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The
next morning Sarah put on her Nelly Furtado CD, really LOUD! Hoggle,
Sir Didymus and Ludo were not around so Sarah sung along by herself,
getting her sour mood out of her system with lots of noise.
“WHY
NOT SOME TIME TO DISCOVER
WHAT’S
BEHIND YOUR EYES AND
I’VE
GOT SO MANY QUESTIONS
THAT
I WANT TO ASK YOU
I
AM SO TIRED OF MIRRORS
POUR
ME A GLASS OF YOUR WINE!” Sarah sang with feeling.
Jareth,
still in a morose mood from the previous evening could hear her
quite well (using his magic) from the forest areas of his realm
where he was hiding to mope until he could present a blasé front
once again. He conjured a crystal. She still looked wrathful.
He scowled.
“AND
THERE’S AN ACHING INSIDE MY HEAD
IT’S
TELLING ME I’M BETTER OFF ALONE…”
Jareth’s
face tightened. She sang that with a little too much conviction
for his comfort.
“AND
I SAY FOLLOW ME FOLLOW ME FOLLOW ME DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN
‘TIL
YOU SEE ALL MY DREAMS…”
“But
Sarah, you have no dreams,” Jareth murmured irritably gazing into
the crystal.
“NOT
EVERYTHING IN THIS MAGICAL WORLD IS QUITE WHAT IT SEEMS…”
Sarah
stopped dancing around suddenly as if the words suddenly depressed
her. She sighed. “Nothing is real here,” she murmured, dispirited.
Suddenly she kicked a chair viciously and went and collapsed on
her bed.
Jareth
spent the rest of the day in a huff, flying low over his lands or
wandering moodily through his forests. How was he supposed to know
what to do next? He hadn’t spent any real time with another human
for 80,000 years! I had been longer really, as he had been a somewhat
solitary man on earth too.
That
evening Sarah changed into a black velvet dress as it suited her
mood. She had been wearing her jeans all day in a rebellious fit
simply because she knew Jareth hated them. She felt quite calm,
having recovered her temper but she wasn’t in a communicative mood
and really only wanted something to eat. She felt rather flat,
really.
The
dining room was empty when she arrived so she sat to wait for him,
thinking it the polite thing to do. A couple of hours later, she
realized he was not coming to dinner that evening so with a shrug
she helped herself to the food that had been waiting for them.
She smiled as she realized she was rather enjoying not having to
worry about trying to figure out his cryptic remarks and behavior.
But she felt rather miserable about the fact that he was so annoyed
with her.
“After
80,000 years, you’d think he’d have more maturity,” she commented
aloud, sipping from her goblet after she’d finished eating. She
heard an elegant snort behind her. Well, we’ve arrived, she thought
with cynical amusement. Jareth gave her his best icy cold, intimidating
glare as he came to the table. She stared back with the unblinking
gaze of a cat. Suddenly she frowned. “You look tired,” she commented.
“I’ve
been busy,” Jareth said shortly.
“Yes,
busy sulking,” she replied smartly. “I think maybe we should air
our grievances and try and forgive each other,” she suggested with
an admirable air of common sense.
He
stared at her uncomprehendingly. He was the Goblin King! He didn’t
forgive. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d forgiven anyone.
He’d never considered it. Would it make a difference, he wondered?
He didn’t say anything for a full minute. He settled back into
his high-backed chair. “Fine. You go first,” he said, his voice
sounding reticent.
“Okay.
I forgive you for frightening me deliberately, for being intentionally
confusing, for using seduction to try and distract me from doing
the right thing and completing my quest, for getting yourself in
a situation that you need my assistance to get out of, and for always
being so cold and indifferent and distant and secretive and manipulative,”
she said directly. Jareth felt rather affronted. He considered
some of those things his best qualities. “Don’t pout!” Sarah commanded.
“Now it’s your turn.” He sniffed petulantly.
“I
forgive you,” he drawled, “for not believing magic was real and
wishing your brother away in the first place and then blaming me
for it, for behaving like an immature brat at times, for destroying
my kingdom and myself so I had to waste a century re-building it,
for not knowing what you want and for believing I’m nothing but
an irredeemably evil villain.”
They
faced each other off for a few minutes. “See? That wasn’t hard,
was it? Pax?” she questioned, reaching a hand out across the massive
table. It was the first time since they’d danced together in the
peach hallucination that she’d volunteered to touch him. He reached
out a slender, handsome, gloved hand and agreed, “Pax.” She took
her hand away and looked at him with kind eyes still tinged with
amusement but it was an improvement on open dislike.
“One
more thing,” he said suddenly. “I apologise for that remark about
an heir last night. Sometimes I forget you’re barely more than
a child yourself,”
“I
am not a child!” she said indignantly, amidst amazement that
he was apologizing for anything at all. It was a big step forward,
she supposed. She looked at his averted face and thought again
how amazingly beautiful he was. “And I’m sorry for being an immature
brat who doesn’t know what she wants,” she replied, her mouth twitching
with mirth at his earlier complaints.
He
glanced at her, expecting anger but was surprised to see her laughing.
He wasn’t sure how to behave around her now that the old enmity
was take care of.
“What’s
wrong?” she asked, when she saw his frown.
He
looked at her warily from his mis-matched eyes. “I’m not used to
being around people anymore. Without our old roles as heroine and
villain I have no idea how to behave,” he explained simply. She
blinked in surprise.
“Be
yourself,” she replied without thinking.
Himself,
he thought? Most of the things he was she didn’t like. Almost
as if she’s read his mind she said, “Shall I tell you the things
I like about you?”
He
looked at her quizzically. Was there anything she liked?
She
smiled. “I like your quicksilver brain. I like your self-confidence,
even your arrogance. I like your creativity and imagination – after
all, you created this place and it’s wonderful. I like your style
and your tastes. I like your unwillingness to compromise – even
to please others or to save your own skin. I like your determination
and I think you have a lot of class. I also like the way you look,”
she added with just enough flirtatiousness to be flattering without
being encouraging.
“The
way I look,” he repeated incredulously, his fair brows raised at
this revelation.
“Yes,
I think you’re quite beautiful,” she said, deadpan.
Jareth
was tempted to feel smug, after all he was very vain but he was
too surprised at her cool honesty for his vanity to take over.
Besides, she stated it like a fact not as a lover would. “Ummm…
thanks I think,” he frowned at the table.
Sarah
giggled. It was interesting to see him discomforted and without
his usual aplomb. Then she yawned. “So much for deep and meaningful
discussions. I’m going to bed,” Sarah said sleepily. “Goodnight.”
Jareth
watched her wander off and felt a strange sensation. He racked
his brains for a name for it and finally he picked it – hope. It
had been so long since he’d felt it that he’d forgotten it almost
entirely. It changed everything. Even the dark room suddenly seemed
lighter. His face twitched and he suddenly realized he was trying
to smile. Not his usual cynical smirk but a genuine smile. Even
his face was unused to certain emotions now! Would it work out?
Could it work out, he asked himself? Maybe…
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