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The washroom was
filled with steam as Sarah sat, emerged within the hot water,
her hair falling in wet locks about her shoulders and face.
She felt that if she soaked long enough that maybe the disgusting
feeling that lay within the pit of her stomach would go away.
Eyes red from crying she bit her bottom lip tasting the warm
water that dampened her lips. How could she live like this?
If that Hunter did not bring her that kill like he did she
was horrified by what she might have done. Sarah shuddered
at the thought hating herself for being what she was.
Wolfen, she wasn’t
sure how to accept that she was now one of them. She knew
that she was Wolfen but somehow she felt as if there was something
different about herself, something that set her apart from
other Wolfen. Submerging herself completely underneath the
water she closed her eyes able to hear the thumping of her
heart, the water closing out any other sounds. A flash entered
her mind startling her from out of the water as she sat up
busily wiping away the water from her eyes.
"Sarah,"
they whispered.
The water splashed
out of the tub as she moved around to see where the soft whispers
were coming from. Before her eyes another flash blinded her
as she frantically wiped at her eyes trying to see her surroundings.
Eyes focusing, she was met with the sight of candles surrounding
the tub. A cold chill of air swept over her exposed skin before
she sunk quickly back down into the warm water. Her body was
trembling as she felt frozen within the water, her head being
the only thing not emerged within its depths.
Warm hands caressed
against her shoulders sending tingles down her arms and body.
Soft warm air stirred against her ear as a familiar voice
caressed seductively within her ear.
"You are
beautiful."
Sarah shivered
but not from being cold as she leaned back into the soothing
arms behind her. Her body now half out of the water she moaned
as she felt his hands moving slowly over her skin sending
waves of fire throughout her being. Her mind felt foggy as
if she was being drugged by the very sensations that was being
sent through her.
Damien smiled
against her ear as he gently kissed the skin just underneath
her earlobe tasting her sweat skin. Knowing just where to
touch, he was rewarded with a startled gasp as he reached
just the right spot making her body shiver even more underneath
his gentle touch.
She felt overwhelmed
by lust as she felt his hands caressing against her wet skin.
A low growl escaped her lips as she turned within his grasp,
lips fiercely clashing with his as she pulled herself out
of the water and up against his body. Eyes only half opened
she purred against his lips as his hands moved slowly down
her back.
The whispers were
stronger as they called out to her, "Yes, he is yours
as you are his. Don’t think, just feel. Let go of self control,
give into your desires."
Something wasn’t
right, something was very wrong, but oh how good it felt.
His smell, she knew his scent. Eyes widening she looked to
the man that she was kissing and pulled away sinking into
the water as if it could hide her from his hungry, lustful
eyes. Her heart felt like it was pounding out of control,
her breathing coming now in gasps as she tried to make sense
of what she was doing with him.
"Damien,"
she whispered, horrified, as he grinned wickedly and started
towards her immersing himself within the water with her.
He laid on top
of her his soaking pants being the only thing separating his
skin from hers. Laying his weight on his hands as he lie them
to the side of her arms she was trapped between them with
no place to flee. Head bending, he tasted her lips once again
enjoying the fear that erupted through her being. Fear and
desire erupted through her, a pleasant mixture making him
kiss her even more fiercely than before.
She couldn’t push
him away as her body betrayed her rational mind that begged
for him to stop. Hands that pushed against his strong warm
chest slowly started to lose its strength as she slowly ran
her fingers downward then snaking them around his neck as
she held herself to him.
He rolled over
immersing himself within the water and her on top of him.
His hands now snaked down her front feeling her breast beneath
his fingers her body trembling in return.
Sarah stopped
abruptly as she realized that this was Damien and not Jareth
that was beneath her. She was completely exposed but it did
not stop her from pushing herself off of him and out of the
tub. Running to the corner of the washroom she grabbed for
her robe quickly covering her exposed wet skin. Turning her
eyes focused back on the tub but it was empty, Damien nowhere
in sight the candles gone leaving her alone.
She sank to her
knees, her body trembling from the lingering emotions that
his touches aroused. "What the hell?" she whispered
her arms hugging herself as she shakily looked about the steam
filled room. It was a dream only within her mind but it felt
so real. A knock at the washroom door quickly brought her
out of her stare as she slowly rose to her feet.
