| Ill timed
but not unwanted...
Sarah blinked and
the silence that settled between them was deafening. She looked
into Jareth's eyes, wondering if this was a joke, but his expression
was serious and in the depths of his mismatched orbs she could see
his fear.
Sarah licked her lips,
her mouth suddenly dry. She looked down noticing Jareth's hand still
on her stomach. It made sense of why she felt sick. How had she
not known about the child forming inside of her? She had been pregnant
before, knew how things went. Her weak stomach had been the what
had alerted her to being pregnant the first time around. Although
the last day's events had given her little time to think about why
she felt ill.
Jareth noticed her
gaze and quickly pulled his hand away. He looked lost, frightened,
wary. She was being so quiet. He needed to hear something...anything
from her.
"How...."
Her voice echoed through the silent tunnel. "How could that
have happened when you used magic on me?"
Jareth's expression
was extremely apologetic. "The last time...I was so caught
up in what we were doing..." his voice trailed off softly.
"You forgot about
the magic." She finished for him. He nodded. He had made an
innocent mistake.
"I've ruined
everything..." He told her softly. His voice was full of agony.
"No you haven't.
How could you say that?" She reached out to touch his face
and he let his cheek fall into the palm of her hand.
"Sarah you don't
understand...Aryanna has not made her decision yet. "
"What has Ary's
decision got to do with this?"
"Everything!
If she decides she wants to return, you can not join her. I've condemned
you here by an act that was meant in love. She will not understand
and she will hate me for it."
"I don't understand."
"Sarah the child
that grows within you is a part of me. I'm a creature of magic and
I need to be an environment where magic is present to survive. My
time spent in the Above ground with you was pushing the limits of
the time I can spend away from magic. The child you carry has magic,
is a part of magic. The child will need to be surrounded by magic
to develop properly. Which means that you must remain in the Labyrinth
until this child is born. If Ary doesn't want to be here, she will
not understand. She may grow to dislike me for keeping you from
her."
"Jareth, it isn't
a surprise that I want to stay here with you. You told me I could
still see Toby if I stayed, could still travel above ground when
ever I wished. Those things have not changed, have they?"
"Besides the
fact that you must remain here for the length of the pregnancy,
nothing else has changed. After the child is born you could return
Aboveground." There was fear in his eyes. Fear he wasn't trying
to hold back from her. He was afraid she would have the child and
leave him.
"Then everything
will be all right."
He exploded, his nerves
frayed "Everything is not all right! Has it slipped your mind
that you are carrying my child? I swore to protect you from that
until it was the right time. I failed you!"
Sarah tilted her head
and gazed deeply into his anguished eyes. "Do you love me?"
"By the bog Sarah,
I love you more then anything...you know that."
She reached for his
hand and positioned it over her stomach, laying her own hand on
top of his. "And I love you. Which means that this child was
created from our love for one another and that is the way it's meant
to be." She smiled sweetly at Jareth who could not believe
how calmly she was taking this all. He felt as if he had ruined
her life.
"I will talk
to Ary. She seems to love this place and if she doesn't...I know
my brother. He would be willing to look after her and make sure
that she goes to school while we figure everything out." She
smoothed the soft pale skin of his hand that still remained on her
flat stomach. She would not look pregnant for weeks or months. "She
has always wanted a brother or sister. I have the feeling she will
want to stay when she realizes how much we love each other."
Jareth still looked hesitant, somewhat fearful.
"She was the
one who summoned you Jareth. She was the one who knew in her heart
that it was you who made me happy. She has seen how happy I've been
since you returned to my life, Just as Toby has seen it. She's 8
years old but she's a smart kid. She knows that right now this is
the closest I've ever been to knowing complete happiness and that
you are the closest thing to a father she will ever know. She may
be frightened, unsure of what she feels, but in time she will figure
things out. "I'll talk to her. Things have changed and I'll
need to make her understand."
"We will both
talk to her. This is not just your problem. I was involved."
She reached out to
stroke his face. "Not a problem. " She shook her head.
"Not a mistake, or an error, but a change in plans. We'll both
need to help Ary understand. If she doesn't or can't....I know Toby
would take care of her." She lowered her hand from his face,
moved her face so that he could not see her saddened expression.
"She could still visit me, I could still visit her."
"But Sarah.."
he took her chin into his hand, turned her to face him and cupped
her face into his hands. "I do not want to break up your family.
I couldn't live with myself if I did that."
"Jareth you haven't
done that. You brought my family closer together by bringing happiness
in our lives."
"But the child...."
"Was created
by both of us because of our love for one another. There is no one
at fault, no one to blame. The child was created by love."
"But it is my
fault, I failed to use my magic... I failed to protect you...even
here." He gestured helplessly to their surroundings. "
Gorgin took you from me so easily. And had it not been for Hoggle,
I fear I would still be wandering the tunnels in search of you.
I am nothing without my magic and that....that scares me Sarah.
How can I protect you, protect Ary, this child, my kingdom?"
She lightly ran a
finger down his cheek. "You understand what it means to be
human when you don't have your magic. I'm human, I don't have magic,
yet I still thrive." He still didn't understand it, he looked
upset and angry with himself. "Jareth, I don't love you because
you have magic. I love you because you make me smile, you make me
feel wonderful things that no one else has ever made me feel. I
wouldn't give a damn if you didn't have magic. So you forgot to
put the spell on me, we made love and now I'm carrying your child.
You can't always control a pregnancy. Do you think that I think
any less of you because you made an honest mistake?" He gave
no answer, only looked away from her. "Do you?"
"I don't know..."
