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Head lying on
his chest Sarah smiled as she wrapped her arms about his waist
loving the feel of him lying beside her. She partially wondered
why the wolf part of herself did not appear during their lovemaking
but was relieved that it didn’t surface. Her cheeks flushed
at the thought of what might happen if her wolf self did surface.
Head resting against
the pillow on the headboard of his bed he watched Sarah as
she wrapped her arms about him possessively. She was so lovely
and even though he stole her virginity she still was such
an innocent. Wondering what she was thinking he broke the
long comforting silence to ask, "What are you thinking?"
Keeping her head
against his chest she snuggled further into it loving the
feel of his warm skin against hers. "I was just wondering
if-" Sarah bit her bottom lip.
He waited for
her to continue but received no further reply, "Wondering
if?" he coaxed pulling her up to him as he kissed the
back of her neck.
Sarah flushed
at her own thoughts not used to thinking such things, "Oh,
what would have happened if the wolf within me decided to
surface during-" she trailed off smiling bashfully at
her thoughts.
Jareth’s brows
rose at this, "Oh I don’t think that I would mind."
Sarah turned to
face him, "Jareth, really what if I lose control over
that part of myself. I-"
He silenced her
as he kissed her on the lips, "No, but you wont."
"How can
you be so sure?" she asked her brow furrowing in concern
the relaxing and peaceful mood starting to lose its luster.
"Sarah, you
had the chance many times to harm me but stopped yourself.
You even fought Damien off after he had tried to do away with
me and your wolf self was perfectly active at the time as
I do recall." He smiled at her frown kissing her on the
forehead, "I trust you Sarah but you need to trust yourself."
Fumbling with
the sheet that covered her she looked away not sure if she
could. "I don’t now if I can," she mumbled half
to herself and half to him.
Jareth sat up
forcing her to sit up as well, "I can teach you how to
use your power. It won’t be an easy task but I will teach
you if you wish me too. Genard has told me that it can help
you to control the wolf within."
Sharply she looked
to Jareth, "Don’t trust him Jareth." Sarah looked
away, the memories that were not her own coming to the surface,
"He murdered so many innocent Wolfen. They’re not all
bad. There were only a few power hungry Wolfen that had killed
innocent inhabitants of the Underground for sport but they
went ahead and judged them all by the acts of a few."
Jareth looked
to her with concern hearing the pain within her voice, "How
do you know this?"
Sarah turned her
eyes meeting with his, "I don’t know how I know, I just
do. Please, believe me, I’m not lying to you about him. And
don’t think that it has anything to do with the mental link
that Damien has with me either."
Pushing a lock
of her hair out of her eyes he met her gaze knowing that she
was telling him the truth, "Is he-"
Sarah shook her
head, "I can keep his mind out of mine most of the time.
Its only when I’m weak or have my guard down that he gets
through."
"There is
another way to free yourself from that link," he didn’t
want to tell her but he felt that she needed to know, had
the right to know.
"I know,"
she whispered, "I just wish that I had another choice.
I don’t know if I can kill Damien but he wont stop until he
either has me or has you killed."
Jareth looked
away cursing himself for not being able to get to her sooner
when she had arrived to his world. If only he had known that
she was there within his world he might have been able to
stop the wolf from ever attacking her in the first place.
Sarah knew what
he was thinking even before he could word his thoughts as
she leaned into him, "It’s not your fault that this happened
to me. Damien and his pack are the ones to blame, not you."
Jareth pulled
her to him hugging her to him as he wished with all of his
heart that there was something more that he could do to keep
her from having to even make the choice that she had to make.
He knew that if she killed Damien that it would also kill
a part of herself as well, especially someone with a caring
heart such as hers.
She closed her
eyes feeling safe within his arms, "They’re trying to
rebuild their power like it was during the old days and they
want to use me to do it. Jareth, they follow the leader of
their pack but not all of them agree with what their pack
is doing. Jareth?"
"Yes,"
he returned as he kissed the top of her head.
"They’re
more powerful during the full moon. If they try anything it
would be then." Sarah turned within his arms so that
she could see his handsome face, "Tonight’s a full moon
isn’t it?"
Jareth frowned
knowing that she was right, "Tonight is."
"I know where
their lair is. If I go to them and ask that they stop this
they might listen to me."
He shook his head
not liking the idea at all, "Sarah, you’ll be walking
into their hands by doing so. You can not face the whole pack
by yourself."
"I know,
that’s why I think that you and Genard should follow me just
in case they don’t listen and try to force me to stay with
them. I doubt that your goblin army would be much help though."
Jareth smiled
at that, "They’re not as incompetent of an army as you
would think."
Sarah looked to
him like he was crazy, "Please, they were horrible when
they tried to stop me from getting to the castle. I mean,
talk about comical."
"What makes
you so sure that they were actually meant to stop you?"
he laughed at the questioning look Sarah gave him. "Besides,
they were so drunk at the time I’m surprised that they didn’t
destroy the whole goblin city."
"So you’re
telling me that you wanted me to get to the castle."
"Well, I
was hoping that they could delay you long enough so that you
wouldn’t make it in time." Jareth was still smiling when
she looked to him with horror. "Don’t look at me like
that! I had no intention of turning Toby into a Goblin in
the first place. Did you not learn that the Fae have no power
over mortals unless they give it to them?"
"So you’re
telling me that even if I didn’t make it to the castle in
time that Toby would have been returned unharmed." Sarah’s
mouth was practically to the floor by now.
Jareth shrugged,
"Well, no. I was hoping on keeping the both of you."
Sarah shook her
head at this new information wondering where exactly had they
gotten off of the main topic. "Okay, you’re avoiding
the main issue."
"Which was?"
he almost burst out laughing at the glare he received from
that comment but then he sobered. "I don’t think it a
good idea, besides, I thought that you said not to trust Genard."
"Well, I
don’t. But still I think we should try to at least communicate
with them. Try to work this out in another way other than
bloodshed."
He shook his head,
wanting what she was but knowing that it would not work out
the way that she was wishing it to. "No, I will not have
you going and risking your life. We will find some other way."
Sarah crossed
her arms defiantly over her chest, "If you won’t go with
my plan, at least be extra careful tonight, especially of
me. They will probably try something like they tried earlier
this afternoon and I don’t know if I’ll be strong enough to
fight the wolf. I thought I had an agreement with that part
of myself but I’m not totally sure about that anymore."
Taking her hand
in his he kissed the open palm of her hand, eyes locked with
hers, "No more words about tonight. Let us concentrate
on right now." Pulling her to him he caressed his lips
hungrily to hers.
Sarah growled
in response as she pushed forwards lying on top of Jareth
eagerly returning his kiss. Her eyes looking lustfully to
his as she slightly pulled away with a secretive smile.
"Sarah?"
Jareth questioned.
Leaning over him
she nuzzled against him her lips brushing against his neck
as she moved upward toward his ear. Her hot breath stirring
against his blond hair, "Let’s just say you bring out
the animal in me." Smiling wickedly she sucked at his
ear lob biting it playfully.
Jareth’s eyes
widened in surprise, as it seemed that her inner wolf was
coming out to play. His brow rose as she pinned his arms up
over his head her lips pressing possessively to his. Maybe
his Sarah wasn’t so innocent after all, and oh, how he was
enjoying it.
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