"Sarah,"
Jareth called behind the door concerned for her as she had
been in there for quite some time. He respected her privacy
not wanting to disturb her as she took her bath. He would
see her soon enough. He smiled at the thought.
"Yes,"
she weakly called, "I’ll be out in a minute." How
could she face him after betraying him like she did? How could
she feel such things for someone other than Jareth, the man
that she knew she loved? Looking at the large circular mirror
that hung on the wall of the washroom, she peered at her flushed
face concentrating on her eyes. They had changed, no longer
met by dark blue orbs but now met with icy blue ones. It was
strange, she hardly recognized herself from a few days ago.
Ringing out the
excess water from her hair, she let her damp hair fall behind
her shoulders allowing it to fall down her back. The thick
white robe warmed her chilled body as she edged closer to
the door. Timidly she laid her hand on the knob of the door,
afraid that he would know what happened within the washroom
just by looking at her. Sarah clinched her eyes shut deciding
not to tell him what had just transpired. Taking a deep breath
she pressed down on the knob opening the door.
As the door gave
way and opened, her heart raced at the image of Jareth standing
not too far from her. He was breathtakingly handsome, his
scent invading her senses. She felt flushed with hungry desire
and then came the guilt. Silently she mentally whispered to
herself, ‘Only a dream. It was only a dream.’ Forcing herself
to smile she slowly entered the room, her eyes locked with
his as he did not hide the fact that he was admiring her scantily
dressed wet form.
His eyes racked
over her damp skin barely covered by the white robe she wore.
His want for her growing with each moment that he stood within
her presence. Jareth had to summon all of his self-control
wanting to briskly walk up to her take her in his arms and
kiss her savagely. Smirking at the mental image, he instead
leaned back against the bedpost meeting her eyes with his.
Sarah felt her
cheeks flush at the way his eyes met with hers and had to
look away. What to say? She was surprised when she found her
voice to speak, "About last night-" Sarah bit her
bottom lip not sure she wanted to go to that topic. What do
you say to the Goblin King after aggressively kissing, groping
and then biting him? She didn’t understand it herself, let
alone try and explain it, what she felt towards Jareth was
a lot more different then what she felt towards Damien. With
Damien it was more lust, an animal type attraction that had
a tendency of taking over her rationality. But with Jareth
there was desire mixed with a longing to be nearer, a connection,
a sense of belonging, a want and a need to be with him.
Watching her carefully
as she stood within his room, so vulnerable, so fragile, it
was hard to believe how she had behaved last night. To tell
the truth that side of her excited him beyond measure. She
looked so innocent and in a way she still was. He found himself
drawn to her, not able to stand the distance between them
any longer. His fingers lightly running through her damp hair
drying her hair as he did so he looked openly revealing his
desire to be nearer.
Sarah looked to
him seeing the love, the desire within his eyes, her hand
reaching up to gently touch his face. Soft warm skin met her
fingertips as she rested them against his cheek, her fingers
tingling from the contact.
"Sarah, I
don’t regret what happened between us last night." He
brought her hand to his lips caressing gently against her
long delicate fingers, never once leaving eye contact. Slowly
he leaned into her lips softly caressing hers as she returned
the affection her hands resting against his chest.
The dream within
the washroom forgotten, she trembled against his gentle embrace.
She wanted to lose herself within his arms, to forget all
that had happened to her since her arrival within the Underground.
Whispers in her
mind, ‘He’ll throw you away once he’s taken his pleasure.’
She tried to push
the whispers to the back of her mind, wanting so much to give
herself to Jareth. Sarah loved him, how could she think that
he would do such a thing. Her brow furrowed as the whispers
continued.
‘You’re a game
to him. Once he’s had his fun he will destroy you. He’s the
Goblin King, master of mind games and cruelty, do you really
think that you can trust your heart to him?’
The mental words
stung forcing her to pull away, eyes searching his as if they
would tell her that her thoughts were wrong. Stepping back
she forced a gap between them, body aching from the lack of
his warmth.
