For days on end they explored Sarah’s newfound power to control
the dreamworld where they rendezvoused nightly. As always, she thought
it was a blissful fantasy that existed in sleep. He knew better,
but bided his time by exploring the different scenarios that she
created with a curious and thoughtful eye. So far they had tried
lots of new things. They danced the Charleston in the midst of
a 20’s gala, attended the Ascot in heavily starched costumes, boogied
on a neon disco floor beneath a mirrored ball, and even spent a
week with a tribal drumming circle in the Rainforest. Tonight, however,
was very different from anything Jareth had ever experienced. Upon
falling asleep, he found himself in a throbbing crowd of punk rockers,
slam dancing to horrible, screeching music.
At first he hated it with a passion; the nonsensical screams, the
loud bass beat that pounded against him like a physical thing, people
everywhere he turned who jostled and nudged and had no qualms about
crashing into him and careening off again to throw themselves at
other members of the crowd. He wasn’t sure how he would fit in
to such a place, and seriously considered leaving.
Then he saw Sarah, reincarnated from her previous character of a
Medieval maiden, appearing now as a true anarchist punk. Her raven
hair was hidden under a blue shoulder length wig. She was twisting
to the music, wearing matching lipstick, black eyeliner that rivaled
Cleopatra’s, and a tight black leather minidress with chains around
her waist. Thigh high stockings were held up with garters, and in
each garter rested a gleaming switchblade, the razor-sharp edge
lying dangerously along her skin. The sight of her across the dance
floor, this chaotic creature that she had allowed herself to become,
stopped his heart. She was exotic, alluring; desire embodied.
He was out of his element; he was not the haughty Goblin King amongst
this mob. To them, he was nameless, faceless, another body in the
throng of people that yelled and jumped and hit and bashed mindlessly.
And as his identity had been lost, so had his inhibitions, the reigns
of his masterful control suddenly freed from his tight grip. He
didn’t need to be her knight in shining armor; he didn’t need to
be the King.
And so he had joined them in their enraged, frenzied dance, ending
each night sweaty and exhausted, but also released of the tension
he had held at bay so long, unable to take her like he wanted.
During most those nights, he might have glimpsed her once or twice
amidst the sea of faces, but that was all, before he was consumed,
overwhelmed by the horde once again.
The first night Sarah watched Jareth freeze, like a rabbit caught
in a lion’s den, unsure of how to react to the deafening madness
that surrounded him. She carefully avoided him, wanting desperately
to see how he would adapt to the situation. What was he like beneath
his masks?
What she saw astonished her. He became lost night after night, finding
release in anonymity. And so she did her best to avoid him, to let
him be free and to enjoy the solitude she found in the crowd of
hundred strangers that surrounded her.
She kept a picture of him in her mind as she danced. He was so handsome in the leather pants and
black leather vest he donned within this specific fantasy. Shirtless, his blond
locks matted to his forehead, his eyes lined with black kohl, and his naked
chest dripping with sweat caused her to shudder with need. So apart she
remained from him; “apart” was safer, “apart” let him remain free from his
responsibilities to her, and let her keep the desire at bay. Until one night….
She had been dancing for hours, relishing the feel of the low cut leather dress
against her hot skin, ricocheting off countless bodies, lost in the frenzied
music. She looked up and suddenly he
was there, glistening with sweat, grinning fiercely. A body slammed into her from behind, pushing Sarah into his arms.
His slick skin pressed against hers, sliding; delicious friction against her.
She gasped, openmouthed as the humid heat from the dance floor permeated her
blood at his touch. Suppressing the
desire when they had been playing Lord and Lady had been one thing, but it was
quite impossible to do so in this hedonistic, primitive environment.
Before they could be separated, he wound one bare arm around her waist,
clasping her to him so tightly for a moment she couldn’t breathe. He moved his leg between hers, so that she
was straddling his thigh, the leather of his pants tormenting the bare skin above
her thigh-high stockings. Her black-rimmed eyes widened as he licked his lips,
his mismatched eyes mad with freedom and need.
Before she could say anything he bent her backwards, supporting her weight with
one muscular arm, the other grasping her bare hand in his, winding it around
his neck. His mouth skimmed lightly over her bare throat, tasting the salt. Sarah vibrated with tension and a craving he
knew was for the taste and feel of his body.
He had wanted her to come to him when she was ready but he couldn’t help
himself; he had to touch her or he would die.
Slowly he drew her upwards, keeping constant contact with her lower body, her
waist resting in the crook of his embrace, her hands dazedly clutching his back
as he gyrated his hips against hers to the beat of the music, his thigh
creating a fire between her legs. Bodies jostled against them, bruised their
flesh with their flailing, pummeling limbs, but neither he nor Sarah noticed.
Their eyes locked as they moved in sync with each other, making wild noises in
their throats as the tempo sped up, the bass of the band pulsating so hard they
could feel the thumping against their skin, in time with their hearts, the
sweat rolling down their bodies, make-up smearing their features into exotic,
wild animals, his sharp teeth bared in pleasure and triumph, her mouth a round
O of astonished pleasure as he manipulated her tighter and tighter against him
until their eyes and their minds were making wild love, savoring his victory as
he watched her scream aloud with release, the sounds lost in the thundering of
the crowd…
He stilled, holding her against his chest, feeling her racing heart slowly
return to normal. They stood there for what seemed like an hour, two lost souls
in a crowd of strangers. It was a long while before he realized the music has
stopped. Cradling her limp body in his arms, he looked around. They were alone
in the middle of a warehouse that looked like a herd of wild animals had
stampeded through. A weak light was beginning to shine through a row of windows
that framed around the roof of the building. A new day…
And then he realized what he had done. What he had sworn he wouldn’t do, not
until she was ready. The Goblin King panicked, afraid he was in
danger of losing her, and immediately slipped into the collected,
detached veneer he was used to hiding behind.
Sarah stirred, raising her head from his shoulder. Her eyes searched
his face, mortified at his expressionless features, the lack of
warmth in his eyes. Gone was the uninhibited being that had danced
with her so opulently; he was replaced one more with the cold, haughty
Goblin King. The heat of desire was replaced by a furious embarrassment.
She twisted in his arms, pushing frantically at his bare chest to
remove herself from him embrace, biting back sobs that pushed against
her tongue. What had she done? What had she allowed herself to do?
A tear spilled out of her eye; breaking the dam she was trying hard
to hold back. Before she could lose it completely, reality washed
over her in a flurry of loud rings. She felt his arms slip from
around her waist and she was falling, falling…
She jerked out of sleep, the telephone beside her bed shrieking
insistently, demanding her attention. Her body thrummed with sexual
release, and her pillow was wet with tears. She drew in a shuddering
breath, wrapping her arms tightly around her legs, squeezing. What
was going on?!
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