"Well I'll tell
you. I don't think any less of you because of that. Was this a bit
of a surprise to me, yeah sure, but it's not an unwelcome surprise.
Do you know what I was thinking about, the morning after we made
love for the first time?"
"Tell me."
"I was thinking
about carrying your baby."
His brows rose over
his eyes. "Seriously?"
"Yes. I was thinking
that if I ever had another child, the only child I would ever carry
would be yours or I wouldn't carry another at all."
"You thought
that?"
"Yes. Jareth
I love you more then any man who has entered my life. To give birth
to the Goblin King's first child would be more than an honor."
Jareth was beaming
as the reality of this all hit him. His first child. He had taken
many children in his years as Goblin King, held many of them, sang
to many, but the child growing within Sarah was his child. His heir,
his babe. A creation of his love for the woman beside him.
Jareth grinned, his
sharp teeth showing and he pulled Sarah to him, hugging her fiercely.
"It's an honor for you to be the mother of my first child...my
precious Sarah." He kissed her hair.
A small figure watched
from the shadows, just down the narrow hallway. There was surprise
in his eyes, at the news of Sarah carrying the Goblin King's child,
but there was happiness as well. He smiled a toothy smile and continued
on his way to find food.
She hugged Jareth
back and he winced, pulling back slightly.
"Oh Jareth, I'm
so sorry. I hurt you."
"It will pass."
He attempted a smile. She had not hurt him, but had made his heart
swell with love and joy. She was honored to carry his child just
as he was honored for her to be the mother.
"Let me look."
She pulled his shirt from the waistband of his pants. He made a
face but allowed her to unbutton his white shirt. She reached the
last few buttons and the shirt fell slowly to his sides. She gasped.
"Oh Jareth, what happened?" He glanced down to see the
damage. Two large purple bruises had formed on his right side. Two
bruises, each in the shape of the toe of a boot.
"Gorgin..."
was all he said as she carefully traced the out edges of the bruises.
He winced slightly and she pulled her fingers away.
"What did he
do to you?"
"He kicked me."
"But why?"
"Because I said
things he didn't want to hear." He drew in a sharp breath when
she lightly kissed the bruised skin. "I think I may have a
broken rib." He announced.
She started buttoning
his shirt back up. "We need to get you to Meg."
"I'll live."
He reached a hand out to cradle her face into his palm.
"Why did he kidnap
me Jareth? Why did he hurt you?"
Jareth sighed deeply.
"Do you remember what I told you about Artaygon? How he lost
his Kingdom?"
"He was betrayed."
"Yes, by the
woman who claimed to love him and by his brother....Gorgin."
"Gorgin is his
brother?"
Jareth nodded. "And
he hasn't changed his ways. He has his heart set on my kingdom.
He was banished from his own when it was learned that he was behind
the murder of his brother. His powers were stripped from him and
he's wandered about from kingdom to kingdom as a highwayman, a thief,
a mercenary. When he learned of your arrival in the Labyrinth he
saw his window of opportunity to take my land. He tried to use you
as a bargaining tool, a weakness that would make me sign over my
kingdom."
Sarah looked at him
seriously. "Jareth if something happens and we don't make it
out of here together, if Gorgin gets a hold of me, you must promise
me that you will not sign your land to him."
"Sarah..."
"Promise me."
He shook his head.
"I can't do that. If he has you and I don't sign he will kill
you." He gently let his fingers glide over her stomach. "And
in doing so he will also kill our child."
Sarah blinked, forgetting
for a moment about the child that she carried. She realized that
in trying to make Jareth promise her, she was condemning her life
and the life of their unborn child to death.
"I forgot about
the baby."
He leaned over slowly
and caught her lips with his own. "I know you did, and I know
that you were trying to save my kingdom by offering yourself, a
very noble thing for you to do. But you must realize from here until
the day our child is born that you can't take any unnecessary risks."
"Are you going
to start acting like an over protective father now?" She teased.
"Not only am
I going to act like an overprotective father but an overprotective
lover and if everything works out with Aryanna and you both decide
to stay....I'll be an overprotective husband as well."
Sarah pulled back,
her eyes wide. Jareth grinned devilishly. "Whether you were
carrying my child or not, my wants have not changed. I still want
you to be my queen." His grin faded and his expression became
serious. "I still wish to spend forever with you..."
She smiled, reaching
out to touch his pale face. She leaned forward to kiss his lips
and he met her kiss with one of his own.
"This tunnel's
an escape route, not a place to get all mushy."
Sarah and Jareth pulled
back to see Hoggle standing with a large amount of roots and some
sort of plant. Jareth grinned at the dwarf and pulled Sarah to him,
giving her one last kiss. "This tunnel will be whatever I want
it to be."
Sarah smacked him
lightly and peered curiously at the plants that Hoggle held. "What
do you have their Hoggle?"
"Something for
us to snacks on along the way."
"How could plants
grow down here without sunlight?"
"Ancient magic..."
Hoggle told her. "You both rested enough to move again?"
Sarah was feeling
much better and she looked at Jareth. She reached to brush back
a few stray locks of blond hair that were dangling over his eyes.
"Are you ready to travel?" he nodded and she helped him
to his feet.
Hoggle took the torch
from it's place on the wall started to lead the way. Jareth and
Sarah remained behind for a moment more. Jareth lowered his lips
to hers for a quick but passionate kiss.
"I saws that!"
Hoggle called from further down the hall.
Jareth grinned, his
sharp teeth revealed. "Then he saw this too." Jareth told
Sarah and he kissed her again He put an arm around her and they
went off in the direction Hoggle had traveled.
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