The look on her
face when she broke away made his heart wrench. Terror was
clearly shown within her eyes where only moments ago shown
nothing but love and longing. "What is it?"
Wanting to answer
the words stuck in her throat as she felt someone at her side.
Warm breath against her neck as he whispered in her ear, "Sarah,
he will never really accept you for what you are. You belong
with me, with your pack, we are your home. Their kind slaughtered
our kind to the brink of extinction, do you really think that
he won’t do the same to you, that is once he’s had his fill."
Jareth moved forwards
only to watch her step back, she was trembling now, terror
written within her eyes. "Sarah?"
Closing her eyes
she wanted him gone, to leave her alone. She didn’t trust
his words, they spoke only lies, he just wanted her for himself.
"Do you really
think that a royal Fae would want to socialize with someone
who has to hunt and devour a fresh kill in order to regain
lost strength? Sarah, you can’t go back to what you were.
You’re Wolfen now, you belong with your own pack, with me."
Damien grinned, as he knew that his words were weakening her
confidence. It would not be long until her mental stability
would weaken and she would give in to his pack’s call.
Hands went up
over her ears as she hunched over fighting against the onslaught
of whispering words that echoed within her mind, yet seemed
as if they were being spoken directly in her ears.
Jareth was at
her side in seconds trying to pry her hands from her ears
and bring her eyes up to met his. "Sarah, speak to me!"
Sarah fought
against the coming tears hating the fact that what they were
saying made sense. Looking up to the Goblin King she shrank
back as Damien’s face greeted her eyes, "No! Get away
from me!"
His jaw clenched
as she flung herself away from him her words hurting him more
than he wanted to even admit to himself. He had allowed her
to see his heart and now she was pushing him away, treating
him as if she was sick of the sight of him. Straightening
his eyes narrowed at her shaken form, "Sarah, you-"
"Damien,
stop this! I won’t listen to you anymore. You lie!" Sarah
hissed not wanting to believe their words but knowing that
they were probably true. Why would the Goblin King want a
monster?
Jareth stared
at her, his expression questioning. Her eyes looked glazed
over, not really focused on him. Fist tightened as he realized
that someone was casting a spell over her. Concentrating on
his power he could now actually feel it surrounding and shrouding
her being.
The hairs all
over her body tingled as she felt a strange sensation in the
air. Damien’s words fazing out followed by the whispers. Head
clearing she slumped up against the wall of the bedroom sliding
down until she sat on the floor. She felt strong arms lifting
her off of the floor leading her towards the bed where she
sat silently, eyes focused on the floor.
Sitting next to
her he grasped her hand in his as he pulled her chin up towards
him, "What did they say?"
Sarah pulled away
from his eyes in shame, "That you’re using me. That as
soon as you have your way with me that you would get rid of
me." Shakily she pulled her hand from his swiping at
the freely falling tears that streamed silently down her cheeks,
"How could you want me? I’m a monster who has to hunt
in order to exist. I won’t go to them but I won’t hold it
against you if you’d rather not be with me."
His hands pulled
her face to meet with his, eyes boring into hers with an intensity
that made her breath catch in her throat. "You are not
a monster. Never think that, never believe that! I love you
Sarah. If I was using you I could have had my way with you
long ago. Do you really think that little of me? Do you still
compare me with the villain that took your baby brother so
long ago?"
She shook at his
words, the sincerity scaring her to her very soul. He loved
her, but how could he love her, he barely even knew her. How
can she love him? Her head bent down in shame.
Jareth stood heart
wrenching, as she remained silent, her eyes looking away from
him. He had promised himself never to allow her to hurt him
again yet he revealed his heart only to have her not see it.
Not wanting for her to see his pain he started for the door
not caring to use his magic to leave.
Sarah shot up
from the bed grabbing his arm forcing him to stop, "I-
don’t go." She paused as he turned looking to her, her
heart wrenched from the pain she could see within them, "I-love
you too."
His heart soared
at her words, the heavy weight that weighted upon his heart
crumbling from those simple words. Words that he had waited
for so long to hear. No more words were spoken as he pulled
her to him, his lips meeting with hers as he kissed her with
all the passion he had within his being.
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