| A Promise
of Truth...
As she drifted from
her dreams and into reality she could hear a familiar voice singing
a song her mother had sung to her when she was just a child. She
opened her eyes slowly allowing them to adjust to the light in the
strange room before she turned to face the owner of the voice.
Jareth was propped
up on one elbow, his face resting against his hand as he sang very
softly.
You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are gray. You'll
never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine
away
She smiled sweetly
and he grinned in return, stopping his little song. "Good morning."
He greeted cheerfully. And why shouldn't he be cheerful? He thought
as he gazed down at her. Last night had been the most incredible
night of his entire life. He had connected with Sarah in a way that
had never been achieved with anyone else. Last night he had given
himself to her completely and had shown her that his love for her
was real and larger then life itself.
She reached up to
tuck a stray blond hair behind his ear. "Good morning. Did
you sleep well?"
"Better then
I have ever slept before." He told her honestly.
She gazed at him with
love in her eyes and as her eyes trailed along his body, she realized
that they were both still naked and the only thing that protected
them from the outside world was a single black silk sheet.
She smiled when her
thoughts drifted to the previous night. Never before had anyone
been so careful with her, never before had she felt such love for
another and never had she received such love in return. Jareth loved
her completely, that much was certain to her. She said nothing to
his reply of her question and instead reached out to touch his bare
chest. The edge of the sheet settled just up over his waist so his
pale chest was visible for her to touch and gaze at.
A few touches of his
skin caused a reaction in him that she knew about before she had
even pealed the sheet back and away from his perfect form. He reached
for her in return, desperate to feel her soft skin on his fingertips,
his palm, his lips. Innocent touches and glances turned into more
and before they knew it, they made love again. And it was just as
powerful as it had been the previous night.
He had protected her
again as he had before and it made the experience all the more enjoyable
without the fear of an ill timed or unwanted pregnancy to complicate
or even ruin things. She wanted to carry his baby, that much Sarah
was certain. If she ever had another child, she would only carry
his, or none at all. But she had to be careful. They both had to
be careful. She had been in the Labyrinth for a day and already
she didn't want to leave. Jareth had drawn her to him not by magic
but by his powerful love. There was still a week or even two before
Ary made a decision. Sarah feared she would not survive without
Jareth by her side and she was certain he felt the same way. She
didn't want to leave and she prayed that Ary didn't want to leave
either.
They lay in the bed,
a tangled mess of sheets and legs and arms. Sarah was toying with
his long blond locks, a far off look in her eyes. Jareth watched
her for a short while, a slight feeling of worry growing within
him. She was so quiet, too quiet.
"Sarah?"
He questioned. He tilted his head gazing into her eyes as they focused
on his. "Is....something wrong?"
She continued to play
with his hair, her eyes leaving his momentarily. "I should
go see how Ary is doing." She said softly. He opened his mouth
to speak but she buried her face into his neck. "God Jareth,
I don't want to leave.... I can't hope and pray enough that I Ary
will wish to stay too."
He brushed back a
few locks of hair from her forehead and brushed a kiss against the
skin still moist with sweat from their lovemaking. "Sarah,
I want nothing more in the universe for you to stay with me forever.
For you both to stay, but we know it's Ary's decision and if she
doesn't want to stay....." His voice trailed off. He didn't
wish to think of the consequences of that alternative never mind
voice them aloud.
"I know I know.
I've been here for a day and already I don't want to leave, don't
want to think about a life without you being in it. You've made
everything seem so right again in my life, even when bad things
have happened. I don't want to leave you...I don't know if I can
leave you now...."
Jareth swallowed.
He had been so foolish, they both had been. To offer and then give
themselves completely to each other before the big decision had
been made. "Sarah..." he started his voice shaky. "Maybe
we have done the wrong thing."
She pulled back from
him, letting her head fall onto the pillow as she gazed into his
eyes, her hazel eyes wide, alarmed. "What do you mean? You
don't regret...?"
He pulled her to him
tightly, hugging her fiercely. "Of course not. I could never
regret you or anything we have done together. We came full circle
last night. We've gone from enemies to lovers. But what we have
done...we've created more pain for each other, especially if fate
has decided to pull us apart." He lifted his head back and
away from her so that he could gaze into her eyes. "I gave
myself to you completely last night as you gave yourself completely
to me. I was so ignorant, so stupid not to think of the consequences
of us doing such before Ary made her decision."
Sarah frowned realizing
what he was saying. By bonding physically as they had last night
and this morning, it would be all the more difficult if they had
to pull away from each other if Ary chose to return home, to the
mortal world. Sarah sobbed as she realized how true this was. She
didn't want to let him out of her life before she arrived, now things
were ten times worse. She couldn't live with never feeling his touch
on her again, couldn't live without hearing the sound of his voice,
she couldn't live without him.
"I won't let
you bribe her to stay either Sarah. I couldn't live with myself
if either of us tricked her into staying here just so that we could
be together. We must try to show her the Labyrinth as it really
is, just as I must show her who I really am. I will not always be
kind and considerate in your presence. Some part of me is still
arrogant, and cold. Ary has only seen that side of me once, when
we met."
"And she wasn't
afraid." Sarah reminded him, hastily wiping tears from her
eyes.
"She was also
in the safety and comfort of her own house. She's not in her environment
anymore. One day I am going to lose my temper and she may see it.
I would never direct my full fury at her, no matter how badly she
upsets me, the same goes for you, but she will see it. And what
will she think of me? She might hate me, might be frightened of
me and I couldn't live with that."
"I don't think
she would ever hate you Jareth." She sighed. "Let's just...let's
just not talk about this right now. Let's get Ary and have breakfast
or something. We'll achieve nothing but heartache by sitting here
and worrying ourselves. We'll show her the truth about this place.
We'll also show her the truth about our feelings for each other.
She should know that we are very serious about our feelings for
one another. But we can't make her feel guilty if she does want
to return. It's going to be so incredibly hard to lose you, but
if that's the way things are meant to be...."
Jareth pulled her
to him roughly, wrapping her naked form in his own and hugging her
tightly before he stepped forth from the bed to stand and he snapped
his fingers. A moment later he was dressed completely. He offered
her a gloved hand, which she took shyly, suddenly feeling odd at
being the only one not dressed. The moment her hand touched his,
she was dressed in a simple blue gown.
"Let us get Ary,
eat breakfast and enjoy the day. If we wallow in our pity, our fears,
we will destroy ourselves." She nodded slowly and followed
him out of his chambers and into the hall. As he took her hand into
his and they began to walk toward Ary's room, she pushed the fear
of leaving and losing Jareth out of her mind. They had a week or
even two to spend together, the three of them. She would enjoy every
second of that time as if it was their last.
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