. "Lancelot, we're going to the labyrinth!"
Sarah heard her cry out at the bottom. She smiled, turning back
to Jareth.
"I knew it would
be a big hit with her."
Jareth grinned, standing
and pulled Sarah into his arms. "And what about you? Do you
look forward to going back?"
She rested her head
in the crook of his neck and played with the long hair that rested
opposite her face. "I have mixed feelings about it. I mean....its
been 20 years." She became silent for a moment. "Is...is
Hoggle still alive, Ludo, Sir Didymus?"
"I don't know.
Other then Sir Didymus, who guards the newly built bridge, I don't
know what happened to the others. Hoggle and I had a terrible argument
after you left."
"An argument?"
"Yes." He
sighed. "He...he didn't, wouldn't believe that I loved you.
He didn't think it was possible. I guess I can't blame him for his
doubt...I had never loved anyone before you. We argued back and
forth on the matter and he returned to the Labyrinth. He's wandering
about somewhere I would assume."
"I haven't called
him in 20 years. Not since the night I defeated you. I couldn't
bring myself to call him, or anyone else for that matter."
"And why was
that?" He asked, running his hands through her hair.
"Hoggle said
they would be there if I needed them. And I told him that I needed
all of them. My friends, even a few goblins came to visit me. Everyone
who had been an important part of my journey was there, except for
one. He never made an appearance. And if he wouldn't come when I
invited all, then I didn't want anyone to visit me." She pulled
back, her eyes burning into Jareth's.
"Me?" He
seemed surprised by this new information.
She nodded, reaching
up to stroke his cheek. "You." She lowered her hand, clutched
it to her side. "When you didn't show that night with everyone
else, it hurt. Not right away, but after. I felt such a sense of
triumph when I first defeated you. But it faded. The older I got,
the more I thought of you. I wanted to call you, to see you again,
but I thought you would hate me. So I...I never called...for anyone.
I wrote everything I felt, everything I remembered down in my diary
so if I wanted to look back someday I could. But I had to grow up,
so I let it all go. Started dating boys, went out with friends.
I started acting like a normal teenager and not the dreamer I used
to be."
"Such a pity...I
had no idea of your feelings."
She turned in his
arms to face him and gaze up into his mismatched eyes that at the
moment were filled with warmth and his love for her. She smiled.
"No one knew, but me and my diary and that's the way I wanted
it to be."
"So you wanted
to see me again, even after I made you go through the Labyrinth,
after I took your brother?"
She nodded. "Pretty
silly, huh? You were the bad guy and I fell head over heels for
you."
"You should have
called for me. I would have come." Had he known...he would
have been there in a heartbeat. She had no idea how many lonely
nights he had spent dreaming of her, yearning for her.
"How was I to
know that? Like I said, I thought that you hated me and I grew up
anyway." She shrugged sadly. He merely gazed at her, his eyes
moving over her beautiful face. She suddenly looked like she had
the word REGRET stamped all over her face. "And I....I'm so
sorry about this morning...I-"
A slender gloved finger
touched her lips. "It's the past, forget about it." The
subject had been brought up suddenly and he didn't wish for things
to go down hill again.
"But the things
I said..."
"I've put them
behind me."
"You were so
wonderful yesterday, helping Toby like you did, putting yourself
at such great risk and I...the way I treated you this morning. So
unappreciative of you. I'm so sorry."
"Stop it. I told
you, it's forgotten and you are forgiven. We all say things we that
don't mean, that we wish we could retract. But you showed me that
you loved me by accepting my invitation." He pulled her closer
to him and tipped her head up toward him so that he could lower
his lips to kiss her softly.
He pulled away slowly
but she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him back down
to her. His hands landed on her waist and he pulled her closer to
him roughly. She shivered at the feel of him against her. He may
have a touch of feminine beauty to him, but his lower body was definitely
all masculine. She pulled back regretfully, when the kiss had grown
too passionate and when she could feel a warmth begin to spread
through her. She wasn't about to start making out in her kitchen
with the Goblin King while her daughter played with her toys downstairs.
