Sarah had taken to stealing her
stepmother’s Valium, and used it sparingly by sleeping a lot less. If she
couldn’t get her hands on some, she would take over the counter sleeping pills,
she would set her alarm to ring every two hours, she would even go without
sleep.
She would do whatever it took to escape dreams of him. The Goblin King.
At first she hadn’t wanted to believe…but when she had held the peacock feather
between her fingers, the light catching on the radiant blue-green wisps, the
black eye staring at her, she couldn’t deny it; ever since she left the
Labyrinth, she had dreamed about him. She had just forgotten until now
He haunted her. If she was at the
dinner table, or mowing the lawn, or even watching television, sparks of hot
pleasure swam through her veins as the last dream flashed in her mind. Dancing
wantonly in front of hundreds of nameless men…stripping in front of
Jareth…putting her mouth on his most secret places and then letting him do the
same to her…Jareth naked, hot and hard, poised to take her and her crying out
in need… And in the dark, in bed, when she was all alone…the memories and
phantom sensations threatened to overwhelm her.
Real or not, she was losing her identity, fearing to fall asleep. So Sarah
drugged herself, night after night.
There had been no contact for weeks, no relief from the insurmountable
pressure that had built inside of him. Fear that something had happened
blossomed into a dark rage as he realized she was deliberately keeping
herself from him. The time for action was at hand.
Sarah had taken to long walks in the dead of night around her
neighborhood. It was well outside the city, so after midnight everything
was still. Today had not been easy; her stepmother had finally found
out about the Valium, and had threatened to commit Sarah to a rehabilitation
center. The look of disappointment on her father’s face had been
enough to break her heart, and her walk was longer than normal,
taking time to clear her thoughts.
Something was moving in the darkness; she saw it out of the corner
of her eye. She turned, and her breath caught. A crystal orb was
floating against the wind, directly toward her. Panic was instant;
she turned off the sidewalk and ran into the trees. She ran no more
than fifty feet into the woods before she heard the flap of a cape,
the tinkling of magic…she ran directly into him, and fell down in
a heap.
“Sarah,” he acknowledged coldly.
It was hard to breathe. “No, no, no,” she moaned.
“After all these years, is that any way to greet me? I thought you
and I were friends. In fact,” he continued, pulling her up by her
arms and pushing her roughly against the trunk of a tree, “I thought
we were more than friends. At least, darling, that’s what
you led me to believe…” he hissed.
Her mind may have been unable to deal with the sudden appearance
of the phantom specter of Jareth, but his strong attack caused her
instinctive defenses to flare. She refused to squirm away from him
as he leaned in close, eyes blazing fire, sheer stubbornness giving
her the courage to bare her teeth back at him.
"This is the end, Sarah. I will not be your puppet any longer,"
he warned.
"You're not my puppet. You’re a stupid childhood fantasy
that doesn’t realize I’M THROUGH," she insisted.
"Can a fantasy make you come like I do?" he said harshly,
relishing the stain he brought to her cheeks. Her lower lip poked
out substantially as it always did when she was forced to defend
herself.
"It was just dreams, fantasies,” she insisted.
He grinned bitterly, a cruel sight. "No more, Sarah. I take
back what I have so generously given you."
She glared at him, hating herself for the desire that was welling
now, even now!
"Generous? How have you been generous?"
Now his cynical grin was replaced with a small, sad smile. All his
anger transformed into immense sadness; a change so tangible that
Sarah could almost feel a drop in temperature, a change in the air
around them.
"Has it been so long that you have forgotten? I have not. It
has plagued me for the last three and a half years. Let me refresh
your memory." In his gloved palm was a crystal orb. It glowed
dully as a picture formed. There was a bedroom, and a beautiful
teenager with a stocking cap, reciting words to a crying baby.
'What no one knew,' she heard herself say, 'was
that the King of the Goblins had fallen in love with the girl, and
he had given her special powers.'
The crystal popped like a soap bubble.
"No longer," he repeated. "I take back what I have
given you. You can no longer call on me in sleep, our minds are
no longer joined and,” he harshly hissed in her face, "no more
controlling your dreams. You will be as average as the people who
sit next to you on the bus,” he condemned.
He spoke so rapidly that her mind was having a hard time following.
"What?"
"I take my gift back," he said, pushing off the tree and
extending an open hand towards her torso, "-now!" He closed
his fingers, clenching his fist.
And it was like someone had turned off a light switch inside her
that she hadn't even known was on.
Sarah sagged, her knees giving out. She crumpled to the ground,
clutching her heart, eyes wide as she looked up at him. What was
wrong with her? Was this real? If she thought he had looked merciless
before…that was nothing compared to the cruelty that now shone out
like a beacon. He stooped, bringing his face on level with hers.
“How does it feel, Sarah? How does it feel to be ordinary?” he mocked.
“And just so you don’t forget about me…”
One gloved hand reached around her head to cup her neck, bring her
towards him before she knew what he was doing. He covered her mouth
in a searing kiss, his tongue tasting her for the first and last
time. His arousal claimed him so fast that within seconds he was
hard and ready. His entire body cried out to forgive her, take
her …
Wild moans escaped her throat. This was the first time she had actually
been kissed in real life, and it was nothing compared to the dream.
Her nipples were points of fire, and a searing heat flowed through
her sex. And just like that, he not kissing her…
Her hands flew to her mouth, her eyes weeping as he stood again,
his raging erection apparent through the tight fabric of his breeches,
breathing harshly as he wiped his mouth with the back of one gloved
hand. Tears glistened in mismatched eyes.
“I can’t live within you, Sarah,” he said huskily, and with a twist
of his cape and the glitter of magic, he was gone.
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