There would be time for intimacy later.
Jareth sighed when
she pulled back, slightly out of breath from their kiss. He stroked
her hair, combing the dark locks through his gloved fingers. "Tomorrow
I will leave for the Labyrinth."
Her eyes widened.
"You're going to leave so soon?"
He nodded and soothed
her with his gentle touch. "With those goblins of mine running
loose, I fear my castle may not be ready to accept guests. I just
want to make sure that everything is in order for when you and Ary
arrive." He kissed her brow. "Besides you can spend the
time with Toby. Maybe by Thursday or Friday you would be ready?"
"That seems so
far away."
"If we both don't
dwell on the time then it will pass by quickly." She nodded
and leaned against him.
"I wish you could
stay with me tonight." She whispered softly as she clutched
the fabric of his shirt into one hand. The other hand was making
lazy circles over his exposed chest.
"There will be
plenty of time for that at my castle. I could stay with you any
night you wished."
She chuckled softly
and he gently drew back from her to look at her face.
"What is so amusing?"
"Us."
"What about us?"
"I don't know
anyone other then us that has so much will power. We love each other
with all that we are and yet we've never been intimate. It is not
easy always being in your presence and not being able to follow
through with certain things."
"I certainly
won't claim that it's been easy, but it's been necessary. I thought
that is what you wanted....to wait."
"It was. I wanted
to wait until I was sure about things, but the truth is we will
never be completely sure about everything." She tugged at the
collar of his white shirt. "I know that I love you and that
you love me. You care for my daughter and she cares for you. That
alone right there I'm sure of and that's all I need to be sure of.
The future is uncertain right now, but it will always be uncertain.
We will never know what horrible thing or wonderful thing may happen
next. I mean look at Toby. He was fine one day and the next fighting
for his life."
"What are you
trying to tell me Sarah?" He tilted his head, gazing at her
through confused eyes.
"I'm telling
you that I'm ready to take the next step. I know it's something
that can't be planned and it will happen when it's meant to, but
I want you to know that you can stop trying to protect us both from
giving into each other completely."
"It was you who
stopped me a short while ago." He reminded her with a smirk.
"That's because
right here and right now were not the correct time or place. My
little girl is in the house. When we are alone together, if it happens,
it happens and it will be special because it wasn't planned. You
can't plan true love no matter how hard you try."
He gazed at her with
love in his eyes. "You're certain that you are ready for the
next step?" He needed to be sure, because the next time his
will power might just disappear all together and he didn't wish
for there to be regrets between them. She nodded firmly. "Even
before you have decided whether or not you wish to stay with me
in the Labyrinth?" he had to double check.
She shook her head.
"Jareth...I thought about this all day. I know what I want.
It's what I wanted from the moment I realized that I loved you.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you. It doesn't matter
where we live. Here, the Labyrinth. The only place I need and want
to be is by your side. But what I want doesn't matter." She
admitted sadly. "The decision is Ary's. If she decides that
after a week or two that she doesn't want to stay then we leave,
even if I don't want to."
Jareth drew a sharp
breath. "You wish to stay with me?"
She nodded and wrapped
her arms around his neck, grinning. 'But now that you know that,
don't you start bribing my little girl."
"I would never...although
it is a tempting idea." He brought a finger to his lips as
if he was contemplating how it could be done.
"Jareth?"
"I wouldn't."
"I told you once,
that Ary comes first, before you and before me. I love you, but
my daughter comes first, just as your kingdom comes first."
She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. "Like you said,
if it's meant to be, then it will happen."
He placed an innocent
kiss on her lips and whispered in a throaty voice. "Than I
pray with all that I am that it's meant to be..."
She fell against him,
her cheek pressed against the silk of his shirt. "So do I.....so
do I."
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